#if i havent already rbed

[soupcans]

btw beautiful mutuals if you all post smthn often enough in my brain i just start associating you as The Guy for that media. when you guys start rbing shit from eachother it jumpscares me its like if a dash cam video had a breakway to a spongebob episode

#mick mack #ngl though i love it :) it does make it hard tho to tag yoh guys in things. i have to search stuff up to find for you guys and i try to #make it stuff you guys havent already rbed 👍

[willnaib]

does tumblr not mark posts when you’ve already liked/revolved them and someone else reblogs it to your dash. is there any way to fix this

#I have a really bad memory #and will DEFINITELY rb things multiple times if i forget #which isn’t a bad thing but #if i think ive rbed it already i wont rb again #…even if i havent. and ive just forgotten #this is a problem

[strawberrycircuits]

paya honey im so sorry your tag is like that good lord

#im fighting for my fucking life in there lmao #shes like. one of my fav side characters. and theres no good content abt her that i havent already seen / rbed here 😭 #grabs autodesk sketchbook You And I Are Going To Have To Fix This At Some Point

[zevlor]

tumblr is deleting shit from my tag and im very upset about it…

#ori. #like i know i got tagged in things but they disappeared wtf #like things i’ve already rbed but who knows what they havent put in it…

[lovecorehopper]

Me fighting the urge to refer to alistair as my hubby every chance i get

#I DON'T WANNA BE THAT KINDA GIRLLLLLLLLLL BUT ITS SO TEMPTING #sometimes he is very hubby shaped ITS NOT MY FAULT WAAAAAAA #also i gotta go thru his tag again but AGH i gotta do sm scrolling to find him content i havent rbed already #sincerely yours

[trans4trans]

that brain/snatcher user remade and deleted his old blog but uhm if you dont know already he sucks ok 👍 i dont have screenshots because i didnt take any and he deactivated his old blog but he has harassed palestinians on their posts and made posts getting mad at people for showing support for palestine and being concerned about the ongoing genocide and once i rbed something about transmisogyny and then he rbed from me attacking op and derailed the post. if you havent blocked him already i recommend doing so

#same url btw

[chonnysinferno]

tumblr deleted my ask :( anyway first n most importantly, could you listen to bopgil https://youtu.be/rORI1sZM-9I?si=wwaYyY82DnO9VLHk

anyway can i send you odd asks more often

anyway anyway i thought that was a completely one sided thing like. yeah. sometimes i just rotate people in my mind for a bit n then stop . pokes you with stick

juke’s towers of hell is a tower styled obby game. while you may be cascading down the social spiral, perhaps you will be able to ascend one of these trauma inducing towers

my head hurts so much but i got fries i think it’s because of malnutrition i don’t eat enough

fuckin like. i made a vaguepost about you. just two star crossed tumblr users. i guess that’s probably weird whatever

at first i saw cjshippers on your dni and i was like ok. goodbye then. and then it’s just like that one time you horribly interpreted my post about aro mind which i definitely said in a way liable to misinterpretation when i maintagged it aka i should’ve known better and then someone i admired at time took your misinterpretation n that was so fear and then i avoided you and now you are just like. oh it’s that person again. in my notes. on occasion. youre a cryptid tawa mi… i spin my pencil sometimes. badly. so sometimes when i am thinking now i get the urge to spin my pencil and i am thinking abt it right now. spinning fry gets fry seasoning in my hands so. i wrote loveless aro heart but it’s in a fic i definitely didn’t intend platinically. it’s this thing right. shipping is so weird because i’m aromantic and when it comes down to it, the difference between romance ala romance just seems like wording. a label. cause friends can do everything that partners can and there’s no depth difference so like wh huh? i call it a shipfic but it could be considered as just thing different than how i usually write thing like. i make them kiss. whatever. i focus on how close an intimate they feel. but i could also do that when romance li lon ala. so. allos are so weird to me. still figuring out what i think of the word love but still. allos……. ? ? ? anyway writing relationships where it not being love ISN’T A FLAW is so so enrichment i should do it more

pokes you with a stick pokes you with a stick pokes you with a stick hiiiii hi hi hi hiii

