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the-firebird69 · 1 month

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They are letting people off of private jobs too and they really have to a lot of them interact with the government jobs and they need to get them hell out of there it's the same damn people and it's gross. They are acquiring the businesses they have acquired a lot of them and there's only a few that can't get to yet and soon they will. Right now they want people out of the food industry you completely and it's a tough equation it has to be looked at every day the testing is sampling every day and it's horrible it takes a while and they don't want these assholes out there.

*JCPenney there's not many people that work there he says it's already a nightmare you can't find anybody they have like four people or less they want to fire one person you know and no they have 20 people that work there and nobody ever shows up and they're collecting paychecks and they're going to fire people that don't show up it's horrible they're a bunch of assholes too to the people that work and it was coming and someone said he's interested cuz we're trying to help him they keep ordering s*** and leaving and trying to get us mad and f*** them they're a bunch of morons you have to have a life but if you have a life and there's they suck there's no way to go we don't have anything we have no ships and it suck and what's wrong with them so they did some testing another kind of stupid it might be zombies

*Dillard's and bells and other stores in the South here they're in Florida but really right there in the mall and there's other places like Target and even Walmart they're going to lay off the half the people because they don't show up and if they do they're in and out she disturb our son when he goes there and they're going to get arrested every time he goes somewhere and they really showed their stupid pukes

*it says to make two good you're doing the job but really this took forever and people will poop it all over him and these idiots were encouraged a little bit by you guys but I know it's like to live near them and they think they have the balls and they're just dumb I don't know what to tell you I'm very young I don't care for all the stupid s*** and you put me in the hospital and I resent it a very badly very much presented place and Bob Mars went there and she sympathized with me and it's funny you guys didn't like it and reported it and I guess Thomas and Connor started to try and get me out and it's a tragedy he said this place he's stuck in too right down the hall kind of helps out because he was stuck there too for real I mean nobody wants to be there and his mumbling he's got a catheter and they're treating him bad so one day one day they're like room service and they found a weapon and Mike's like so and it was his pain like bayonet saber solid steel and it's a message and it was heard and it's still in back off and now they're going to be dead and sex to them that they don't want to follow orders and be bigger they blow they're morons I'm tired of talking to them they never respond ....so they're firing people from private companies. A lot of them but these companies are really big this is Walmart and really all the department stores and clothing stores out here and sneakers specialty anyway that people actually go and yeah we're tired of their s***** little Piggly s*** stores that don't do anything I'm sending stuff and they're letting them go today and they're going to be out running around being huge assholes and it's not funny it is annoying and they think it's fun and that's what they do and they get arrested and I'll tell you this this pile of loser is cruising for a bruising and after time they won't be missed

*there's a bunch of them that are wearing helmets and it's not because they're stupid it's because they're injured okay they are stupid but there have been injured recently too and the trumpets do it too and they're dumb as hell so I hope everybody feels better now but really though so screw you you look really f****** stupid and you're rich and it's real money people going to kill you and that's an excuse we can use

*and there's a lot of people after you people and we're not going to put effort into stopping them

*other private companies that are firing tons of you today and yeah today into tonight our places that we have to go and others have to go and you're just screwing around with everybody there it looks disgusting you're like in a mental hospital you need to leave in these grocery stores and so help me God I think people are going to screw around with you out there in the West cuz you're so nasty they should really but here you're a huge assholes you don't belong working there you really don't you're trying to contaminate stuff he wrote that letter and it keeps going up higher and right now it's stuffed in the middle management level I can't seem to understand what it says and they'll keep pestering our son and also I got something from you idiots you just want to sit here and bother people you should know that you're being killed for doing it you're getting killed bothering our son very very often and fully some of you over and over you're gross disgusting pigs if you need to leave but you're going to be forced out by what's going on tonight and next week some of it's this weekend but not much unfortunately it should be firing people on the weekends beer delivery bartenders those jobs will be fought over and people like doing that just give a chance good night look at it fast food places too

*there's more and more happening here and it's going on now the jobs are there letting them go from are numerous and all over the place in Florida there's a lot of positions that are private that people do important stuff and they're firing them there's a lot of contractors who work for sewer stuff there's a lot of contractors who are linemen cable TV and Dot jobs that are subbed out huge huge numbers of jobs like that and they're going through the top people now and it won't take them long to figure out that a whole bunch you need to leave and there's going to be evacuations and you figure out you've been blacklisted like you did to them and you did to our son and yeah this is warlock you're a bunch of jackasses you're full and we know that it's cuz you're fools

