#i've reblogged a meta that sums it up better than i can. especially here but

[nostalgicidiot]

— Louise Glück

#doctor who #dwedit #river song edit #river song #ten #eleven #twelve #river x the doctor #otp in all of time and space #my gif #ok it took me an eternity to make these #bc i had to redo everything midway bc i decided i'd change the format #i'm not content with the angle in most of them but too tired to care #oh another louise glück quote. what a surprise #i might stop eventually #enough tag rant except for #this screams river song so much it makes me wanna cry and hit things? #i've reblogged a meta that sums it up better than i can. especially here but #i don't believe that she really thought throughout her marriage that the doctor didn't love her #but i do believe that he never told her. at least not these exact same words #and river is so very insecure underneath her carefully constructed rough exterior/proetective wall #and eleven's behavior must have left traces #however small #so let me build upon this angst and fuel it #you are very welcome #sorry if this is just an incoherent mess i've lost all my energy making this thing #mine*