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#im just better at cutting away the things i hate on this hellsite.
violet-amet · 1 year
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twitter is a bit of a cesspool, but then, its a large social media platform. anyways, im being self-conscious again, and its not helping my mental state.
art in general is subjective, and i get that. and i must admit, i dont think i write well, or write good stories. my grammar is shaky, and there isnt an excuse for that. i just feel bad about it.
but idk. this is more of a problem i feel like i need to fix, and i can only do that by myself. i just feel bad in general myself. like, i shouldnt do anything, because im not good at anything. so whats the point in doing anything at all?
but that sort of thinking is toxic. and i am trying to get better. i want to. its just a hard thing to pull through, imo. ah. and i dont want to drag others into my mess or mindset. its a very unhealthy thing.
esp since my own friends do care about me, and i dont want to put them down either. its still a me problem, but i am glad that i am not entirely alone about this. i just gotta do my best, whatever my best is, not others. hm.
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evening-blossoms · 4 years
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Bodyguard Chadnico AU
This is the Second time I do this post bc Tumblr deleted the first one I hate this hellsite
This AU was based of this post
Anyways!!!!! Chaddick is the spoiled, arrogant, bratty Prince of Foxwood, and Nicholas is the grumpy, cranky, impatient bodyguard.
Nico Hates this job. He Hates having to deal with that Spoiled Brat every day.
Chad Hates his new bodyguard. Who cares if Dad says hes the best one and so is the most fit to protect a Heir????? He is so annoying and did Nobody tell him that Smiles are Physically Possible???? Or does he just have a problem in that handsome face that he isnt able to smile????
But both share one thing in common - THEYRE GAY AND SO, SO, OBLIVIOUS.
Prince Cedric is a Little Less Oblivious.
Cedric: JUST FACE IT CHADDICK YOU THINK YOUR BODYGUARD IS HOT
Chad: NO I DO NOT
So Cedric decides that if Theyre not gonna do it themselves, he should set the two up. All his attempts fail.
Nicholas kinda hates everything at this point. Except for his friend, Anadil. She doesnt take shit from anyone. She is good company. And Caleb too, but thats more because literally Any Adult That Comes In Contact With That Child Decides to Adopt Him.
No seriously. He is a Little Angel. Anyone that dislikes him is a Monster.
Nico voice// If anything happened to that kid, I'd kill everyone in this castle and then myself.
Mood, Nico. Mood
Nothing Happens to Caleb tho
Id never introduce such a cinnamon roll to then make him suffer ok
IM NOT SOMAN
Nico and Chad go on that "Spoiled Prince vs Guard Who Aint Having None Of That Shit" fashion until...
PIANO LESSONS!!!!!
Chad has to take them. But he Sucks. Seriously.
Nico feels like his ears are being Brutally Assaulted Every Single Time.
So one day he's had enough. And decides to Act Out the way hes feeling.
Chad scoffs. "As if you could do any better.",
"Watch me" Nico snaps. Then he sits down. And plays Wonderfully. Like, Scalping-Chad-Via-Piano Wonderful.
So that makes Chad loose his sleep a bit.
So he decides to Make Nico Teach Him.
And at first Nico is Very Angry abt this. But he does so anyways.
So Every Night they play. And at first Nico is a very grumpy and bossy teacher, but with time, things better. Maybe because Nico actually Likes playing for Chad, although hed never admit it. Perhaps it is because of the looks of admiration and awe he always gets. Probably that.
And also bc being Closer to Nico has made Chad change a bit too. Hes less Bratty and Arrogant. He's just becomig a kinder, better person in general.
And one night...
"Think I'll have a break" Chad says, and stands up, leaning on the piano tail. Nico sits down and starts playing.
And Chad just watches him play, the moon's silver light cast over him contrasting with the warm, yellow glow of the candles. It was nice to watch him play, even if it was only by the way his expression softens and the hint of a smile that plays on his lips whenever he is playing. He wonders what Nico's smiles actually are like. Probably not much of a bright smile. More of a serene smile.