*in addition to that type of job it's more public work than Parks and recreation and some of it is law enforcement there's a lot of that they're actually fire you from those positions today can't fire you it shouldn't and all this and they are and they plan to and the doing it now. These are a lot of jobs he's Park jobs there's a lot of parks here and they're laying them off and they didn't put them at stuff in there and they're getting rid of them on top of playing them off because they have to and more shortly

Thor Freya

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There's a huge bout of layoffs then nothing for months if not I almost a year there's probably they're saying you're only 4 months and it's true they tried 4 months ago and nothing now they're trying again and it's hard going but the more or less have to because nothing is proceeding there's a lot of projects that are completely stalled out private and public all over Charlotte county and Florida you see jobs have been sitting there for a year or two but more some of them is horrible these people stink they reek of stupid they think they're going to sit there and cling to this job it's my job no one else can do it and really they are completely out there I mean they've got to be sick very sick they don't have a care in the world about stuff that nobody's coming here and they see a lot of different people new people but they run around changing their disguise and they're like this more on next door they're complete idiots

And that was Hera the last paragraph from this place is rancid it needs New Management and they're coming in and it's about time and yeah our son's pressured way too much we put a lot of effort in and he does it's just not enough for his massive pile of f****** a******

*in addition to the parts department in public works and county DOT type jobs and local Town DOT type jobs there's a huge number of jobs at schools and they're really all old and it sucks real bad and they don't want to do it hardly anybody goes there during the school day and nobody cares too you'll find like 30 people who are injured they want to start getting educated and they have a good time the teachers still work but for the most part nobody's really doing it they're putting it together a huge series of layoffs and that is going to be enacted today meeting paid go to the bathroom and they don't clean it up and they're laughing about it all day there's a there's a problem that ruins it for the people that wanted to heal and they're really zombie like and they need to be killed they're the ones running around our son all day long and we want them the hell out of here today I don't want to put up with this s*** anymore I don't want to see this thing in the window any of them I want them out but this is happening right now and the teachers are upset and you know it's a huge thing but you have to actually understand I don't want pressure from you either you're doing a job that's illegal these people have been through school hundreds of years ago no more than that what you doing is misrepresenting and trying to train them to capture it's just something that we don't support and you don't give us gruff because you're getting fired cuz you suck so bad and that's asking on s*** yeah it still is by the way still is still is well we'll throw you from the steeple okay after your heads cut off it's kind of the way we are but okay you know all about it right assassin's Creed and stuff so in addition to the teachers we have a couple more positions we'll get to in a moment

Thor Freya

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marisakage · 5 years

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Hi there, Abby! @yunsoh I think this is my first time ever talking to you. Technically, this is a recommendation-turned-into-an-analysis post (I hope you don't mind).

So the other day, I came across a vocaloid music video called Bitter Chocolate Decoration.

Now that came outta nowhere, right? It has been ages since I've last listened to a vocaloid song but surprisingly enough this one resonated with me to a big extent.

You'd wonder why would this particular video hits real close to home. Well, that's simply because I regard this as Yuki's perspective towards society and his toxic relationship with his mother/Akito.

When you look into the lyrics, it clearly visualizes impossible-to-express emotions and emphasizes the arduousness of fitting into the world.

The kid in the MV was basically taught by his mother/caretaker to be a flawless person despite him not being comfortable with it.

He tried so hard to be what society always expects us to be, humble, altruistic, social, and selfless.

But being perfect made him unable to express himself which pushed him into shutting down his emotions, bottling up his feelings and suppressing his own thoughts. He ended up imprisoning himself and as time passed by he grew to accept the collar that has been choking him as a reality of his life resulting in him losing his identity.

There are instances in the MV where you can spot the kid wearing a VR headset and wires basically scattered everywhere. It's my own interpretation but I think they might signify the fact he has always borne the thought his whole life seemed real but in fact it was fake all along. The wires are what keeps the VR functioning and metaphorically speaking that might represent our society.

