#i chalked everything up to daddy issues and an abusive household but im really thinking i got raped at some point

[fleshdyke]

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#please don’t read the following tags if you’re sensitive to sa/csa #i realized recently that i was groomed and stalked #my ‘fame’ on the wof subreddit. that was grooming. #bc so many of those ppl idolizing me were adults #and they would go on my profile and comment on old posts that they wouldn’t have just come across #found comments i left on different subs #among other things #and i just. i realized that i was being groomed and stalked #and if you know me from last year on discord you know what happened with monsoon and everything #i thought he was my friend. #and i also realized that i have/had all the common signs of csa. yet i cant remember anything #i chalked everything up to daddy issues and an abusive household but im really thinking i got raped at some point #and im terrified #i cant remember anything #i’m so scared that whoever did it is still in my life #i’m so scared they got away with it #i’m so scared they got to someone else #i’m just scared man #why didn’t they see the signs. why didn’t they say anything. #why didn’t they care #vent #rambles