#ive kept up with it amazingly

[gorgeouslypink]

hii! i just thought i could give some advice for some of ur followers. ive been in the void, but i just wanted to try your new challenge. ur posts are so educational so i thought i would just see if it would work..

AND IT DID!

i was manifesting somethin personal & i just decided to take a nap & repeat “im sure ill wake up in the void aware in 5 minutes” & i just kept repeating that. tbh i think it was more than 5 minutes but once i focused on the aff things started shifting quickly! so yes the challenge works amazingly! i kno i didnt need to do it, but it was fun doing it so thank u!

Congratulations and thank you for trying out the challenge! I'm sure this will inspire others as well! 💗

#void state #void success

[myth-blossom]

Celebrating Hitman Fanworks

Since I missed International Fanworks Day, I’m posting about it now 😁

The Hitman fandom is comprised of so many amazingly talented people. Their passion in celebrating the Hitman series goes to incredibly creative lengths, including (but certainly not limited to) animations, let’s plays, GIFs, screenshots, fanfiction, fanart, playlists, crafts, and more. I wanted to make a post recognizing many of these wonderful people and link some of my favorite fanworks of theirs through the years. (Please note: Tumblr kept breaking with so many links, so I had to paste some fanart links as plain text!)

And I know there are more awesome people out there still for me and others to discover—comment/reblog and let us know who they are! ❤️

Videos

@cartoonishly (Cartoonishly Animations) - Hitman 3: The Masterful Mendoza SASO

@outsidexboxofficial (outsidexbox: Let’s Plays) - Hitman 3: Lust Escalation

bigmooney06: Let’s Plays - Hitman 3 is changing in a BIG way

The Stupendium: Music - The Apex - Hitman 3 Rap feat. NemRaps! 

@issytheamateurnerd - “All of us on Tumblr be like”

GIFs

@dianaburnwood: Absolution was peak storytelling

@tobiasrieper: HITMAN locations: Chongqing, China

@itspapillonnoir: Sapienza

@cajunandfire: Hitman Characters: Diana Burnwood

@arthur-edwards: Hitman 3

Screenshots

@lucas-grey: Diana in Mendoza

@tvfreak56: We’ll always have Paris

@diana-fortyseven: Lust DLC

@a-gromova: Brick by brick

Fanart

@darkyu-yj: Diana/47

@cabbi3: Diana/47

@apricotbones: Hitman Paperback

@ellenchain: Vacation Time

@evilhellcrow: Diana/47

@magentasteam: Lucas Grey

@glass-of-malbec: “Hold me. I’m the monster that you’ve carved out of stone.”

@theserlingbucket: You’ve given me too much to feel.

@rieper-for-hire: New Contract Available

@lone-pylon: Mendoza doodles

@hndcrm: “summer’s kiss to electric wire” fanart

@cartoonishly: “He is a polite one, isn’t he?”

@excellentwork47: Is it the season of lust yet? 

@grumpynora: Musée du Louvre WIP

@tsuyuus: Agent and Handler

@spookiiwookii: Yearly redraw time :3

@naho-natsumaki: Diana/47

@qpneuma: mendoza dianas https://www.tumblr.com/qpneuma/707446302762483712/mendoza-dianas

@a-gromova: “One last tango, 47" (https://www.tumblr.com/a-gromova/641313052416000001/one-last-tango-47)

@krazyyy: 47 and Diana just need to hug, plz IO. (https://www.tumblr.com/krazyyy/632341649653153792/47-and-diana-just-need-to-hug-plz-io)

@nihilnovisubsole: we know who the real power player is in this series (https://www.tumblr.com/nihilnovisubsole/90643653125/we-know-who-the-real-power-player-is-in-this)

@krn-art: Diana/47 (https://www.tumblr.com/krn-art/642321124290674688/hitman-fanart-coming-through-one-side-move-it)

@vodissey: “Madame Diana” (https://www.tumblr.com/vodissey/643885298271600640/madame-diana-her-appereance-in-hitman-3-directly)

@fassbender-mcavoyobsessed: Blueberry Muffins fanart (https://www.tumblr.com/fassbender-mcavoyobsessed/691517386799611904/ive-been-very-uninspired-lately-but-i-recently)

@diana-fortyseven: They Would Always Have Mendoza (https://www.tumblr.com/diana-fortyseven/722847902962155520/they-would-always-have-mendoza-deviantart)

Fanfiction

@cicaklah: cicak - another day down here in paradise (explicit)

@diana-fortyseven: Diana47 - Little Red Riding Hood (explicit)

@cajunandfire: Spicyfuego - A Private Show (teen and up)

@peridotglimmer: SugarsweetRomantic - Box Dye (teen and up)

@postalninja: Postal_Ninja - Coming Home (general audiences)

@skylightpirate: New1Romantic - Does Your Husband Know The Way The Sunshine Gleams From Your Wedding Band? (explicit)

