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#i started a journal Five Years Ago when i was a baby in eighth grade
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#i started a journal Five Years Ago when i was a baby in eighth grade
#ive kept up with it amazingly
#im surprised because im just absolutely terrible at sticking with things
#lately I've been getting worse at journaling
#it's been getting more and more difficult
#when i was younger i wrote about which boys i liked and how the school dance went
#it was important at the time and I'm glad to have it
#but now my entries have gotten more... therapeutic
#of course i still write about how much i like my girlfriend and the times that i hung out with friends
#but journaling has become my version of therapy
#a way to get the important things out of my head and into somewhere where i could process them better
#that's not always easy
#recently something happened that i dont want to face or deal with
#i know that i need to write about it and if i sit down in front of my journal im going to write
#but its too difficult to write about right now
#so im not writinf about the smaller things
#like how my Christmas went and that my friend had surgery a couple of days ago
#because im scared to face the journal and im scared to face the situation
#how long can i keep pushing this down?
#how long until it explodes out of me and destroys me for the foreseeable future?
#i want to get it out of me so that it's out
#but it's not a one and done deal. i can't just write it down and be finished with it
#it's going to unlock feelings and memories and thoughts that i don't want to face
#i don't want to face any of it!! it's to difficult and it shouldn't have happened but now it did and i have to deal with it
#she always has the control. she can always swoop in and hurt me again. all i can do is wait for the bombs to drop and clean up the wreckage
#for once i don't want to be stuck cleaning up these messes
#thing is
#i have no choice
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