#if the irs wants their money they can bleed it from my veins in person

[borderlinebelle]

even though I smashed my car with only “partial collision insurance so I’m fucked, haven’t paid rent yet, shattered my phone, my pcp found a lump in my right titty, the IRS is chasing me for 2k, my credit cards are maxed out to the tune of like 10k, and student loan payments start this month… you know what folks…

I’m very grateful to have a dynamic/outrageous/loving family, a job i love that I grow in, healthy kids, and idk a deep unconditional love for every single one of the humans on this stupid little planet with me. The American system was not designed for people to win and that’s okay. We can exist within it without measuring our value in dollar amounts. I’m just gonna keep swimming. 🐟

I don’t have all the answers and I’m losing at capitalism… but I’m HOPEFUL! I’m excited to be alive. I’m trying to choose happiness and nature and relationships over stress and anxiety because I can only do what I can do.

So FUCK IT! If you’re going through it today: I’m rooting for you deeply and I know we’ll be okay.

take a walk, enjoy a small pleasure, we made it to today.

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