The visuals reminded me of how abusive Akito was towards Yuki. This might be not subtle at all but it's almost as if the caretaker in the MV is stuffing food into his mouth against his own will. Food represents what society expects us to be, in other words idealism. The kid was reluctant at first but later he felt so hopeless and gave up.

He followed everything meticulously in order to become an 'adult' while trying to the best of his abilities to maintain his sanity. Because being an impostor drives one insane and being someone else other than yourself is suffocating. This has turned him into a controlled puppet, a marionette or for a better choice of words a slave.

I'm not trying to imply that Yuki is like the kid from the MV but rather the noxious relationship both parties share.

Yuki has been abused by Akito all his childhood. The stuffed food you see in the MV represents that kind of sick and ill treatment Akito has been displaying.

Being ostracized, having to endure harsh and discouraging words on a daily basis, getting rejected by your mother and your brother when you especially seeked help from them. All of this has caused Yuki to have a very low self-esteem. No matter what he does, he remains convinced that he's a good-for-nothing person.

So faking his own personality while suppressing his needs and keeping a distance from others is what he resolved to do.

The only authentic and real feeling he's been expressing so far is his jealousy towards Kyo. He probably didn't want to end up being a shell devoid of emotions so the only thing he wanted to hold onto is what he feels towards Kyo. Kyo has always been a scapegoat after all (I feel so bad for him). But besides the point, Yuki's been trying so hard to please everyone in fear of getting rejected the way he did by his mother and his brother. Just the thought makes him feel nauseated. He's been not only bound by the curse but also by society and how it regards him.

The scars and the wounds made by Akito and his actual mother prohibited him from moving on. Almost getting an anxiety attack in a closed space is proof that he's always been haunted by them which shows how nasty and agonizing their kinship is.

It's been obvious how he tries to escape from the shackles; Akito; by picking his highschool and later deciding his future career. Normally, everyone would want to fit in but in his case it drastically went for the worst aggravating his self-deprecating. That's why being a perfect version of yourself can drive you insane and having to shoulder expectations coming from every corner is torture to say the least.

He didn't snap or anything because he thinks he has no rights to express himself, after all he's a pathetic and a worthless person who doesn't deserve people's attention and empathy let alone the affection everyone craves for.

Yet witnessing before his eyes the way Kyo and Tohru interact with each others made him realize how superficial and fake his life is (throwback to VR and the wires) and how his efforts will never bear fruit.

He struggles to please everyone but at the same time he thinks he's undeserving of feeling loved. It really is lonely but what makes things worse for him is that he; a despicable being; strives to have that kind of connection. That goes to show the depth of his wounds and how emotionally scarred he is. To belittle himself to that extent really proves how traumatizing his experience with Akito is.

And frankly speaking if it wasn't for Tohru, he would have ended up like the kid from the MV a lifeless "puppet" dominated by both society and Akito. He attempted everything in order to break free from their grasping fangs but his efforts were futile leaving him in a rather exasperated state.

But you know what, that's one of the many things that I appreciate about Yuki's character and that's because he didn't want to lose hope. He struggled in his own way to find meaning in his existence even when he knows that he's not worth it, he's human and having such a humane feeling is absolutely normal.

Everyone seeks to find their own purpose and so does he hence he projected a subconscious image that prompts him to do so: "hatred".

He doesn't care so long it serves him as a purpose because he's scared of living meaninglessly but it turned out that what he's been missing out all this time was "love"

Love as in supporting someone else who's as flawed as you. He's been the only one receiving love and he's thankful for it but now that he grew accustomed to this foreign feeling, he started to strive to be the kind of person Tohru is. A person who gives meaning to someone else's life cuz definitely that act in itself will give a meaning to yours.

The act of repairing the other's broken pieces will definitely repair yours in return. That's what love is, it's staying by your most important person's side and helping them chin up regardless of how low they think of themselves while at the same time coming to terms with your tragic past and healing your scars. Loving someone else equals loving your own self, it's an indirect way of pampering your injured soul. An endless cycle.

Sharing that sacred feeling is what gives people a purpose in life and this is what Yuki has realized after receiving it from Tohru. He wants to become that person even if he's scarred and flawed. He wants to support whoever's in dire need and prevent them from falling in the depths of darkness so they don't end up like him, and that person happened to be Machi. Both of them saved one another, Machi gave purpose to Yuki's life and Yuki helped Machi open up and accept the fact that nobody is perfect and that having flaws is what makes us humans.

