#i'm a porsche apologist first and foremost

[cuteandtwisted]

Porsche TRUSTS Kinn

He trusts him so much. That’s the whole POINT.

Yes, Porsche doesn’t share the picture with Kinn right away. 

But he tries and he almost does. When Kinn asks him the first time what's been bothering him, Porsche almost starts sharing with him, almost opens up to him.

But then they get interrupted by Chan. A bitter reminder that Kinn still is and always will be expected to run to his father’s side. 

And it doesn’t stop there. When Porsche asks what the meeting with Korn was about, Kinn just says “Just general work stuff”. 

Kinn, of course, didn’t share what they talked about because he wants to surprise Porsche with travels. But Porsche interprets that as still being on the outside. 

No matter how close he gets to Kinn, he’s still in the dark on family matters.

This looms over Porsche’s head the entire time. He’s conflicted. Keeping secrets from Kinn is tearing him apart, because Kinn is so loving and so uncompromising. But sharing this with Kinn has the potential to ruin everything.

And it’s all confirmed in that scene at the graveyard with Porsche’s deceased parents.

Kinn TRUSTS PORSCHE TRULY AND WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

But that’s not all.

Kinn, at this point, would and will do anything for Porsche. 

Anything. 

Nothing could ever make him let go of Porsche’s hand. Not the mafia. Not the main family. Not the minor family. Not Korn. Not the ring. Not anything. 

Porsche has become the reason he keeps going. The reason he “puts up with this life”. Porsche has made his hellish life feel not only bearable, but loving and worth living.

Kinn would burn the WHOLE WORLD to the ground FOR Porsche. 

And Porsche realizes that.

He realizes that Kinn would throw away everything if it means he gets to keep holding Porsche’s hand.

Everything.

So Porsche leaves.

He leaves because he loves Kinn. Because he trusts Kinn.

Because he trusts Kinn to set fire to everything that’s ever mattered to him and the main family, if Porsche so much as asks. 

Because he loves Kinn too much to let him do just that. 

Because while burning the world to the ground might get Porsche his answers and avenge his parents, it might also leave Kinn with nothing but ashes to his name.

Porsche trusts Kinn. 

He just doesn’t trust that Kinn won’t self-destruct in his quest to keep holding his hand. 

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