@issytheamateurnerd: Nerding_Amateurly - I could never be ready (teen and up)

@air-tuna-art: air-tuna-art - Daises on your night stand (teen and up)

@greengoldfish: greengoldfish - Ordinary Days (explicit)

@r-kaye: R-Kaye - y2k (teen and up)

TheAntiHero - Condo 1202 (explicit)

@nihilnovisubsole: akfedeau - Death and Orchids (mature)

Crafts

@arthur-edwards: Fan-furniture

@urarakawarabi: Diana/47 Plushies

Please be sure to check them out and show them some love! ❤️

#Hitman Fanworks #Hitman Fandom #Fandom Appreciation #Hitman #Hitman Fanart #Hitman GIFS #Hitman Screenshots

[isnt-it-pretty]

I'm in love with the headcanon of Cyno being terrified of doctors. He would rather bleed out than go to the Bimarstan, and he will fight if people try to force him. It doesn't matter how injured, or in pain he is; he will adamantly refuse medical care.

They've had to wait until he passed out before helping him (did you know that you can't refuse medical care if you're unconscious?). He's kept sedated the entire time he's in the Bimarstan because he will fight to the point of harming himself. Cyrus is usually the one to press for it because he's seen how deep Cyno's fear runs. He's seen Cyno dehydrated and delirious from fever or infection or poison and still combative about IVs and needles, going into shock from blood loss and fighting with everything he has. Cyno denies painkillers, local anesthetics, and other medication as much as possible. Privately, Cyrus is afraid it's going to kill him one day.

The fact he goes to Tighnari is a miracle. In the past, Cyno would treat himself or show up bloody on Cyrus' doorstep, but Tighnari is medically trained. At first, he doesn't understand why Cyno puts himself at risk to come to Gandharva Ville when the Akademiya has plenty of amazingly trained doctors. Then one day, Cyno gets badly hurt (almost dies), and he ends up in the Bimarstan. Tighnari goes to see him and finds Cyrus sitting at his bedside as Cyno sleeps. Cyrus tells just how afraid Cyno is. It's a level of trust Tighnari doesn't expect, but he stops scolding Cyno for coming to him when he's injured. Tighnari might not be a doctor, but he's better than nothing.

#genshin impact #genshin #cyno #tighnari #cynonari #tighcyno #headcanons #cyrus posting

[fuckalicent]

hotd ao3 recs that make me slightly feral

it’s finally here!!! i will potentially be adding to this in the future so keep an eye out <3 also this may not stick only to hotd and extend to the wider asoiaf world.

baby teeth by zoe_millin_writes

aemond x helaena. incredibly written aemond character analysis. chapters are from aemond’s pov throughout his childhood and into his adulthood and his trauma surrounding sex, his parents, his injury etc etc is so incredibly and profoundly done. i don’t think i’ve read anything more beautiful and intense. there is also one helaena pov and my god is it so amazingly written. the characterisation and details are out of this world. definitely read all the warnings because it is very intense and potentially triggering. the exploration of aemond’s relationship with religion and by extension his mother and sister is done so well and genuinely what kept me tied to this fic.

see, what had happened was… by daylander

aemond x rhaena. from rhaena’s pov. i can’t remember it all as vividly as i should because i read it a while ago but god is it a delight. it’s funny, sad, amusing, entertaining & overall just so incredible. there is so much about rhaena’s experience living without her sister for so long on dragonstone and how it impacts her relationship with baela. so much about her relationship with daemon and by extension the velaryon/targaryen relations. just so so great. the scenes with rhaena and aemond are just.. chef’s kiss. they’re my favourite chaotic childhood friends to… whatever they are LMAO

spring’s end by navree

oneshot (9k words) from alicent’s pov about the lead-up to her wedding to viserys. made me wince more than a few times just because she deserved so much better :( the way her relationships with rhaenyra, her father, viserys & even criston (although brief) are shown is so beautiful and haunting to me.

would that they were not by navree

i fucking cried. a oneshot (7k words) about the fateful encounter with blood and cheese. so beautifully written and the relationships between the kids, alicent, cole and otto are described so heartbreakingly.

in your grave by 136108

This is the thing you married, the voice in the back of her head whispered gleefully. You saw its pretty smile and its dainty hands and so you dragged it into your bed and upon your cock and trusted that it could never hurt you. You bred it like a bitch and you promised to cut out its tongue and all this time you should have been worried about its teeth. But you did not and now it will leech your throne and your legacy and its pretty mouth will swallow the House of the dragon whole.

SO FUCKING CATHARTIC!!! we deserved vengeful evil alicent and i’m forever mad we didn’t get her… season 2 will be her moment trust. this is a short yet incredibly impactful piece about alicent visiting viserys on his death bed. amazingly written and the most satisfying thing ever.

