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#however i aint going to the doctor nwo abour my mental health consider how often i have to go jsut about my physical health
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I better get a girlfriend at uni or what's the point
#the fact ive lived this long to be the only person i know personally who hasnt even had their first kiss yet
#it's pathetic
#because i do try
#however i do not knwo how to flirt
#fuck i dont even know hwo to talk to new people let alone flirt with them
#its the clear mental illness that never got sorted cause my mum refused to let me see a doctor as a kid
#cause she was scared id end up as mentally ill as my brother
#which dude has an impressive list of issues
#except it just means i have a full on breakdown and cant speak irl for a week if i have to make one phonecall
#and breakdown crying when i find out somewhere cares at all about me
#however i aint going to the doctor nwo abour my mental health consider how often i have to go jsut about my physical health
#im at that point tho wher its liek im too old to have literally zero experience in anyone even liking ke
#liek i dont think im ugly i think im actually quite pretty
#so clearly I'm just that annoying that noone wants to date me
#hopefully im irresistible to the English
#cause being the only single person in your friend group
#literal fucking hell
#especially when your friends girlfriend tries to tell you the only reason you are single is cause you dont try hard enough
#like dude its actually probably cause i physically cannot have a conversation with someone new without forgetting how to literally speak
#so they always think there is something wrong with me
#which there may well be but i dont knwo cause the closest i got to a diagnosis was the lady on camhs telling me the reason i couldn't sleep
#was anxiety
#but then i never went back cause my dad was too bsuy to be able to drive me to appointments
#i domt mean to sound attention seeking when i say i genuinely think i am not mentally okay
#but i cannot afford a therapist and its only free with the nhs if your suicidal and willing to wait 2 years
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