#i swear i have some form of misophonia because i seriously cannot hear chewing without wanting to kill that person and then myself

[conjectureand-gloom]

so let’s get something straight: if i cover my ears because i cannot stand the sound of someone chewing, im being rude. so i don’t cover my ears and instead end up in tears, and im being dramatic and im an attention seeker. so i move away from whoever it is who is chewing, and im being disrespectful and making that person feel bad, so clearly im a horribly selfish person. so i blast music to drown out the sound of somebody chewing, but its rude to listen to music at the dinner table, so obviously i have no manners and im a horrible person. how can i win this???

#personal #vent #the first few times i had to move away because i couldn’t handle the sound‚ my parents yelled at me and i ended up in tears anyway #but genuinely there is no way to win this #there is no way to handle my own issues without being told that i’m a horrible person #i swear i have some form of misophonia because i seriously cannot hear chewing without wanting to kill that person and then myself #misophonia #neurodivergent #anyway i’m defs not neurotypical let’s just say that