I don't even know how I ended up deviating so much from the main point but simply put that MV reminds me a lot of Yuki from when he was a child and how sickening and revolting his bond is with Akito and society in general. I apologize for this wall of text but I really couldn't help sharing my thoughts with you especially when you're one of my favorite bloggers.

#fruits basket #furuba #yuki sohma #fruits basket spoilers #my thoughts #analysis #honda tohru #machi kuragi #originally a recommendation but suddenly became a whole analysis

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lucy-in-the-house · 5 years

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☆~Oc info sheet~☆

So I decided to get off my lazy @ss and post this :b

^^^sketch of my oc(tails and ears not included)doing one of her favorite passtimes, free-run parkour in search of a wall to graffiti^^^

☆*Full name*☆

Lucy Jeanette Eileen Giroud

☆*Nicknames*☆

"The fox"

☆*Sign*☆

Scorpio

☆*Birthday*☆

16/11

☆*Age*☆

17 (physically)

☆*Status*☆

Alive

☆*Race*☆

Half human/half demon

☆*Ethnicity*☆

French-American-British

☆*Gender*☆

Pineapple. Just kidding, Female

☆*Height*☆

1m62

☆*Weight*☆

50kg

☆*Blood type*☆

HH, also known as 'Bombay Blood'

☆*Eye color*☆

Hazel

☆*Hair color*☆

Orange/Red

☆*Occupation*☆

2nd year highschool student, or in France: Terminale student. And the personal bodyguard of the heir to a worldwide criminal organization.

☆*Relatives*☆

-Eliott Giroud (older brother).

-Lisana Teatly (Lily for short, childhood friend).

-Thomas Carlson (childhood friend)

☆*Hobbies*☆

Drawing, 'performing arts' (dancing, singing, theatre,...), playing video games, watching anime and listening to Kpop.

☆*Favorite food*☆

Chocolate and any soft, and not sour, candy.

☆*Favorite drink*☆

Powerade

Bubble tea

Iron bru (for the meme)

☆*For dem shipzzzz*☆

I like to ship her with Laito :3

/(0^0)/

☆*Quotes*☆

"Crazy is such an ugly word. I prefer... mentally unstable."

"I ain't no fox!"

"You vamps are literally oversized mosquitos"

"*Irish accent* you wanna go mate? You wanna fight? I'll bash ye 'ead in! I swear on meh mom I'll destroy ya!"

"Well imma just skiddadle the heck outta here"

"Hon Hon Hon I am very française!"

"GO GET DESTROYED!"

"*T pose* I'm the meme Lord and punmaster. Fear my powerrrrr..."

"If you're feeling suicidal you came to the right place! Cuz I'm gonna f*****g kill myself as well"

"BTS are true Gods. No need for Jesus when I got these sunshines."

☆*Clothes*☆

She will usually wear a red or purple hoodie with black shorts (sometimes jeans) with pink thigh highs and white shoes. She always has three hairclips to hold up the right part of her fringe. She has a pair of red glasses but doesn't wear them often because she forgets. She is very pale (mostly because of her unbalanced health) and is a bit chubby, she's a bit too busty for her age (but seriously doesn't give a damn).

☆*Personality*☆

She's a really laid back and bubbly girl, who has a bad case of swearing, and talking about morbid subjects with problem. She a good person, though she might be psycopathic. However, she's absolutely horrible at socializing, as a child she never had the chance to, so she has difficulty opening up to others, or speaking to people she isn't familiar with. Apart from that, she can get very sassy and sarcastic with a pinch of salt. She gets easily triggered like say sh&t about her fam and she'll diss yo @ss. She's also a 'daredevil', and will never say no to a challenge. She a kind soul with a pinch of spicyness and MEMES.

And although she's a weirdo, she a good and respectful student.

And I almost forgot, she a Kpop fan and an otaku (not a weaboo) so her social life is n o n e x i s t a n t.

☆*History*☆

(Note: her history is long, but if you read it all you'll get a cookie🍰🍩🍰🍪🍪🍪🍪)

Lucy was born in an average family. She grew up in france, though she was born in america. Her life at home was pretty normal, though she didn't get along very well with her father or siblings, but Lucy was pretty close to her mother who was like a best friend to her. At school however, she was constantly bullied, both mentally and physically. The reasons were one because she was the only child with red hair in her school (and they thought she had some contamination), and because she didn't fit in any social groups.

