#i want to study psychology i think

[koishua]

broke the news to my parents that i didn't want to study medicine anymore and the look on their faces 🥴🥴

#tp #ah yes disappointing my family. my favourite hobby. #my mom even said that she was a mix of disappointed and sad and taken aback and idk what to do with that information lol #i feel so extremely bad for not wanting to study med anymore but... #gosh i am so close to caving in and continuing to reach for med just bc they're reacting this badly :') #i want to study psychology i think #yeah #i want to help children and teens and young adults who need help but don't know how to get it #and i want to help them with the struggles that they can't tell anyone else they know #and i want to just #idk. i just want to help them. #bc (this is going to sound so fucking cliche but—) no one helped me. #oml i just said that 💀💀

[chihirolovebot]

on a real note that bit near the end of the video was genuinely haunting. hearing somerton talk about how gay writers are erased from history was one thing (with all the irony being that he stepped on the backs of numerous underpaid, underprivileged and uncredited queer writers to build his youtube channel) but when h revealed it wasn't even somerton's quote in the first place? the worst, most crushing sort of irony. how do you lament about the erasure of gay people and gay writers in history... whilst erasing a gay writer and taking his words as your own?

#it's genuinely unconscionable and its given me a lot to think about #i found somerton through his video essay on killing stalking #one of my favourite psychological horrors #i was overjoyed to find someone who seemed to recognise it for the dark character study of trauma and abuse that it was #and not a love story #now all i want to do is go back to that video and search up the phrases in google #to see who really wrote those words and phrases that got to me so deeply #fuck man . what a disappointment #james somerton #hbomberguy #veetxt

[hellspawnmotel]

“caroline, please kill me” by coma cinema

#i hope this is readable lol #deltarune #susie #noelle holiday #suselle #art tag #man i had a whole thing to type up here and now i forget most of it. ummm #basically ive been thinkin about suselle with the new info we got from the sweepstakes #specifically from noelle's perspective. because up until chapter 2 she wants susie but she doesnt KNOW susie #its an extremely shallow crush which is normal for teenagers but what makes it interesting to me is #how noelle sort of seems more attracted to the danger susie poses than susie herself #and she doesnt really make an attempt to get to know susie personally until ch 2? iirc? #and before that almost seems to hope that susie will treat her as badly as she treats kris #and you could argue whether its bc of noelle's psychological problems or if its just. yknow. a fantasy #either way my point is shes not really thinking about susies feelings. shes not trying to reform the bully or something #so consider this little lyric comic as taking place in noelle's fantasies pre-ch1 #BUT #all that said it doesnt mean noelle isnt open to getting to know susie. obviously #when she sees an opportunity noelle does reach out and not in a way where shes trying to provoke susie to hurt or threaten her #she gives susie a gift and invites her to study together. not to mention the whole ferris wheel thing #i actually think noelle didnt even consider that as an option until susie and kris became friends #and even after chapter 2 noelle doesnt really know susie all that well. and to her susie still exists mostly in the realm of fantasy #but its a start. and they have so much more room to grow and understand each other better #plus susie clearly already cares a lot about noelle #moral of the story is suselle is more compelling than just 'shy girl plus mean girl' #and i like it #good night

[thisischeri]

instagram: cheri.png

#I still think this is a beautiful landing page #with good negative space and everything #for the first time in my life I can identify that i feel lonely it’s wild I do not recommend it #the dating apps are the most toxic tech that was ever created #not one bone in my body wants to play the games with the guys #imagine studying chat psychology for 5 years then witnessing boys trying to play you with it #ANYWAYS #cybercore #y2k #old internet #old web #cyber y2k #00s #2000s #tech #moodboard #cyber core #old apple #apple #user interface #y2k nostalgia #nostalgiacore #nostalgia #girlblogging #techcore #tech blog

[hinaliix]

𝙏𝙝𝙚 $$60,000,000,000 𝙈𝙖𝙣 🪽

#trigun #trigun maximum #trigun stampede #vash #vash the stampede #millions knives #most of these are just studies from the trigun manga! #drawing Vash is my coping mechanism #thinking back to maximum has given me permanent psychological damage #I want to rewatch stampede one of these days! I miss hi #vash is my babygirl

[arsonist-chicken]

hehehe fourth day in a row I've slept until 5pm because I fucked up my sleep rhythm staying up until 7am but probably more likely because of the ✨curses✨, but at least today I finally saw some sunlight again by walking to the store to still make it before they close. this is fine.

