#fucking hate counting tho

[scrambled-eggsed]

Unfortunately discovering that 70% of having a job is stressing about doing everything wrong even though its probably okay, and just. Being Worried 24/7

#personal #im hoping itll wear out eventually #optimistically by the next thursday #how the fuck do u spell pasimisticaly #anyway if itll be bad itll take like. a month? #at least i now generally know What To Do #fucking hate counting tho #also fucking hate how HARD it is to push stuff at 23:00 on not enough sleep food or water #which reminds me i also need to worry about food tomorrow #👹 #yeah by this point im making notes for the mental list of stuff for tomorrow #bc thing is. i have work until 4pm (so probably 4:30 bc im still bad at timing everything) #and when i get home i need to already have eaten #and then vacuum the house #(which i guess i could ask to not do if im REALLY tired? we'll see) #and i am hoping to god i could get some sleep in the afternoon bc that evening theres a birthday party for my friend #and tbh of all the parties that couldve been its the optimal one bc she lives super close to me #so ill come late after sabbath dinner bc i dont need a bus to get there #so to summarize i have 7~ hours of work on not enough sleep‚ cleaning the house‚ SLEEPING FOR THE LOVE PF GOD‚ going to a party #well. i say party. my friends are more silly than 'party' makes them sound #also probably gonna sleep like shit tonight bc my mom and brother demanded the ac stays on and its always fucking freezing in my room #well. *tries to scream but it comes out as sort of a sad gurgle*. congrats if u read this far ily

[sugarcoatednightshade]

thinking about how Humans Are Space Orcs stories always talk about how indestructible humans are, our endurance, our ability to withstand common poisons, etc. and thats all well and good, its really fun to read, but it gets repetitive after a while because we aren't all like that.

And that got me thinking about why this trope is so common in the first place, and the conclusion I came to is actually kind of obvious if you think about it. Not everyone is allowed to go into space. This is true now, with the number of physical restrictions placed on astronauts (including height limits), but I imagine it's just as strict in some imaginary future where humans are first coming into contact with alien species. Because in that case there will definitely be military personnel alongside any possible diplomatic parties.

And I imagine that all interactions aliens have ever had up until this point have been with trained personnel. Even basic military troops conform to this standard, to some degree. So aliens meet us and they're shocked and horrified to discover that we have no obvious weaknesses, we're all either crazy smart or crazy strong (still always a little crazy, academia and war will do that to you), and not only that but we like, literally all the same height so there's no way to tell any of us apart.

And Humans Are Death Worlders stories spread throughout the galaxy. Years or decades or centuries of interspecies suspicion and hostilities preventing any alien from setting foot/claw/limb/appendage/etc. on Earth until slowly more beings are allowed to come through. And not just diplomats who keep to government buildings, but tourists. Exchange students. Temporary visitors granted permission to go wherever they please, so they go out in search of 'real terran culture' and what do they find?

Humans with innate heart defects that prevent them from drinking caffeine. Humans with chronic pain and chronic fatigue who lack the boundless endurance humans are supposedly famous for. Humans too tall or too short or too fat to be allowed into space. Humans who are so scared of the world they need to take pills just to function. Humans with IBS who can't stand spicy foods, capsaicin really is poison to them. Lactose intolerance and celiac disease, my god all the autoimmune disorders out there, humans who struggle to function because their own bodies fight them. Humans who bruise easily and take too long to heal. Humans who sustained one too many concussions and now struggle to talk and read and write. Humans who've had strokes. Humans who were born unable to talk or hear or speak, and humans who through some accident lost that ability later.

Aliens visit Earth, and do you know what they find? Humanity, in all its wholeness.

#humans are space orcs #humans in space #earth is a deathworld #earth is space australia #tagging this so that ppl can find it even though the space shit i write about always feels like its in direct opposition to all the pop tag #also my biggest pet peeve in all of writing - all writing. everywhere. not just in fanfic but books and tv and movies too - is when people #write off an injury by saying something like 'oh nothing bad just a couple of scratches some bruising and a minor concussion' like girl WHA #MiNOr ConCuSSioN is such an oxymoron and I hate it so fucking much. like i dont care how minor it was thats still brain damage. #especially when the same character does this more than once. like im sorry ms. but uh. you can no longer read. or talk eloquently. sorry #evidence: my brother has had two 'minor' concussions and now cannot read write or speak without tremendous effort. And like its totally #ruined my ability to watch action shows/movies because now i just sit there and count how many concussions there characters are getting #after a certain point it becomes totally impossible to believe that these guys are able to function. (still fun to watch tho im not a hater

[samberrybay]

I saw someone talking about Cale not being innocent with relationships, which i agree with, so wanna also add my personal opinion on this rather interesting matter+a bit on his trauma!