5 times alicent and criston almost kissed and the 1 time they almost didn’t by gracelesson

I FUCKING CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!! most healing comforting beautiful thing ive read in a while oh my god op is crazy talented i’m in awe. the way s/a, marriage, sexuality & growing up were handled here were literally incredible and i cant even begin to express how much i love this. this is a modern au and it’s probably very different from whatever you’re expecting. i adore the dynamics shown between alicent, cole & her children ugh i swear i feel giddy all over. beautiful.

my hand was the one you reached for by nuncasais

literally the best. snapshots of alicent, criston, and her kids’ lives at the keep during the time jump. i love these types of fics that cover unseen periods of time — the detail and thought gone into each chapter is incredible and so so meticulous. chapters are from either criston or alicent’s pov’s. beware u might (definitely) cry.

#recs #hotd #hotd fic recs #ao3 #ao3 recs #aemond targaryen #team green #alicent hightower #helaena targaryen #aegon ii targaryen #criston cole #guess my favourite characters challenge (extremely hard)

[crescencestudio]

hello! i wanted to ask how you ended up getting involved with game development!! ive seen an played a bunch of your games so i think itd be interesting knowing how you got here and monetized it! (dw if you dont wanna answer, no hard feelings :>)

OOOOO

for how i got into game dev, in one word: impulse LOL

for the longer version, i always have loved visual novels. as much as i enjoy other games, there is something about visual novels specifically that are so special to me. so one day during the big covid Lockdown, i thought to myself how cool it would be to make my own game. thing is, i had no creative background—never made a story, very basic art background, no coding background NOTHING.

but i have a very unironic yolo mentality and so if i have the means to make a game before i die, why not? so i learned renpy, got really overwhelmed with the idea of making everything from scratch. there r so many aspects of games i never thought of. every single character needs not just art, they need a story, a design, a role, etc. then you need to repeat that for the plot. then you need to do that for the MC. and that’s just the brainstorming stage!!! so i stopped and dropped the idea in 2020 LMFAOkxosos

then a year later, during my phd program, i had some time during summer break and i decided to try again. Why Not? you only live once. even if it takes me my whole life to make one game, wouldn’t it be cool to say i made one? so i took the dive. made so much shit up. completely winged a million things. and here we are two years later with alaris, intertwine, and some other collab projects!!!

the monetization part is mostly because i don’t currently have the means to support game dev on my own. my hope is one day (when i graduate phd school), i’ll have more time and money, which will let me fund my hobby a bit more self sufficiently since i honestly rly hate the monetization part of game dev haha!! i guess i’d say i got into game dev mostly through pure interest and a yolo mentality and what’s kept me here is the satisfaction and reward that comes with the creativity (as well as the amazingly talented ppl i’ve met through it!!!)

#asks #anon #crescence cries #since it’s a bit more of a personal question i guess!

[harrisonarchive]

Photo by Neal Preston.

“I remember one of the most fun nights I had was sitting around the table while they were writing. Of course, I just kept my mouth shut, just wanting to savor every word. I thought I was going to be hearing these amazingly profound lyrics, and I sat there and I laughed so hard because I heard these incredible lyricists all singing the silliest things! Rhyming the dumbest sounding things!” - Jim Keltner (aka Buster Sidebury), BBC Radio 2, 2007

“I think the one thing I remember is there was never a negative moment doing that. We really enjoyed that. I think we made it for us really [laughs], because I love all those guys. We’re all pretty good friends and we just enjoyed each other’s company really. At times it just seemed the album was an excuse to hang around with each other really.” - Tom Petty, BBC Radio 2, 2007

“[F]ive guys sitting around in a circle with acoustic guitars. Someone would come up with a chord sequence, another would contribute lyrics or a bridge. ‘We usually went by group decision,’ Tom Petty recalls. ‘We were pretty honest with each other. In recording or writing, when somebody gets the right part, everybody knows. The lucky thing is that it was all real talented people around — and good people, you know, no negativity, nobody wanting to be more famous than anybody. It was fun.’” - Musician, March 1990 (x)

#George Harrison #Tom Petty #Roy Orbison #Jeff Lynne #Bob Dylan #Jim Keltner #The Traveling Wilburys #Wilburys35 #quote #quotes about George #1988 #1980s #George and Tom Petty #George and Roy Orbison #George and Jeff Lynne #George and Bob Dylan #George and Jim Keltner #fits queue like a glove

[fallen-chances]

A mishmash of my various ashlander/velothi and house dunmer cultural things Ive developed over the years for ocs and rp. (forgive any lore mistakes and misspellings, it's late and I don't want to spell and lore check rn)

(contents: language and literacy in Velothi communities, the saving of verbal stories and memories by wise women, Velothi and Dunmer communities post-red year, dunmer language Renaissance Post-RY, the evolution of the term Outlander P-RY, fabric in dunmer communities and daedric spider silk.)