#the curses are mental illness aka depression or whatever idk man just give me some energy to be able to live my everyday life #i mean i thought i was getting sick on tuesday evening so i already planned to not go to uni on wednesday #also because i hadn't done a presentation but i really thought i was getting sick too #and it's been downhill from then #the last two nights i said to myself at lik 6am i'll sleep four hours now until 10 so i have the day to work and then can actually sleep #normal again but either i didn't hear my alarm or i turned it off and woke up again when it was still light outside #but close enough to already the sun setting that i was not gonna get any sun #the psychologist who did my adhd exam said i could start treatment with her but i'm a little wary of that #since my insurance still hasn't let me know if they'd partly cover that or if she's not in that system. idk how it works. #and also she's a psychologist not a psychotherapist #and no offense to my friend but i saw my friend studying psychology and becoming a psychologist after she finished her degree #and I don't think she'd be educated at all to actually offer therapy #she just does evaluations and such now but no therapy #and damn if I'm going to spend my emergency money on therapy because well it's not covered here then i at least want it to actually work #and actually be therapy. like working on the adhd and depression; not just an adhd coaching #that would have helped when i was in school or just starting uni but by now i definitely also need therapy for the depression that evolved #from all the issues. also maybe just brain chemistry idk. #mine

[coulsonlives]

I just had to share this video because holy shit, it hits the nail right on the head! So well spoken. This stuff needs to be circulated more, esp with the growing number of people thinking they have this because of misinformation, or just outright faking it.

#it's painful because i knew someone who personally faked this stuff (or has convinced herself she has it i can't even tell) #she had spent all her time on tiktok and i know for 100% sure that's where she got the idea. it's TRAGIC how fast things went downhill #i'm legit horrified at how many people (esp young kids of 13-14) think they have this too. or are just pretending #i've been neck deep in hardcore research (and i'm talking pubmed sciencedirect etc only) for months #and those kids definitely don't have did.. if they have trauma and are dissociating it's going to be something else like dpdr etc #the number of stupid 'you have did' answers i see for totally basic questions like 'i got dizzy what's wrong w me' is insane too #it's like googling 'muscle twitch' and then thinking you have some rare 1/billion familial cancer thing despite other obvious explanations #but worse.. in these cases the information is being fed to them. they don't have an opportunity to explore other possibilities #and the worst part is they don't even know to CHECK THE VALIDITY OF WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE SAYING. they don't have info literacy #like i'll say this once: did is so rare that it's STILL contentious about whether it even exists #and it only happens in the most unimaginably traumatic experiences. think of the worst possible things you could do to a child #where even just thinking about it makes you uncomfortable. THAT'S the kind of trauma that leads to did. the truly evil stuff. #i'm not even gonna start on the BITE model shenanigans that are happening in the 'did' communities either #or how the people who used to be in them (and got out) always equate them to self-harming cults that celebrated not finding real answers #they got told they were 'perfect the way they were' despite having OBVIOUS psychological issues they needed help for #(it just wasn't did) #they were assured their 'did was valid no matter what'. toxic positivity ig? it just delayed their real diagnosis and ability to get help #but now you have gluts of people like in the video 'talking to themselves' and people on tumblr posting one-liners of 'alters' talking #one after the other within seconds. and i want to fcking cry because it's the same exact shit my friend did before she cut ties #the did/tourettes/ftlb stuff has literally been called a 'mass sociogenic illness' in multiple academic studies #but like qanon believers they seem to immediately discredit anyone who mentions this with 'you're just ableist' so anything you say is poo #aka you're part of the problem you're an 'ableist' so your legit info even though legit isn't valid/acceptable/real/whatever. i'm tired fam #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #ddnos #munchausen syndrome #mass psychogenic illness #ableism