Cale loved reading novels and comics, so he probably read some romance or smut among the way too. As we know, he is a quite curious person, thus i doubt he wouldn't be interested in it at least for a bit.

He also recognizes relationship stuff overall! Like for example in Korean arc with Kim Min Ah and Bae Puh Rum. They weren't a couple yet, however Cale noticed vibes around them so there is also a comment about them looking good together. Even if it was more of a "Ah, they were lovely-dovely since then", it is still a realization.

As a result, if we push back the idea of Cale being aroace, he isn't innocent! Cale knows enough to understand romance, sex, flirting and all that jazz on a basic level.

Here is the thing, right?

When literally anything relared to emotions or relationships, both platonic and romantic, includes HIM in the equations, Cale suddenly becomes a fool.

An obvious, absolutely traumatized and with little to no self-awareness fool.

Cale literally degrades himself and his feelings or emotions on a daily basis, guys, i don't think this depressed man is able to comprehend that people actually just enjoy his sole presence alone.

Again, the problem here not in Cale not realizing/recognizing that kind of stuff (what basically innocence implies), but in Cale not thinking that someone can like him or be into him.

People don't give enough credit to how severe his self-hatred, that was builded for tens of years and supported by hearing others hate him, is.

It absolutely distorted Cale's view of himself.

As Kim Rok Soo? Well, he was always average looking, the scars made him look even worse.

As Cale? Well, he might look better now, but his personality still trash, he is selfish and not emotional overall.

If nothing above works? Well, his self made inner image of a "Bad person" always does!

He wouldn't ever believe that someone can love him romanticly.

Because why? Why him?

He is absolutely disoriented when people show their care for him nowadays. In the novel it plays of as the silly moments of obvious Cale, but if you think about that?

It just Cale honestly not understanding why they care for HIM.

This is not about innocence. Not at all.

It is about a man who cannot love himself and as a result doubting everyone's love for him.

#i saw some twitter post abt Cale not being innocent and wanted to talk about my own vision #no hate to the op tho i respect their opinion as well #but like #Cale Henituse holds so much trauma #this is actually insane and so fucked up #i can deep dive into his trauma read a lot of different opinions and there is always gonna be something more to it #this man's sanity hold on pure spite atp #tcf #trash of the count's family #lcf #lout of the count’s family #cale henituse #tcf cale #lcf cale #kim rok soo #kim roksu #tcf novel #lcf novel

[pikbro]

doodles of my pikmin 4 captain ft the horrible decision i made to ship her with louie

#im on my 3rd playthrough rn #i played as pom first. then i jsut threw together a captain for my 2nd playthrough bc i didnt know how not to be pom #and now i have one i genuinely like #her name is akari btw. i might end up changing it tho just so shes less attached to me #ALSO she looks way more masc in game tbh.........shes been girlmoded #i have to make her transfem now. thats how that works right #also i should mention that i dont actually selfship with louie. i just thought itd be funny bc theyre both blue and then it escalated #im more of a collin guy personally. now watch me never draw him again out of shame #ok anyways. tag time #pikmin #pikmin 4 #louie pikmin #collin pikmin #☆ my art #☆ my ocs #? question mark? #does she count as an oc i have no idea #edit how does this have 100 fucking notes all of this looks like shit #you all hate me and want me dead. im sure of it