She grew up thinking she was a freak of nature and a disgrace, cursed to be alone, that love was something she'd ever experience and learned that the only way to be left alone was by being creepy and/or violent.

However, she managed to make friends with two people, and she made her mind to protect them no matter what. The bullying went on for 10 years. Her parents tried taking her to therapists, doctors, psycologist, but not one could fix her broken mind. So the only option they had left was to send her away to her Uncle and Cousin, after that day, she never saw her biological family again. (Except for her brother)

Her cousin Caitlin (who is now dead) was like an older sister, and was nice to her. She soon found out that her family came down from generations of monster hunters, her uncle was one, and so was her cousin, her cousin taught her how to fight, and the weakness of practically every monster that she could remember. But her cousin's intentions behind educating her on this topic was to find herself a replacement, to kill a demon she had summoned a few years back. Caitlin had sacrificed her soul to a demon to obtain the weapon needed, which she gave to Lucy.

After her cousin dissapeared, she went back to her hometown and reunited with her friends. She spent the next year hunting the demon her cousin was aiming for, but little did she know that the demon was also looking for her. When they finally encountered, it was a hard battle. Lucy won, but barely alive, having a big scar going across her torso. But before the demon died, it infuses its soul into Lucy's body, giving Lucy it's powers and cursing her with immortality. After that fight, she went back to her friends. They traveled down to the South of France and settled there, trying to live 'normal' lives... Until one day, she received orders from [...] to live with the sakamakis.

☆*Relationships*☆

-Eliott: they almost never interact, although they are family. They only speak when it comes to business or important matters.

-Lily: they are very close, Lily is one of the only two people who know Lucy inside out. Lucy has sworn to protect Lily even if it would cost her life. They love to hangout together and cry over fandoms.

-Thomas: same as Lily, except he's like a mom, always taking care of Lucy, even when she says she doesn't need help, they both share a love for kpop and anime. Lucy's emotional bond with Thomas is stronger than anyone else she's close to, even Lily.

☆*Abilities*☆

As Lucy is half demon, she gained most of the abilities of the demon who infused itself into her, who was a shadow demon:

-increased strength and hearing

-teleportation

-she can sorta float

-the shadow realm: by jumping into a shadow (a person's shadow, object's shadow, any shadow at all) she can enter an dimension called "the shadow realm", a place only shadow demon may access

-a little thing I like to call Katherine: Katherine was the 'name' of the demon Lucy fought with, this ability activities when she deadly mad or under too much stress or pressure that she just snaps and goes psycho. She has strange black tentacles (like a kagune from Tokyo ghoul). She will attack anything around her. Only Thomas and Lily can control her under this form.

Lucy has been fighting since as long as she can remember, so she is very skilled in the domaine.

Although she might not have all the abilities of the demon, she's still more powerful than a demon, as the fact she has emotions (which demons don't) has a great impact on her powers.

Lucy can't die from age ot sickness. But she candie from bloodloss and getting wounded, as she heals only slightly faster than a human.

☆*other info*☆

1-Lucy was the second eldest of her biological family.

2-she enherited half of her father's company (the other half her older brother) and her family's mansion.

3-she an absolute virgin :/ *le sad music*

4-She's left handed, therefore her capacity at cutting meat is non-exigent (true story, left handed people struggle more at cutting meat, and I'm talking out of experience because I am left handed)

5-she speaks fluent English and French (Those were the two languages she spoke throughout her childhood), she also learned German, Japanese and is trying to learn Korean. She's also fluent in Shakespearean and in both English and Australian slang.

6-in the south of France, she goes to a highly reputed international campus.

7-lucy doesn't like physical contact whatsoever, except for Thomas and Lily, and she can just about tolerate Laito but She gets really flushed and embarrassed. She gets uncomfortable when people touch her hair, shoulders, lower back and thighs, if someone does touch her there she'll flinch and try to pry them off.

8-she only wears clothes that fully cover her body because she's a very self aware person and she's covered in scars because of her sh&tty childhood.

#oc #diabolik lover oc #diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers meme #oc x canon #oc rp #memes are my life #memes are great #memes are how i cope #memes are cool #memes are good #powerade is my life support #fite me

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