#if anyone thinks that's unsensitive well they should tell that to my roommate's body I found in nov2020 who received the most disrespectful

[jade-curtiss]

Considering the amount of suicide I've had to deal with (anyone who died in the last 10 years, but my grandmother (but arguable because technically it counts as such) died out of suicide I have to say I have literally nothing but contempt for people who force people into silence because it makes their poor little mediocre worthless selves uncomfortable. Also people who threaten institutionalization thinking it would help, it doesn't, it makes you mask and usually you get out with solid ego death and nothing feels the same and it makes you really regret not succeeding more than it helps, but it renders you silent for the comfort of people around you until they find a body with half its head missing, and to be fair what keeps me alive is not being able to see the reaction just for the laugh. Imagine some little fragile cunt who can't hold a serious talk finding a body with remains of its face all over the place that has been decaying for days e n j o y bitch lmaoooo.

#if anyone thinks that's unsensitive well they should tell that to my roommate's body I found in nov2020 who received the most disrespectful #funerals ever #so yea #i'm fucking done coddling fragile people who are an important part of the problem #let #people #talk #ngl there's not really a day when the memory and the context sort of haunt me still #but her fucking family deserve the worst #nothing #but #the #worst