[gregoftom]

what do you mean you don’t think you’re gonna be buried at my side

#I CANT STOP LAUGHINGGGG AT TOMS EXPRESSION IN THE THIRD SHOT HES LIKE. AND THATS THAT ON THAT #HES SO RIDICULOUS!!!!! I LOVE IT WHEN HE'S UNHINGED #greg you DUMMY if I get fired if I die you are coming with me!!!!!! #greg: he likes me so i'm safe tho #tom: huh???????????????????? how is that relevant???? we're one and the same????? if i die so do you ??? you're my soulmate? lmfao #the only mf you can trust is ME or did you forget that. idc if he likes you you're MINE and only i will take care of you #WHO HAS EVER LOOKED AFTER YOU IN THIS FUCKING FAMILY #ALO THE WAY HE LOOKSA T HIM WHEN HE SAYS THE HIGHEST PAID ASSISTANT GOOD GRIEF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #he can't even talk shit any more without looking at him like he's everything to him TOM YOU ARE SLIPPIIIIIING #''its the family death march'' stop SAYING that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 WE GET IT YOU COUNT GREG AS YOUR FAMILY!!!!!! YOU COUNT HIM AS #YOUR EVERYTHING!!!!!!! I GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD!!!!11111111111 #tomgreg #yall just. just ANNOYING #also alsooooo the fact that tom was like did i do good? did i sound good? like greg was his little spouse brought along to a #work meet thing. that sounded good to the boss right? what do you think honey? sounded okay? #i hate them fr #ALSO SUGAR BABY GREG! SUGAR BABY GREG! SUGAR BABY GREG! S

[r0achezz]

Wow wee owowowoooowee I love roadtrips they’re awesomeee. So so fun definitely not an entire screeching match with this family and I totally don’t have to deal with my mom and dad yelling at me or my sister for not being able to “cooperate” and how “I’m being so lazy and stupid” because I just forgot to get my art supplies… so SO MUCH FUN. :/

#Sorry I just hate road trips so much #At least with my family #It’s so fucking dysfunctional #cw vent #tw vent #vent #i don’t think it really counts as a vent #Just to be safe tho #r0achezz #r0achezz wonders

[inkstaindusk]

I haven't talked about trash count in years but btw I've upgraded from enemies to lovers og choicale and now my preferred flavor is enemies to reluctant allies to battlefield partners to tragedy og choicale

#haha wouldnt it suck if you fell in love with the guy you hated as a teenager while fighting a war together #you have more important things to deal with tho so all you can do is steal moments together when you can #and never quite touch #but you both make it to the final battle and so many people die but both of you are some of the few left standing #except suddenly one of you furiously and recklessly charges at your greatest enemy and dies #just like that #would that be fucked up or what lol #chit chattery #trash of the count's family #trash count #og choicale #original cale henituse #og cale henituse #choi han #fp.txt

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

i need to rip off mercury's stupid head with the stupid splitting jaw i need to punch him into a wall WHAT THE FUCK MAN AND ALSO HOW DARE YOU HURT MAX PISS OFF I HOPE YOUR STUPID BEASTS EAT YOU

#a biscuit's rambles #reflection man #mercury p:tcos #reflection man p:tcos #p:tcos #possumopilis #andante p:tcos #max flores #THEYRE VERY PRECIOUS OKAY AND RM IS A BASTARD A BACKSTABBING FILTHY LIAR AND I HATE HIM #HE MADE MAX CRY HE NEEDS TO DIE #PAINFULLY #I AM SO UPSET #i mean mercury's design is fire and i adore self-made freaks against all laws of nature #BUT NOT LIKE THIS #also edd just having the emotional intelligence of a brick but hes the only one around rip #id be hyped abt 2/3rds of the he/they college dropout squad bonding but this hardly counts as bonding #I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THO #EXCEPT MERCURY MERCURY CAN GO FUCK HIMSELF #unreality #kinda technically

[nazorneku]

Otto reminisces memories with Void Archives featuring @saganarr

#Ⓐ : visuals ( void archives ) #[ deepbreaths.gif ] #[ im okay— im totally okay ] #[ to say that Otto's death chapters traumatized me in more ways than one would be a monumental understatement ] #[ Gaius vc: such devastation... this was not my intention ] #[ VA hates this man for locking him up‚ but he also was the first human connection— cube even calls Otto “an old friend” by self in APHO ] #[ tho he would throw a tantrum and deny‚ when Otto would call VA “a friend” ] #[ im not okay— Otto was the first to simply TALK with the cube after 1500+ years of silence (after they dug up VA) and now he is gone too ] #[ like for self-aware AI it's v important to connect and converse with creators‚ to learn from them‚ to know them ] #[ and then you are put into a fucking cube for smth beyond your control and ppl just use you as a tool ] #[ your will‚ your personality‚ is ignored and left to stagnate... ppl just dont regard you as a person‚ just a tool or machine to be used ] #[ despite all the bickering and resentment‚ VA had a lot of fun with Otto— he rly was the FIRST friend after so many thousands of years ] #[ not the best example of a friend‚ but The First... and this is what counts ] #[ im so v much okay rn— im not crying bout my synthetic children ] #hi3 spoilers #gif warning #♢ ：実際には互いに鏡像です : fool & key (saganarr) #[ slaps the tag for the worstie and calls it a day i cried enuff today already ]

