#how the fuck do u spell pasimisticaly

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Unfortunately discovering that 70% of having a job is stressing about doing everything wrong even though its probably okay, and just. Being Worried 24/7

#personal #im hoping itll wear out eventually #optimistically by the next thursday #how the fuck do u spell pasimisticaly #anyway if itll be bad itll take like. a month? #at least i now generally know What To Do #fucking hate counting tho #also fucking hate how HARD it is to push stuff at 23:00 on not enough sleep food or water #which reminds me i also need to worry about food tomorrow #👹 #yeah by this point im making notes for the mental list of stuff for tomorrow #bc thing is. i have work until 4pm (so probably 4:30 bc im still bad at timing everything) #and when i get home i need to already have eaten #and then vacuum the house #(which i guess i could ask to not do if im REALLY tired? we'll see) #and i am hoping to god i could get some sleep in the afternoon bc that evening theres a birthday party for my friend #and tbh of all the parties that couldve been its the optimal one bc she lives super close to me #so ill come late after sabbath dinner bc i dont need a bus to get there #so to summarize i have 7~ hours of work on not enough sleep‚ cleaning the house‚ SLEEPING FOR THE LOVE PF GOD‚ going to a party #well. i say party. my friends are more silly than 'party' makes them sound #also probably gonna sleep like shit tonight bc my mom and brother demanded the ac stays on and its always fucking freezing in my room #well. *tries to scream but it comes out as sort of a sad gurgle*. congrats if u read this far ily