inspired by this post about dunmer literacy/education from @scrib-jelly (unrelated but @jiubilant has MANY good dunmer hcs as well :) I rlly love the one about chatty dunmer being nicknamed alit. her stories are also beautifully written and amazingly world built. truly makes the world of tes seem real.) Any House Dunmer worth his drakes can speak, read and write in Cyrodiilic, while many Velothi by the late third era and fourth era have verbal fluency in Cyrodiilic, reading and especially writing literacy is slim to none in their communities. Many picked up Cyrodiilic simply for ease of communication, as prior to the unification of the Great Houses and the First Council there were many regional variants of their language, and even after ALMSIVI became rulers, for a long time a standardized Dunmeris language was only taught by Great House tutors and in temple religious studies, so there were still many different dialects. It was the joining of the Empire and the introduction of Cyrodiilic as a widely spoken language that gave Morrowind a truly standardized speech, and later a standardized education under the careful tutelage of Almalexia's guidance. Dunmeris as a written language was all but non existent except in Temple writings and occasional Great House documents, and spoken in small corners within the House Dunmer. It lived on in Velothi communities, but they even still had their own regional dialects.

Velothi people were not out going to cities and temples to learn to read and write Cyrodiilic Many weren't even enthused to learn to speak it. It wasn't something they needed. All their stories and memories of their people were held by their Wise Women. Intricately, and carefully held. Wise Women hold the memories and stories of their predecessor, and their predecessor, and their predecessor (etc) in carefully enchanted amulets using secret magics only known to their peoples, the rituals of such kept only between a wise woman and her successor. She keeps these memories in an amulet (or any sort of small enchanted item easily kept on a person), and can call upon them at any time when needed, and when her successor is chosen she slowly transfers her stored memories to her successor's amulet. Reading and writing was unneeded in their communities, because their wise woman held every guide, every story, everything their community could ever need within her stored memories.

But sometimes, they can be lost. Magic fails. A wise woman is killed and her amulet stolen to pawn off for a cheap price, not knowing it holds the lifeblood of a culture within it. Many of these amulets, and also the magic to create them, was lost during the Red Year. House Dunmer refugees were treated bad enough, but fleeing Velothi we're even more lost. Spurned by their own people still, unable to unite in the grief of losing their homeland. Many Velothi wandered in fragmented groups, broken clans and tribes coming together in attempt to form new ones, but so many lost if they had no wise woman to guide them. It was the cause of many Velothi people assimilating with House Dunmer. They had no where else to go. It was hard enough to keep their lands fighting with House Dunmer, but competing with the House Dunmer trying to find new homes in distant lands meant many Velothi were forgotten and ignored.

But in other places, in these new Dunmer communities, so far from home, Velothi living among them became a blessing. They try to bring their home with them, inspiring a new wave of Nostalgia for how their people lived before ALMSIVI. Dunmeris started being picked up again in spoken word, and attempts to collect surviving written accounts of it (mostly Temple religious books and many of them had been defaced or destroyed after the fall of ALMSIVI), as ushered in an attempted renaissance of reconstructing the Dunmeris language. But as a people changes, so do their words, their slang. A common one that almost every person knows quite well, would be the disdainfully spoken, nose upturned, word of "Outlander."

Outlander. Definition: one who is not from Morrowind, whether by birth or raising. In the two hundred years since Red Year and the diaspora of the Dunmer people, many, many people have become Outlanders. In some communities it's become the new word to refer to the Youth, to the younger generation forced to live outside of a homeland they may never get to see. Some people take pride in being an Outlander, their family surviving the horrors of Red Year and successfully starting anew. Others despise to be called it, because they feel they are insulted by such a phrase when they have had no choice but to live so far from home. In some areas, Outlander has also become synonymous with anyone living outside of a Dunmer community. Dunmer in Windhelm's Grey Quarter turn their nose up at those who have given up their culture and values to live alongside the Nords outside the Quarter, calling them Outlanders. Many Dunmer living in Cheydinhaal, a hop, skip and a jump from the Morrowind border, frequently refer to the Dunmer born outside the city as Outlanders, as many refugees settled there, building up a new community surrounding the city. Much of the original city has been all but officially renamed "old Cheydinhaal", and many folks have come to call the Dunmer community that rose up around it "New Kragenmoor", in honor of the city across the border.

In a completely unrelated note and my inability to segue to it succinctly, after the red year there was a loss not only of course in life of people and animals, but the plant life struggled as well. Scathecraw was a plant commonly used for fabrics, much like a linen or hemp. It was cheap and easy to make, easy to weave, and held dye very well, which was a large setting point for the beautiful vibrant colored fabrics common in house dunmer and Velothi cultures alike. There were few fabrics that held color as vividly, and in dunmer communities the only thing to rival it was silk. Oh the multitudes of silk the Dunmer made. The benefit of the many insectoid creatures of Morrowind (and Vvardenfell specifically) came the many silk bearing creatures. The most common and widely used silk in Dunmer communities was silt strider silk, harvested after they exit their cocoons. The breakage of the silk for the striders exit wasn't of much concern, because the large size of the striders meant there was still plenty of strong, smooth silk left over to be used.

