#im glad im in my little aesthetic corner away from brainrot dead end discourse

[faggotslime]

Y'all who left Tumblr ages ago ever find yourself craving the toxicity and hatred that this app put y'all through?

The endless days and night receiving anon hatemail, death threats, doxxing etc eventually felt so normal to me that without it and still being on this app feels abnormal.

I know it's entirely wrong and counterproductive to be 'craving' it— that's also not the right word for the emotion it's invoking but idk what the right word WOULD be—, but something something abuse feels normal to an abused person to the point sometimes we feel isolated without it and like something is wrong

#vent #idk i am healing but it still just feels weird #especially since its gotten so much worse? #to the point one of the fucking cofounders is crying about receiving anon hate and 'uwu im taking a break from here' #to 'um ahctually ive donated so kuch money to kgbt organizations??' hey bud thats great yall have sat silent for 10 years on your own app #homophobia and transphobia run ramapnt on this app and youve literally allowed it and curated it #but niw that its your problem suddenly 'omg noooeesss :(((' cry me a river #i so hoped that this app wouldve healed more than it has #im glad im in my little aesthetic corner away from brainrot dead end discourse #ive gotten one dude being transphobic in my asks since last yeat and it was only bc i reblogged my own post #but its been silent and its just like 'when is it coming bc it always does' #that feeling of impending doom never goes away when im on here #sigh