#i found a kinship in gross fucked up stuff just bubbling out of someone and how they put that into a more controlled environment

[bredforloyalty]

well i did know that partly because two and two makes four and you watch and read a bit about how it came to be and by whose hands and you know and partly because i was just getting interested right before the charges and allegations (some of it was floating around for years don't think for a second i want to make it seem like it was sooo out of the blue. i wasn't here for those years though), i mean interested in who these guys actually are because i found the extra insight into lives and creative processes and mental illness helpful or like to be an enhancer instead of something irrelevant and unnecessary. i wanted to know and after hearing roiland's own sexual abuse story i was immediately connecting a bunch of puzzle pieces and that's why it hurt in such a personal way when everything came to light

#i found a kinship in gross fucked up stuff just bubbling out of someone and how they put that into a more controlled environment #and made it from anything into something #the voices. this is not how he meant it when he said that but in the end clearly the one that shouldn't have been acted on was acted on and #that makes me deeply sad.. i shouldn't feel anything i should've been letting it go right away but for me personally it felt baked into the #fabric of the show and it was what drew me to it so it was like here's where that leads. are you comfortable with the current degree of #separation or have we been going too far maybe. #it's still what i like about it in a way. that seed #you don't get stuff like this elsewhere lol it all feels like the results of a special set of circumstances #kata.txt #rnm