The rarest and most coveted of silks in Dunmer communities was that of daedra spider silk. Not only is it quite dangerous to collect, but the act of doing so is often reserved to followers of Mephala, trusted explicitly to collect the silk from her spider daedras. Daedric spider silk has difficultly holding dyes, so any use of it is often sparing for a plain white statement piece, to slow clearly you have the power, influence, and money to obtain such rare silks. It has been known to be used in blend fabrics, weaving it alongside others to make a strong, durable fabric. It has been used in many underlayers of armor, and is a well known fact that many Morag Tong uniforms have heavy usage of Daedric Spider Silk. The strength of the silk is so renowned, not only does it resist piercing better than many silks (which are known to do so well already) but it can resist slashing, and even certain magic at time. Working with daedric spider silk can be a hell scape of bent needles and regularly sharpening fast dulling blades, but then end product always presents a beautiful swath it fabric, so light and thin, and even sheer on occasion that one would think it's the lightest organza, not the strongest fabric known on Tamriel.

#tesblr #tes headcanons #Morrowind #dunmer #ashlander #Velothi #tes hcs #headcanons #dunmer hcs #Ashlander hcs #velothi hcs #dunmer headcanons #ashlander headcanons #Velothi headcanons #tes #the elder scrolls #Morrowind headcanons #tes lore #Morrowind lore #idk how to tag this. i just want people to see it... the world needs more ashlander things #my post #morrowind #skyrim

[lycanthian]

blaseball.

a eulogy, of sorts.

(cw for mentions if suicide under the cut)

blaseball was my solace.

my only source of warmth by any definition in the cold (both literally and figuratively) of november 2020. that year was desolate. it was freezing.

i joined blaseball at the suggestion of, who was at the time an acquaintance, at the tail end of season eleven. i was skeptical, but latched onto the shoe thieves.

the season ended, and i spent the entire grand siesta researching just about every single thing that had ever happened in the game to that point. i was neck deep on hyperfixation, with no clue as to how deep that love would become.

blaseball helped me through a really hard time. in the years 2019-2020, i was a high school freshman navigating a brand new setting with hardly anyone i knew. being hit with quarantine was, possibly, the worst thing that could have happened to me. it was awful knowing that i spent so much energy making new friends only to be forced away from them, many of which not only cutting contact but dropping out or moving away.

i had to make new friends again when we came back. blaseball was one of the only ways i knew how. i spent lunches upon lunches of discussing everything that was happening and everything lored by the community. it helped me connect with people when connection was hard to come across.

(heres where we get into the cw a bit)

blaseball was an escape.

2020 and 2021 were shitty, shitty years.

covid aside, my mental health was at an all time low. i managed to keep going because of blaseball. it distracted me from the horrors of the world.

being cooped up made our already tense family life worse. my parents were at each others throats near constantly. they were at my brothers throats near constantly. my brothers were at each others throats near constantly.

when i started going back to school in person, covid was still rampant. shootings were picking up more and more, especially in my state.

blaseball, the act of being able to invest myself in it, was what kept me from doomspiraling for months on end.

im surprised i survived quarantine. if it werent for the community blaseball gave me, i dont think i would be here today to tell this story.

the community that blaseball gave me was extemely supportive and actually instrumental to my beginning to love and learn more about myself.

if i never got that opportunity, i think i very well would have offed myself by now. i mean, with the stress of school and the shitty world outside mixing with the added stress of having to witness both of my brothers' attempts... its hard not to to understand at least a bit

i dont think about it often. i never have. but the way stress has been piling on since that quarantine started, blaseball was the one escape from all that stress.

and for that, im grateful. ive met so many wonderful people here.

ive touched and been touched by so many amazing pieces of art, literature, and music.

my self image wouldnt be where it is today without the support of members of the shoe thieves communities.

my art wouldnt be anywhere near the skill level it is now if i didnt become obsessed with these players.

im sad to see it go this way, dying to the same corporate scope creep that it warned against, but i understand why it had to go.

am i mad about this outcome? yes. absolutely.

but

im grateful for everything that blaseball was able to do for me.

the ending is bittersweet, but i want to say thank you.

thank you to my great friend callie who i dont even know will see this for introducing this wild game to me.

thank you to the fans who worked behind the scenes for hours to archive and record past events so people like me could get up to speed.

thank you to all the amazingly talented artists, writers, and musicians in the fanbase who have created many of the most wonderful, inspirational pieces that rarely leave my mind to this day.

thank you to all of the charleston shoe thieves fans, past and present, for cultivating one of the most diverse, welcoming, and absolutely diehard loving communities ive ever been a part of and giving me a home for when my own was too much for me.

thank you to all of blaseblr, especially my friends and mutuals, who listen to me rant endlessly about my shoe thieves blorbos that most people know nothing about.

and finally, thank you to the game band for creating this absolutely eldritch beast of a project. it changed my life for the better. it has inspired me to do things ive never considered before, and it as well as the fanbase has drastically fundamentally altered who i am as a person.

we stole shoes. we fought gods. we raised the dead. we sucked really hard. we partied until we died. and then partied more. and we won the championships.