it’s like the mutual i would usually send writing asks has established it likes ‘weird violence’ and complicated dynamics n such so i can send stuff w/o fear i know it a little bit however i don’t know. what is up. with you. i literally saved something i sent to it so i could just put that here however that feels like cheating and or betrayal. you turn the corner to your kitchen and i’m standing there. consuming ice very loudly and aggressively. recklessly even. ‘so do you think about the transient nature of any positive hms relationship’, i ask. what do you do (also i have plugged my own ice maker in btw)

also i’ve already convinced three (3) mutuals to watch centricide so if you do i will feel even more powerful like ohhhh wawa mi li kama suli…. surprisingly they didn’t eviscerate me very cool

it’s like showing up to the function like oh so you rbed that post you like those types of relationships. writes something down. ok so can i write about [paragraph redacted cause i realized maybe there’s a reason you shouldn’t put gore and cannibalism in someone’s inbox without permission. so can i put gore n cannibalism in your inbox :3]

NEW CENTRICIDE THEORY: radcen is called the ringleader of the centrists cause he

i forgot the joke fuck

i am so sorry im like. drawing funny objects (when im not supposed to0 be but SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH shhshshshshhb) and watching centricide rn sodfsdfkjkljddmklslmk im like. really scatterbrained im sorry HGAHAHGHAS yea im already watching it btw feel more poiwerful in return you should watch hfjone if you havent tho. like a trade of interests i get into yours you get into mine >:-)c sorry for like. misinteruptting that one post that one time. hides away i n shame i think that was like. the time i actually knew you existed. for a negative reason ^_^''''''''''' i try not to think about it cause i dont think ur still mad at me for that. hopefully this is goign to be like not arranged in the order of the ask (aka im not reading this in the way this is written. things are being answered in a way that makes no sense) PLEASE SEND ME ASKS even if they are odd. actually the odder the better im going to be honest with you i do not get much interaction askwise so. it brings me joy it wasnt a one sided thing LMFAO i guess i can see why ud see that. no its weird idk whats going on anymore. hi tho!!! is continously poked with a stick. youch. twitches like a bug uhjhmmhmhmhmh ill try jtoh i rememebr you ranting about it sometime but i dont rmemeber any of it i am so sorry also dont vaguepost about me. coward /JOKE that is funny thjo HAHAHAH also eat more. or i will find you. dont malnourish yourslef /silly idk about the shipping thing. i dont get shipping either im going to be honest with you romance is like. just not understandable to me??????????? i cant comprehend why this happens. what is romance continues to be poked more. stares at you i dotn know whats up with me either maybe someone else knows. i dont know much about myself so ^_^ being called a cryptid is probably the best way to describe me i feel. yeag put anything you want aslong as its not. nsfw or smth. ill smite you also can i have some ice pls ice is great wdym by relationship do you mean like. platonic??? romantic????? what do you mena byt his i think ive answered everything i keep having 2 scroll up LOL also edit (once again i know) i did enjoy the video link u sent thank u

#mind's eye collective asks #dljfkljskljdfklj #yega #i love these. a lot. sned more be strange #the behavior is encouraged #also if anything is repeating im actually. its 11 pm cut me some slack im twitcfhing ove rhere #— 🌗

[trickstarbrave]

i dont wanna bug op but like

to the person who rbed from me specifically and posted these tags:

#this is hilarious because dricing the speed limit is not gonna get you hit..#you really think ppl will rear end you because Youre drivimg the speed limit?#do you understand that if you get rear ended it is quite literally always their fault unless they have PROOF#that you intentionally break checked them?#rear end is always the person in backs fault i havent ever heard it ruled another way and thats how my accident was ruled w no investigation#no one will read end you because they know it would ruin their life#theyd be out a car theyd get a ticket and possibly arrested you sue them and then they cant ever replace that car#literally they cant because the used car market is nuts#no one is going to hit you guys like cmon thats the worst excuse ive ever heard#you guys are really so impatient that travelling 20x the speed you could generate on your own is too much??#jesus christ...#this is why i dont make friends this behavior is ridiculous and if i get in a car w someone and their speeding all over#im getting out of the car and were not friends anymore like you dont invite someone in your vehicle and drive unsafe w them

you are correct that getting rear ended is almost always gonna have you ruled as Not At Fault. i actually recently got hit in the rear of my car. cops ruled me not at fault. i had to CHASE DOWN THIS WOMAN'S FUCKING INSURANCE TO GET THEM TO PAY FOR MY CAR. and do you know what they said? they said the car wasn't worth fucking fixing. they said it was totaled. it wasn't even that fucked up. but apparently repairs were FAR beyond what the car was worth despite buying a new vehicle costing WAY MORE THAN THAT. this debacle took literally MONTHS trying to resolve. eventually i had to get my dad involved, go to MY insurance, get the money up to what they determined my fucking car was worth, and then pay for the rest of the repairs out of fucking pocket.

