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#i will be 30 a pathetic virgin who cant connect with anyone
omanu
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9 months
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#hey god (you guys) it's me again
#ive been living my life as i can but there are times when i get paralyzed bc of the state im in
#i feel too old to be at this point in my life and in theory i dont care but it has its effects in real life like
#im a 26 year old person who is still in college with no friends in college
#the age factor is not entirely responsible for this but it is a lot anyway
#the 20's ppl in my classes are too childish and lively and just at some place im not anymore
#im still a girl which i really am not but i cant not be a girl right now
#but i am
#and i just keep thinking how embarrassing it is to be like this
#and i cant really do anything about it
#i will get too old when im able to and at that
#everything will be harder for me when i can change
#and honestly im not even excited about it because i know i cant live how i want anyway because everything will be gone
#the moment is gone
#and i will keep hating myself
#cuz i want to and cuz im unable not to
#like. there is no other way
#and no one is talking to me no one cares enough about me for that
#i will be 30 a pathetic virgin who cant connect with anyone
#an ugly bitch until i die i think this is the most tragic thing of it all
#no its not okay no i wont find anyone no one will find me
#it's not right ive never lived right
#and i have always hated it and i always will
#im just trying being patient. one day i will die
#one day i will
#be patient
#nobody can empathize with me nobody can reach me
#it sucks i hate it but apparently that's what i want
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