👐🏋️‍♀️🔥🍗🐅🔱

🥧📱🛠️🥩🎸💋

🌷🌞🌮🚤🕵️‍♂️🪱

🍬🌴🗣️👟✨🦀

many teams, one league.

#gamey rambles #blaseball

[hermanunworthy]

haiiiii... you asked for hermie asks so erm. what do you think hermie was like in chaparral (is that how its spelled?)

i imagine that as herman he was a regular good student- kind of uninteresting, not exactly memorable. almost forgettable.. chaparral feels like the more well funded, a bit more prestigious (like they get high grades or smth) but still a bit dull... this is purely to contrast with hemie's theatre kidness. yknow. But idr if it was portrayed differently (and i dont know how american highschools work) so uh what do you think!

hiya i was gonna respond to this last night but i ended up getting a massive headache so i had to go to bed early 😞

this is a REALLY interesting thing to think about, and something ive been trying to figure out! i think my idea of chaparral hermie/herman mostly aligns w urs. i imagine they really tried hard to blend in while also internally feeling a desperate need to stand out. their inclination for mischief probably manifested itself in more subtle, trivial ways, like cheating on tests and sneaking into classrooms and such. little things that wouldnt get them found out by their parents (bc they probably did before and it screwed things up for herman), but could still give them that satisfaction of doing something they werent supposed to. as a kid, i think they were more of a troublemaker, and probably didnt get along w other kids, bc they liked to pull childish pranks and maybe be a little rude due to low empathy (and ofc their scamminess and demonness agkdf). this probably concerned their parents greatly, and led them to be more strict w them, and for herman to conform more (aka just become more secretive. u know how kids are)

the way i imagine their physical appearance is like.... very normal and dull. black hair like their parents, shorter than they wouldve liked, no makeup, a manageable amount of acne to make them look like a regular kid, but not enough to seem gross. sucky bond levels of Average High School Kid, as much as they wanted to stand out. they tried to look as much like their parents kid as possible, even though it wasnt what they really wanted.

when they discovered their love for dc, they felt embarrassed about it and hid it from their peers and their parents, afraid that if they knew how intense and weird their interest was, they would have it taken away from them (BIGGG projecting here guys). they stole comics from the school library and hid them in their backpack. they wanted all kinds of dc merch and to go to comic con soooo bad but they kept it all to themself to the point of wanting to explode. their special interest was one thing nobody found out about, thankfully. amazingly

now. in terms of the mascot costume prank. what im really wondering is.... how much was the rest of the school on board w it? if it wasnt something herman did for the school itself, how was normal aware that it was something being planned? maybe... im thinking.... herman was like.. anonymously antagonizing the school and creating conflict between the two schools for shits and giggles. in my mind, herman was jealous of how san dimas students got to be so openly WEIRD and became.. a little obsessed w that school. ofc as soon as they saw that the school was doing joker as its play that year, their dc autism brain activated and they made their plan to infiltrate the school. doing tons of research on it, especially on the theatre department anddd the mascot!! bc they heard that normally oak swallows garcia was the WEIRDEST OF ALL. so this was not only a fun scam thing but a weird jealousy thing to get back at this kid they didnt even know for getting to be what they were never allowed to be. san dimas/teen high gave them a chance to be the person they had been born to be, and i think thats wonderful <3 (even though it led them to horrible danger and also to break a poor undeserving kids heart)

so! this ended up being more than i thought i had to say. but isnt that always how it is w me and hermie.... tldr i think chaparral herman had to mask a lot and hated it. thanks for letting me ramble gskdj !!

#hermie the unworthy #dndads #dndads headcanon #dndads hc #siren says #answering asks

[mrfancyfoot]

Had to be put under for a minor surgery that I didn't know was general ana and a bigger deal until, like, right before it (recap: I'm in the ER stiiiill). Prior to said surgery, I warned the surgery prep and anesthesia teams (literally like 3x and this is the same place I've had all of my other surgeries where the exact same thing has happened each time) that I have some known extreme reactions when waking up (notably temporary full body paralysis that includes my ability to talk and extreme light sensitivity - informed them would be best if I woke up in a dim area/room and allowed to adjust to lighting). A quick scan to the Google says that these side effects are very well known. I have a long history of sleep paralysis, so that alone does not bother me.

I come to, predictably with the paralysis and photosensitivity, and immediately start having a panic attack because I'm under one of those bright overhead exam lights and it feels like my brain is imploding under the overwhelming stimulus. Despite just "waking up" I am fully cognizant and aware. I can't move anything but my left hand and my head from side to side (sort of). While I'm attempting to bury my face in my shoulder, I'm trying desperately to tell the tech what's wrong (I kept trying to say the word "light" as well as I could; I was snapping with my left hand and pointing up, and even fucking using ASL to literally spell "Light," and all he can think to ask is, "You have to tell us what's wrong." "You have to use your words, sweetie!" over and over.