i guess i could have chased this old woman down in small claims court for the fucking difference but 1. i dont think the court would have given a shit and decided its MY problem my vehicle is apparently worth only 1k dollars 2. she's an old woman that only hit me because she had fainted earlier, was trying to show her friend how to back up the car bc her breaks were fucked up, accidentally hit the gas too hard while disoriented, and hit my car. she was already at fault for her friend's medical bills. do you think i wanted to be the bad guy hounding some old woman for fucking money.

also like. it doesn't matter if they are at fault and we are going at the designated highway speed limit of 65-70 mph here. that is going to completely destroy the back of my car, potentially flip my vehicle or at the very least cause me to go off road, and i might actually die. "oh that won't happen grow up--" ive been in a near fatal car accident WITHOUT someone fucking read ending me on the highway. my wheel locked up when i was trying to make a pass and i ended up going off road and crashing into a tree. i was lucky it wasnt me going off road off a fucking mountainside bc those are common here and would have meant absolute certain death. sure they will go to jail for manslaughter but i dont want a pyrrhic fucking victory jackass i wanna live

i have driven the speed limit before. i had ppl up my fucking ass who then pass me and flip me off or deliberately made a point to drive close to the side of my vehicle in a passing lane to intimidate me. "but thats illegal they can't do that" astute observation shithead. do you think when i am worried about Not Dying as someone who has Nearly Died In A Car Accident Before because some jackass has decided killing both of us is a valid response to a mild inconvenience i wanna try and get their fucking license plate and call the cops who will tell me "we'll look into it" and do fucking nothing?

i would really genuinely love to not live in a shit place like this. our car centric infrastructure is also done in a way that de-incentivizes actually going the speed limit for most ppl (did you know ppl slow down if the streets are more narrow naturally? yeah they also speed the fuck up if there are like 7 fucking lanes on this road). people here drive like maniacs. i've also nearly been killed for even dumber reasons than someone deciding to ride my ass down the highway like coming to a complete fucking stop on the highway leading to me having to swerve into 2 other lanes. and i was GOING THE SPEED LIMIT DURING THIS INCIDENT.

tl;dr:

"someone might rear end you bc u live in a place with insane ass drivers? yeah right thats illegal, people can't do that!"

#i drive like an asshole sometimes but not necessarily for speeding #if im speeding its because everyone else is speeding #which yes driving slower than everyone else around you is also dangerous #its famously why it is ill advised to drive UNDER the speed limit #if ppl actually drove the speed limit around me these things would be less of an issue

[baeshijima]

this is just a mini heads up, but i wont be active until friday, maybe even going into the weekends !!

u may have already noticed me complaing abt this, but i have a major final project due on thursday for my english language coursework which im like,,, halfway done with ;w; so i wont be on any socmeds until after so that i can stop procrastinating and not fail this part of the course :’)

this is also why i havent been as engaging with asks recently, and im so sorry to those of u who have sent smth but it hasnt been answered,,, i swear i see them but i havent had the time nor energy bc of this 😭 other than that, the ayato fic will be rbed a couple more times on a schedule but other than that i wont be online !!

everyone i hope u all take care of urself !! remember to hydrate regularly, eat what u can manage and get plenty of rest unlike me :D <33

once again apologies for the lack of content recently 😔 currently rioting at the world for making me be in this situation with no free time 😔 the audacity 😔

#sophie’s idle chatter #sobs in tearing my hair out #its not even the write up thats bugging me bc analysis is easy and i can do that with no problems #its the fuckinwgs transcripts i have to produce to actually make the analyses 🐥 #bangs head on wall sophie why did u choose multilingualism as ur topic with ur old baby videos even tho its such a good project but hrgrhhrh #anywho its nearly 12 am and while i could try and pull an all-nighter i have early morning class for eng lang. sobs. #bUT !! i have the rest of the day off bc no bio this week bc my teach is in croatia on a trip :D #so i can have sleepless night tmrw and wednesday :DD #anyway logging off and saying gn now otherwise i will cry from the consequences of my procrastination :> gn everyone if u made it this far !

