#i had to teach a ''bookless'' content learning course in my previous school and it was a total disaster and i was so stressed out

[theflyingfeeling]

It's not too late to start being kind to yourself today 💕✨️ but i hope tomorrow is a better day for you if today wasn't so great 💖

So sweet of you to say that 🥺 I'm afraid I've already fallen into that vicious "I can't do this" cycle so today's lost, but as I said, maybe tomorrow will be better

#i need to prepare a 15 minute teaching ''sample'' for the job interview tomorrow #and i'm actually full-on panicking about it every 10 minutes #i'm probably just trying too hard and should just keep it simple #because i was told they mostly want to see my teaching style etc. #but i feel so self-aware about the fact i've never taught on this level #of course i had never taught on high school level either until i did but that's totally different #on high school courses they have pre-selected course books that the teacher should utilize in their teaching #in uni they obviously don't have that #i had to teach a ''bookless'' content learning course in my previous school and it was a total disaster and i was so stressed out #which doesn't really make me feel any better about this job tbh #if i can't put together one 15 minute sample then how could i put together a whole fucking course from scratch? #i'm just not qualified enough i can't do this i can't do this i can't i can't i can't #this is not a feeling it's a fact supported by evidence #that's the problem with my life: i don't have enough good experiences to convince myself that i got this #no feelings of success equals to no feeling of being good enough #this goes for almost everything in my life btw not just work stuff 🤷‍♀️ #anon asks #answered asks