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crowtechs · 7 months

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8, 1, 12, and 14 for dave strider and/or ben drowned :D

im thinking heavily abt dave rn because what else do i ever do hejkp

HOWEVER !! yay thank you for asking :]

ask game here!

8. Who gets jealous easier?

i say me but i personally believe us both but i think dave would never admit that in a thousand years so im going with a stretch to say me because uhh... i love him a lot and yeah (good answer i hope)

Who makes the other blush all the time and who finds it adorable?

going to be real with you on this one i was thinking on who then i ended up flustering myself over this question and im sure dave will find it adorable and tease the hell out of me and then i want to throw a pillow at him to shut him up because why me huh i hate this guy (im lying)

12. Who's more protective?

dave <3 i can be protective if i want to be but i think truly he holds literally and figuratively the knight role very well <3 (ive also just seen him as a very protective guy overall so that could also be a reason)

14. Where would they go on a 3am adventure?

erm... i have no idea... i think it would be kind of cool if we both go on a long night drive but i get motion sickness easily but like ... i think going to the playground at 3am together will be such a surreal experience and it could be super cute <3

#more to add on q14 cause i have more thoughts #going to the playground at 3am together will be so fun mainly because of it being so quiet but also so peaceful...#we both could be so childish and play on the playground and all ...#like the slides !!!#a cute thought is during the entire time this goofball manages to take sudden pictures DURING OUR TIME AT THE PARK HEJPL #also stargazing and going on the swings together because daves an idiot and will suggest something as scandalous as that #sorry many thoughts there i needed to let them out #this is so fun to answer i had so much fun answering help #i also miss dave thats probably a reason im answering for him lol #tysm for the ask though <3 #im still self conscious hejkpl #im getting better but #STILL anyway this was fun i love him #asks <3

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crowtechs · 4 months

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8, 12, 14, 19 for the end of year selfship ask game :] !! (@kiawren)

hiiiii tysm for the ask :] sorry on answering so late tho

ask game here :]

8. in which ways did your F/O(s)/selfshipping help you this year?

i dont have much of a memory of that unfortunately ^^;; + this years been very chaotic & mentally draining for me personally... but if i have to say i think what really helped me this year via selfshipping is falling back into old fandoms i used to enjoy & love!

srry this answer isnt like the best tho </3

12. if you have spotify wrapped, were there any songs related to your F/O(s)/selfships in your top 100? if you don't, were there any songs you listened to a lot this year because they remind you of your F/O(s)?

this is such a SILLY QUESTION TO ME HEJPL. but most of which were of ben because i was like so focused on him for a bit lol. the main song on my wrap was cybernetic entities / madame macabre which is just basically a fan song dedicated to him and i love it sm

i can talk so much about songs here because its all i ever talk about but another is artichoke / yumi <- this one just gives me dave vibes its so silly and stupid ok (it also makes me think its something hed totally do for shits and giggles)

theres more songs that are related to those two on my wrap funnily enough but wed be here all day

14. did you find out anything new and surprising about yourself through selfshipping this year?

honestly. i think learning that i just go "i hate f/o sm" is just my way on saying "i f/o sm" so idk if thats something to learn about. but if you want a genuine real answer: i dont like being very public about my affection for my f/os i much rather keep it at a downlow.

19. has your general outlook on/relationship with selfshipping changed over the year in any way?

ok this answer might actually be quite long because im just gonna go on a whim to say i have a hate/love relationship with selfshipping.

i used to be super happy to openly selfship with characters that i love so very much and was excited to talk about it. but then shit happened that made me question it so i started to hate on it a lot because it made me visibly upset and i wanted to deactivate this blog a lot.

i felt really off and unsure how to approach it for the longest and i still dont know how to approach selfshipping even if its the only thing that makes me feel happy i guess.

the entire year in general just made me realise its 50/50 to me. like sure i do enjoy it and i think its fun, but i also hate the fact that i question myself so much about it. that i just dont go on here anymore because of it.

#the last question is... a lot yeah. sorry.#im still iffy with selfshipping now but its gotten a lot better as the months went on #i also think just not participating with the community for a while really helped me #idk if selfshipping is getting to you and making your mental health worse or something...#its a good idea to take a break from it and come back when you feel you are ready to engage in it again #haha sorry on adding on to that #but seriously thanks for the ask :]#i just have a very hazy memory but it was fun answering <3 #asks <3

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