#heb mn hart verloren in de discotheek

[perfectly-uncapable]

i love you it'll pass i love you it'll pass i love you it'll pass

#heb mn hart verloren in de discotheek #i do not want to do this competition i do not want it #but it will break my heart a little if she dates him #i did not want to act on it i wanted to keep it very puppy love #but now everything is compared to her actually being capable of seducing people lmao #jealousy sucks #i do get it i cant demand anything from her!!! #but fuck #i do not want to compare myself to her in relation to a guy i like #needing male validation already SUCKS but having to compare yourself to a friend in the process? #i am not capable of dealing with this #best option is to just get over the crush and quick but aaarghhh #WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO #CAN I HAVE ONE PRINCE CHARMING IN MY LIFE???? #one perfect golden boy who likes ME #and yes this all happened in the span of two days so its still fresh lmao i HOPE i dont feel like this next week #but he makes my heart beat fast #it IS my fairytale story #it IS the most romantic thing that has happened to me the last few years #SO PLEASE just let me have this one??? you have PLENTY of options like that #you dont even really want him? #yes i ALSO barely know him but im DIFFERENT #hshsgssgdgsgsjsjsjdlsleje #hes my little raccoon :)) #its funny to me yk but its also the furthest thing away from funny #its not serious but im dead serious about it #i want him SO BAD #he is SO OUT OF MY LEAGUE #but i am amazing i am way out of his league!!! #but no but yes but no