[chiyoso]

ugghhhngnnghb im spiiiralllinnggg agaaainnn im so damn sorry for the inactivity everyone :(((

#— Whispers Against The Void •• #hnn vent/rambling under this tag #been drowning myself in games as well as trying to prepare myself studying and informing myself about psychology #i actually also have a few drabbles just waiting to be posted too #oh and someone help theres this guy... #hes built like satoru but he talks like toji like... hes so clingy and i rly rly like his attention and he feels the same BUT IM NOWHERE NEA #NEAR READY INTO HAVING A RELATIONSHIP SO LIKEEE #and im like overwhelmed at the thought of ppl thinking that im just ignoring my moots #NO sweetie im just rly fuckin burnt out and km often spiraling and i have insomnia and i want to sleep but i cant sleep and im just UGHHHH #can someone... i dont know write another depressed reader pov x scaramouche or suguru #i wanna write so bad but BRAIN isnt BRAINING and im just so fucking stressed n anxious for WHATTTTTTTT

[saebaragi]

the psychologist yesterday: what about your love life?

me: i'm actually not interested in any of that

psychologist: okay, that's good too, you're focused on your studies

me, who is definitely not focused on my studies: sure

#random stuff on my account like usual #i went for a psychology avaliation yesterday and i talked a bit about my sister's love lives and she asked me of i had a boyfriend #so i told her that no i don't have a boyfriend never had and never even kissed or whatever #so when she said 'yet' i told her i didn't wanna nothing to do with that and she was like 'right silly me you're too busy studying' #which i'm like...not #but i get why she would think taht cuz i mentioned i wanted to try entering college and all #but like #I'm not studying #i didn't had the heart to correct her because i was afraid yk is free therapy you don't always get someone to like actually hear everything #anyways if this goes well maybs i'll come out maybe i won't #(i probably won't) #aromantic #aro #aromantism #hesitation in coming out as aromantic

[gideonisms]

a lot of the marketing research I'm doing for this class that's supposed to be about like "building your own brand" reveals the practice of tailoring your presence on this earth to what other people want to be a vaguely manipulative process that's only successful like half the time but see if I acknowledge that I'm failing to adequately market myself. It's a beautiful system. Disgusting, but so well constructed. and THAT is what I want to study

#i'm learning so much. just maybe not what i'm supposed to be learning #this class makes me want to suddenly switch to a sociology major or like psychology so i have an excuse to run studies on this shit #i want inside the people's minds who think like this. what's going on in there #listen it was just labelled professional writing it's a required course i didn't know it was going to be selling your identity 101 jgjk

[astrumnoceur]

I think horikoshi has absolutely zero knowledge about how abuse works. or frankly human psychology in general. maybe don’t use child abuse as your flimsy plot device for drama if you literally don’t understand it bro

#like man #I’m not saying you have to go get a PhD to include child abuse in your story or anything #but you would really think one would want to have some understanding of a subject if you are going to make it an integral part of your plot #and like every character backstory #actually personally lowkey 1/2 the reason I originally wanted to study psychology was for writing characters lmao #but that’s just my autistic ass #anyway #anti horikoshi #anti bnha #astrum speaks

[lykaiosthinks]

i think its really cool the way my day gets ruined when the slightest of inconveniences happens. the human mind is so wonderful

#lykaios thinks #author note: some of the reason i want to go into psychology is to study people like myself #frankly i think im quite the specimen #or maybe i just have like #never mind i dont wanna self diagnose

[snackleggg]

I think more dc x rottmnt crossovers should exist.

Think of the dynamics, the chaos potential and the stress adult heroes would be under at this group of overpowered teenagers just picking fights with and antagonising dangerous villains left and right. Or just straight up befriending them.