[stupidfuckingpieceofshit]

alright. youre asking directly so okay. ill just tell you from the beginning. found the last url accidentally when you rbed something from your main (edited in 10/10: pretty sure it was the 'i need to be taken out back and shot' post, if you want to know exactly when.) had seen the url change because i had the page open for like 48 straight hours but brain stole the information from me so i forgot it for, i don't know, a month, month and a half? youd sent me a screenshot of a reblog so in a moment of weakness and fear and obsession and stupidity i tracked down the post and went through the notes until i found the url id forgotten. so yeah i read it. compulsively. its a violation of your privacy and trust and its not okay of me and i apologize for being so fucking insane. like you have pretty clearly said, its none of my business. if you ask me to stop ill stop. and if i had completely believed that you didnt want me reading it i wouldnt have. i dont not want to talk about it but i hadnt been able to figure out how, if you do we can (10/10: you know, hopefully, that i want to talk about anything and fucking everything with you all of the time. deepest depths of our sick sick brains shit. all of it. any of it. idc) if you want to post about it and have me read it and never verbally acknowledge any of this instead you can. if you want to change the url so you know im not seeing anything you can. if youre upset with or mad at me i understand and i'm capable of handling that, do whatever you need to about it, let me know whatever you need from me one way or another if you can.

also, if i had seen that you needed me to come be out there i fully would have. i wish i hadnt been asleep. i always just want to do everything i can to try keep you safe. i dont post here, either, obviously, so sorry about that. you knowing this blog is completely different from what i did because i literally straight up told you the url since it was already inactive anyway. havent been sure if you knew the real one bc i wasnt sure if the time i accidentally rbed smthn from you onto it was a hallucination or not (still am not sure)

and anyways, i love you and im sorry

#drafted with intention to proofread and post however many weeks ago when you were posting upsettedly telling me directly to say something #left it for multiple days because i didnt have the guts and then felt it was too late #well #you're asking again #right?

[hanarchy]

if i havent reblogged that post abt liking to see u on my dash thats just because i have it on my blog several times already, i love seeing everyone who rbed it from me on my dash!!! very much!!!!!!

[catboyrightsdefender]

Idk if u get replies from ppl u don't follow bc jail Era but I'm curious abt ur les mis art! I'm a long time les mis fan and feel like I know every fanartist bc of that (which is hubris I know) but I kind collect fanart on my sidelong bigendervaljean and would love to add anything uve posted (if i havent already). No probs if ur not comfortable sharing but I figured I'd ask in case my reply to ur post didn't go thru

ooh i follow your sideblog! my les mis blog is @javerttt, iirc you might have rbed some of my stuff! i haven't posted there in years tho 😩

#answers #thanks for asking because i indeed dont seem to have gotten your reply dkdkdk

[melodramas]

i haven’t checked my tag in a while i’m really sorry but i’ll start rbing things from it starting tmrw

#aashna.txt #if i havent already rbed #then i probably wont bc i dont want to scroll back #its just been. a week™

[rootbeerfloats]

i just realized that most people dont do this but im really sorry if i like something from you and then rb it a million years later 😭😭😭 my queue...

#speaking #the only reason i like it before queueing is so that i can tell this difference between the posts ive already queued/reblogged and ones i #havent... you'd be suprised at how often i forget if ive rbed a post or not LOL

[rinko-fujinami]

i need to stop posting about only lupin and jojo i am essentially getting like no interactions anymore

#to the 4 or 5 ppl still rbing from me thank you #i just havent been watching as much anime and everything that i actually liked besides those 2 ive all posted out #like ive already rbed all the robot carnival and mospeada posts on this website n those were the only 2 i really loved from last year #and dragon's heaven from the year before that #i mean there's still cobra i guess #and i golden kamuy but i dont wanna spoil mysel #I NEED NEW LUPIN

[headspacehotel]

i have like ,,, 1-2 more ideas for little short writing thingies like that one with vanya from the au thing but then idk what to write anymore hahahaha so like writing gods give me strength and maybe an idea or 2

#santi speaks #more like santi rambles #im awake on some higher frequency #and all i wanna do is be creative #but thats as far as my brain is going atm #so im gonna attempt go find some ask memes i havent rbed already #i keep seeing the like nsfw/steamy ones but brain doesn't know if it wants that on this blog or nah