#gosh i am so close to caving in and continuing to reach for med just bc they're reacting this badly :')

[koishua]

broke the news to my parents that i didn't want to study medicine anymore and the look on their faces 🥴🥴

#tp #ah yes disappointing my family. my favourite hobby. #my mom even said that she was a mix of disappointed and sad and taken aback and idk what to do with that information lol #i feel so extremely bad for not wanting to study med anymore but... #gosh i am so close to caving in and continuing to reach for med just bc they're reacting this badly :') #i want to study psychology i think #yeah #i want to help children and teens and young adults who need help but don't know how to get it #and i want to help them with the struggles that they can't tell anyone else they know #and i want to just #idk. i just want to help them. #bc (this is going to sound so fucking cliche but—) no one helped me. #oml i just said that 💀💀