#specifically im thinking abt the bats but interactions with other heroes would be funny to #i bet the JLD has like this whole thing abt not touching mystic matters with a 10 foot poll #they r so relieved when the qualified clan deals with that bullshit #batman wants to adopt all the wayward children #leo and cassandra both love wonder woman #they also both r redhood fans #damian brings mikey home and is like can i keep him father? #harley tries to do the same thing when she finds out mikey is studying psychology #donnie & leo would roast lex luthor so hard #his greatest enemies are now two obnoxious theater kids #snackleggg speaks #rottmnt #dc #crossover au #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #mikey and killer croc have regular brunch together

[gui1lermodelacruz]

(Ι owe starters/replies, but since work and anxiety are not my friends right now, like this so I can send you memes? ramble in the tags)

#sofia speaks (ooc) #meme call #I am trying to find a way to get out of a class I took #cause... I no longer want to get that specialization #(I did study psychology but I don't want to be a therapist anymore #which is a feeling that has been here for a long time and #I just kept saying maybe I will like it #but it's just not for me #but also I've invested so much time and money in it #so it's difficult to just quite the course halfway through #but... I think I gotta #anyway that's the main reason for my stress #right now #so I feel like Guillermo a lot haha

[birthisacurse-and]

ik anecdotal data isn't the most reliable thing in the world, but could any autistic people reblog if they have been diagnosed with or suspect they have a psychogenic voice disorder directly linked to their autism? if you could elaborate on your experience, that'd be appreciated, too!

this basically means if anything about your autism has routinely or consistently affected your speech, resulting in changes to the physical characteristics of your voice (vocal chords, mouth formation, throat, etc.). for a lot of people with psychogenic voice disorders, they have dysphonia (inability to speak) or aphonia (very raspy or quiet voice that is very hard to hear).

#autism #autistic #ive spoken to autistic ppl who have had their voice physically altered by their nonverbalness or other manifestationz #of their autism #and i kept arguing w this guy (nt) who doesnt think or understand or whatever that psychological disorders or neurodivergence can result in #changes to ones voice like physically #and i just want him to hear from actually autistic people about this not just read the studies i can find #speech #neurodivergence

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

idk if ur fr. but like be a clown. i went to theater school so my adviser a full ass doctorate haver was a clown (people love this ill tell them this and theyll be like. ‘wow you really have beef w her?’ and i gotta be like. no shes a whole ass performance clown?) sf has a clown troupe that is historically notable and i gotta believe there are others PLUS ur more typical traveling stuff. and hey. birthday party gigs are always there when ur not traveling. the world needs more clowns. u could probably always get some sort of office job qhen ur done clowning, but getting into clown school young is probably best if you want to do physical stuff too

honestly i'd love to be a clown. but i do have a passion for psychology so i'd want to finish my bachelors at least before i start with anything more. but i also really do want to perform. i love dancing i love being funny i love making people laugh i think i'd like to be a clown. i would need to do some research on schools/classes and the costs but i think i really want to take a shot at it

#i'm like legitimately putting a lot of thought into this because i think i'd really like it but i don't have the time atm #but maybe if i took a break between my bachelors and my masters i could try some clownery? #i can't really derail my psych stuff though. i'm probably gonna need a doctorate but i can try to do both #i'm going to do some more research but i think it's a promising option #because while i do love psychology idk if i want a super typical psych job #i'd probably want to do studies and write journals and whatnot. maybe be a professor. that or counselling #and i can't imaging being a clown on the side would make any of those worse #one of my profs has been pushing me to find something new to be passionate about (that does not include library stools) #and tbh i'm like wayyy less depressed when i can do something physical and performative #like i dance when i have the time and i really enjoy it and i think i'd enjoy being a clown as well #hmmm #well if everything goes to plan i'll graduate w my bachelors next fall and i can always try out a clown school before i start my masters #or do them both at the same time but idk how demanding either will be #but the masters program i've been eyeing is a little over 2 years with summers #and a lot of the classes are in the afternoon to allow for work #so maybe i could do both #i'll definitely think about it some more #ask