[krotiation]

IVE NEVER FELT THIS PERPLEXED OVER THE EUROVISION RESULTS BEFORE

#first of all holy shit that was intense #I HATE HOW THEY DRAG THE VOTES ON SO MUCH BUT I ALSO LIKE THE DRAMA OF IT #secondly i have so many mixed emotions about the results cause like #im a swede and eurovision really brings out my swedish loyalty #so like FUCK YEAH WE WON #LETS GO LOREEN WOOOOOOOOOOOOH #but also OH MY GOD FINLAND WAS SO ROBBED #LIKE ASTRONOMICALLY #its okay we all know that the jurys votes dont count and finland is the actual winner of this years eurovision #BUT MAN. MAAAAAAN #THEIR SONG WAS SO FUCKING GOOD LIKE #I WAS AVOIDING LISTENING TO IT SINCE TUESDAY CAUSE I WANTED IT TO FEEL FRESH TONIGHT #AND I GOT WITHDRAWLS I SWEAR TO GOD #now i can finally listen to it on repeat until next years eurovision #you know whats a real shame tho? #norway could have been 3rd if it wasnt for israel and italy which means we could have had a nordic top 3 #im also really surprised that serbia didnt get more votes from the public they were SO good #okay but whether youre disappointed that sweden won or not.... you gotta admit its a good thing it was loreen and no one else #and were so obsessed with måns zelmerlöw still so hes probably definitely gonna show up next year and you know it #ITS A GOOD DAY TO BE A NORDIC #CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA #seriously käärijä just screams finland what an icon #this is already so jumbled but i have to add one last thing #ONE MORE WIN AND SWEDEN BEATS IRELAND ON MOST EUROVISION WINS #LEEEEETS GOOOOOOOOO #delete later

[public-trans-it]

it's so fucking obvious all your 'anon hate' is just you sending messages to yourself. there is no callout. you're just want attention and are copying predestrogen to get it

I can't believe it... it's finally real...

This girlboss is gatekeeping gaslighting...

#*sends anon hate about how anon hate is fake* #listen im not sending it to myself #but so fucking little of this counts as hate #thats why i leave anon on #once yall actually send me some GOOD anon hate i might turn it off #but this has been such boring low level stuff #this one made me smirk tho

[inkykeiji]

there is this massive moth that has been tormenting wesley (my cat) since 4am ._. i think he’s ruined the poor thing’s wings because it can’t fly away and it’s moving very slowly, but also it won’t allow me to put it out of its misery because it keeps hiding behind the bookshelf the moment i come wielding a sneaker in hand :c

anyway good morning dead dove alastor piece being posted tonight!!!!! <3

#it’s valentino #100% it’s valentino #LMAOOOOO #it’s fucking huge tho i hate looking at it #i know wes got it in his mouth a few times so he probably bit it more than once #but he wouldn’t fully eat it #wesley rly likes to play with bugs like #he never kills them on purpose #either he plays too roughly and kills them by accident or he mortally wounds them with his razored claws and sharp lil fangs #the amount of times he’s accidentally killed a spider and then so gently tried to nudge it with his paw to make it move again is #more than i can count LMAO #such a cutie #feel bad for the moth tho #i hope we all have a better day than that moth #clari chatters #clari chapters

[ghoul--doodle]

What would you say the best cartoon Network show is

My favourite shows as a kid were johnny test, chowder, robotboy, ben 10 and scooby doo where are you

Out of those my favourite was probably robotboy

#I MISS robotboy so badly I want to watch it again #No idea how tho lol #give me my lil robot bastard #asks #i also watched steven universe but I never actually finished watching that #also cartoon network did it so dirty I don’t count it #my LEAST favourite show however was the fucking shitty teen titans reboot #It Can Die I hate it SO much