#i havent been super active sure but maybe thats bc when i am active ifs not like any of my new stuff gets attention

[poemsforpersephone]

every time I write a poem I sit back and think “wow u dramatic asshole” but since it helps get the emotion off my chest I also shrug emoji back at myself and move on

#personal #im gonna vent a bit in the tags here bc #i dont wanna make a whole post about it #but while i know that out of the 7000 of you who follow me #a smal fraction are probably around and active #and i get that not everything i write is going to be amazing #or appeal to you #but god damn guys the like reblog ratio is??? kinda killing me here #i write for myself sure but i also write bc hello i an a hoe for praise #i havent been super active sure but maybe thats bc when i am active ifs not like any of my new stuff gets attention #bro not even my friends reblog it so like whatever im not expecting you all to change your ways #but like yeah idk its one of them days #like why an i even trying to become an artist when ill be posting on a dying platofrm #to people who dont care #literally why???? #UGH anyway to those people who do reblog and say nice stuff in the tags #i see you #and there have been times when you saved my life #its shallow but i dont give a shit validation is a drug #so yeah i see you i love you thank you