#i was driven to meltdown by my brother and d*d but she hates me and its so stressful

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#okay so i just wanna rant #so my male parent is a shithead #you all know this #my whole family knows this #he has admitted to this #and yet still...... here i am......... living with him bc my mother refuses to accept that he is a horrible and abusive person #like i tell people about the one thing i know hes done bc he admitted to doing it and theyre shocked that i still live with him #thats not fucking normal #i just want to move out but im still in full time education bc my parents were shit and left me for 2 and a half years #so yeah #cant get a job -> cant move out -> stuck living with people who hate me #oh also i probably gave my sister PTSD #so thats fun #im not gonna say boo hoo poor me but like i didnt even have control when u did the shit that i did #i was driven to meltdown by my brother and d*d but she hates me and its so stressful #like shes allowed to but i also really want to leave so she can work through her stuff without the person who caused it being around her #bc thats the decent thing to do #i just wanna scream and not take my meds and just fucking off myself #ember rambles