#i'm pretty sure even in ENGLISH conversations my contributions are limited to 'what' and 'yeah'

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#congratulations mom you raised a fucking parrot #a goddamn pushover #literally i have the conversational functionality of one of those toys where they repeat what you said but higher #like OH MY GOD #like i never noticed until my fucking grade and sense of self worth depended on it but #i have zero opinions?? #i just agree with whatever somebody said #i'm pretty sure even in ENGLISH conversations my contributions are limited to 'what' and 'yeah' #but literally my mental stability depends on me forming opinions by like....... tomorrow #i don't have opinions on anything that matters?? or even on anything that doesn't?? #my grasp of the language is probably fine #like i understand a lot. my comprehension's p good! #i just can't fuckin showcase that bc I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY #and !! i just want to cry !! bc honestly most of my identity depends on my schoolwork and i stg if i got this far just to lose my ib diploma #bc i have zero opinions #i'm never gonna fucking forgive myself #negativity #shut up vic #not kpop