He gets very obviously frustrated (tone, scoffing) and gives me something through my IV to "calm me down" but ends up giving too much and knocks me back out and the last thing I hear are inappropriate comments made with someone else and their laughter.

There is hardly anything scarier than being fully cognizant and trapped in your own body undergoing trauma. I was absolutely furious and felt humiliated.

His official notes from the incident state that I was crying and "mumbling and grumbling" and not coherent. They automatically assumed that I was just making a big deal of the pain from the operation (I had 0 pain from that at all at the time).

I was eventually moved back up to my room at some point. The moment I could talk again, I asked to file an official complaint. My normal care team at my room knew what was up b/c I warned them ahead of time- they were amazingly understanding and considerate and went out of their way to help me. A lovely patient representative comes up a bit later and takes my statement with her own barely hidden growing ire.

I'm not personally looking for anything but they need some process improvement (why on earth is this not documented in my file???<--except this, I HAVE requested this AGAIN), better patient empathy, and that tech needs to work on his damn bedside manner.

A whole team of people decided that what I had painstakingly reported ahead of time wasn't worth taking seriously. At least one tech is likely making inappropriate comments when he believes that the patient under his care is "incoherent."

In contrast, as I was waking up from my hysterectomy surgery here less than a year ago, I was in a very dimly lit room, the nurses worked with me to very gradually brighten the lights, and communicated in yes/no questions I could move my head to answer until I was able to form words and sentences again. I also reported this to the patient rep as THAT is what quality care looks like and clearly showed that the hospital is capable of it.

Always self-advocate. I came here with some major impostor syndrome ("It's not so bad that I need to go to the ER and potentially take a bed from someone else.") and was told that I had 1000% made the best decision due to the severity and type of symptoms. I was almost immediately admitted into triage and then the emergency in-patient wing.

And tattle on care workers who need to be better. Most hospitals will have patient resources and representatives that you can ask to speak to and contact. If you're lucky, it may lead to better quality of care if you're stuck there and being cared for by some dolt. Even if you never have to see them again, their behavior may be addressed and save the next person.

#fancy's grumblings #venting #self advocacy #surgery #I'm terrified to see the final bill even after insurance #why yes I do live in the US why do you ask? #my dog is getting his wish of me working from home all the time in the future #gotta look for the silver linings #someone save me from the hospital food #I'm at least not stuck on a soft foods only diet anymore #fuck auto-immune disorders #disability #going on day 6 #let me ooooout

[the-pregnancy-experience]

Termination at 14 weeks, positive (or at least not negative)

People keep treating me as if it’s a bigger deal than I think it actually is. “Like” (my therapist said) “when a toddler falls and you rush to their side and they start crying because you’re scared.” (This is when I asked them if I was heartless for not being devastated about the whole thing. Was I not feeling much because I was protecting myself or because it actually wasn’t that big of a deal? Therapy is great. More people should do it.)

Many people rightfully take it hard when pregnancy doesn’t work out for them. Whether because of religion, or because they’ve been trying so hard, or because of whatever... and I respect that. But this isn’t that story. If hearing that perspective will be harmful to you in some way, please stop reading now.

When DH and I first started rolling around together, we talked about kids. (As anyone having sex should). It was off the table between us, but we kept enjoying each other while I sought a person to procreate and raise children with (ah, the bonuses of polyamory). As our relationship deepened, it was put back on the table. We decided to be primaries, to cohabitate, to get hitched, to try to procreate. Like many things we do together, we set a timeline and a budget. If it didn’t work out within those constraints, we’d both get sterilized and pick up hang gliding.

Our plan worked out surprisingly quickly for us. DH found a great OB, and as things developed on track we carefully told our families and made plans at our workplaces. All the tests were in the clear for the first trimester. We heard a heartbeat and saw tiny raised fists on an organism that was bizarrely growing inside me. Side note: AS A NONBINARY PERSON HOLY SHIT THE GENDER DYSPHORIA. I opted to know All The Things All At Once via a microarray CVS at the beginning of the second trimester. Why keep honing in on probability when relative certainly is an abdomen-puncture away?

The results came back, and we talked about them, and the micro deletion that showed fell outside our acceptable risk profile. In short, we should try again on our own or via IVF (still figuring this out). EG, terminating the current pregnancy.

The dilation was the worst part. The actual procedure is fine, although I’ll end up with bruises from an IV as usual. And the thought that so many other people don’t have access to harassment free clean care and caring nurses is fucking horrific. If this story moves you to any action, please let it be donating to Planned Parenthood.

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So we’re going to try again. Maybe it’ll work, or maybe I’ll get to learn hang gliding. I now know I can survive the first trimester and still be gender queer while I do so. I know I’ve got loving, supportive people around me and a DH who is amazingly present.

