#i genuinely dont remember getting from the job centre to the train station

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

so im at a 3 for 3 for near panic attacks every time ive had to go to a job centre so if they could stop making me come in every week, thatd be great

#personal #universal credit #job centre #uk politics #i genuinely dont remember getting from the job centre to the train station #and i have no idea why i chose the train station as my destination #i just needed to get away from that fucking place #i hate it so much #its so inaccessible #and their systems are such bullshit #sorry you cant confirm that im paying rent because i have a housemate and you only know the combined rent #even though ive uploaded my fucking tenancy agreement seven times #and my individual rent is on the agreement #im sorry you cant fucking read but i have a fucking anxiety disorder and every single message from you nearly sends me into a panic attack #im this close to spiraling #and im not in a place where i can spiral #because if i spiral im spiraling into suicidal thoughts #i barely got out alive last spiral three months ago