I know this is a big part of many people’s stories, but it’s not for me. It’s just another thing that happened. And that’s fine.

[tonkivehicle]

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[breeding-like-rabbots]

“what a good little sub~~~ look up at daddy” he smiled down, scourge was squatting now, his crotch was really close to jacks face and he got to see scourges abs clearly, they shined in the emerald glow, he really was an amazingly handsome villain “i could spit on your face and make you thank me, youd like that wouldn’t you?” he wanted to say more evil things but he saw how jack kept looking at his body and was into it, he was going to have a lot of fun, he decided to tease jack so scourge sexily rubbed his pretty green six pack with one hand “ive seen you looking at my body before jack~~~ tell daddy what you think of his muscles. do you want daddy to show these muscles off for you?~~”

Jack did as he was told and looked up, he gulped quietly as he saw Scourge’s crotch so close to his face and the hedgehog’s abs in full view. “I-I wouldn’t thank you for that.” He answered nervously, for the most part he just wanted to get the emerald back which was why he was stooping so low for Scourge’s amusement, the rabbit blushed a little seeing the hedgehog rub his muscles in front of him. “I-I was not looking.” He didn’t want to admit he was looking and he was trying so hard not to submit although he was failing badly as he did look up to Scouge’s abs giving daddy the answer he wanted.

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

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#i started a journal Five Years Ago when i was a baby in eighth grade #ive kept up with it amazingly #im surprised because im just absolutely terrible at sticking with things #lately I've been getting worse at journaling #it's been getting more and more difficult #when i was younger i wrote about which boys i liked and how the school dance went #it was important at the time and I'm glad to have it #but now my entries have gotten more... therapeutic #of course i still write about how much i like my girlfriend and the times that i hung out with friends #but journaling has become my version of therapy #a way to get the important things out of my head and into somewhere where i could process them better #that's not always easy #recently something happened that i dont want to face or deal with #i know that i need to write about it and if i sit down in front of my journal im going to write #but its too difficult to write about right now #so im not writinf about the smaller things #like how my Christmas went and that my friend had surgery a couple of days ago #because im scared to face the journal and im scared to face the situation #how long can i keep pushing this down? #how long until it explodes out of me and destroys me for the foreseeable future? #i want to get it out of me so that it's out #but it's not a one and done deal. i can't just write it down and be finished with it #it's going to unlock feelings and memories and thoughts that i don't want to face #i don't want to face any of it!! it's to difficult and it shouldn't have happened but now it did and i have to deal with it #she always has the control. she can always swoop in and hurt me again. all i can do is wait for the bombs to drop and clean up the wreckage #for once i don't want to be stuck cleaning up these messes #thing is #i have no choice

[cxndaquil]

Maybe its because i grew up with hoenn/sinnoh and might be heavily biased but the story of legends arceus is probably the best story they have ever put in any pokemon game ever it has a hero put through countless trials proving themselves to the world and unexpected plot twists that had been hinted all along and a surprisingly vast amount of lore and characters they really put their heart into this one

#p #theres some other little factors to add in like the side quests and the effects of completing them on jubilife village #and the progression of the village as well and the growth of some characters #the last time a game felt this complete was in oras for me... #but this game went a few steps further #its because they had built up lore from past games and they knew exactly how to effectively utilize all of it #and add to it and craft a story around it #and it worked amazingly #like i know gen 5 has a great story and original sinnoh walked so next games could run #and i really liked alola story as you feel loved by everybody in that game somehow and there was a lot of deep characters in it too #but there was always something that felt off and youre like wait so thats it? #kalos suffered heavily from this syndrome and alola had a little bit of this too #oras did not have this problem and legends definitely doesnt either #i cant speak for galar since i havent played the games and have kept myself from spoilers since i plan to buy sword eventually #but from what ive heard galar doesnt even qualify for a ranking so

[han-seungwoo]

started crying again bc I was thinking about victon and how they really saved themselves I'm so glad they got to stay together and keep making music and performing I'm so emotional

#they really were on the verge of d*sbandment before produce and i was so upset when i heard they were going on it #because they once said they didnt want to go on it because they wanted to succeed on their own #but it really did them a lot of good #now theyve built up a solid fanbase and theyre selling a lot of albums and theyre doing amazingly im just so proud #ive been an alice since predebut i remember watching me7nam when it was coming out and thinking they had so much potential #i fell in love so quick and they debuted and they were just. stagnant for a bit and they kept making great music but it wasnt going anywhere #and the hiatus had me worried every single day i was so terrified to wake up from an announcement from playm #but now!!!! look at them theyre on music shows performing and winning and selling out venues and im just 💘💞💘💞💘💕💘💞💘💞💘💞💘💞💘💞💘 #they deserve every single bit of recognition they get im so proud of them #i hope they can get even more popular i love them so mucj #my ride or dies truly #iri.txt #sorry if u read all this its just mindless sentimental idiot ramblinh #i am just so happy