And Chad only realizes the Gay has Hit him as Gently as a Train On Max Speed when he feels his cheeks going hot. Fuck. Is he blushing too???
And then Nico stands up,
And now theyre so close, oh God, Oh Fuck,
And Chad really wants to kiss him but he doesnt know how or when or-
Nicholas kisses him. It is nice, soft, gentle kiss.
It doesnt last long as Nico realizes what he's done.
Chad doesn't give him time to wonder if he's overstepped or not, because he grabs him by the waist and kisses him back.
And when they break away again, Nico is smiling. A genuine smile. It is the first time Chad has actually seen him smile.
And Chad was right. It is a serene smile. Not bright with teeth. Just a calm, a bit subtle, but still, a smile. Chad thinks it is lovely.
"Youre actually smiling." He says. Then he smirks. "Should I call a doctor?"
"Shut up"
"I can schedule you a therapist-"
"Oh, cut it out," Nico snaps, giving him a light punch on the shoulder. But he never stops smiling. Chad is Sure he's heard a giggle.
After a few days, Cedric finds abt that kiss. He decides he can finally die in peace.
And so Chad and Nico start dating. In Secret, but still Dating.
But one thing comes in their way. Chad ends up in an arranged marriage with Princess Beatrix of Jaunt Jolie.
However, Bea is a Lesbian, and is Dating Her bodyguard, Reena.
Seriously??? For Reatrix it was Love At First Sight. 3 days into the job theyre kissing. By the time the arranged marriage happens, they had already started planning to elope and get married in secret.
So Bea and Chad decided to work together to Sabotage The Wedding.
Sadly it doesnt work. One has never seen a couple looking so miserable during a wedding when the day comes.
HOWEVER! When the priest goes "does anyone object-"
Reena and Nico stand up at the same time and start talking over each other. When they realize What is going on they change to "oh no you-" "-oh please go on-" "-oh after you-"
After some minutes of that Reena talks first. And she doesnt have the time to Finish her Passionate Declaration because Bea is already rushing from the altar to jump into her arms.
Nico is more direct. He Marches into the altar and kisses Chad Right There.
This causes enough upheaval for the Wedding to be Called Off.
But yknow what??? Bea is Already in a Wedding Dress so she decides to marry Reena right there. It is a Beautiful wedding. Chad is Absolutely Sobbing.
A few weeks later he and Nico get married. It is also a great wedding. Cedric is Chads best man. He is crying like a child at the wedding. And so is Chad. By the time he can say "I do" he's sobbing.
Aaaand thats it for the Main plot!!!!! Here are some cameos that should make it to the fic if I write it:
Tagatha has a cameo!!!! Tedros is the Also Spoiled Bratty Prince, hes Heir to the Throne Of Camelot. And similar to Chaddick, he also is in a predicament of being-attracted-to-his-bodyguard-that-he-also-hates: Agatha. First appearance is Teddy paying Chad a visit and them bitching abt the bodyguard ordeal to each other lmao. Tho one week after Reatrixs wedding Tedros comes to a visit again. And Chad catches them kissing behind a pillar.
Hestadil!!!! Ani is a guard and Nicos friend. Hester is Ani's girlfriend, and although she doesnt work at the castle, she pays Ani a visit sometimes. Shes a hunter. Also Dot is their roommate, and she sells chocolate (thought itd be a nice tie to her special talent in canon sjsjdj)
And Nicphie!!!!! Sophie is Princess of Gavaldon, she makes a cameo during the wedding along with her girlfriend Nicola.
Yara is a guard at Foxwood, and Kiko is a maid And her girlfriend. (My dumbass only thought of that 14 hours after posting this so I had to edit to make the change 😔)
So yeah thats pretty much it lmao skdkdkfm
I originally wanted to make it into a Comic but Idk if I have the skill to do so??? So I think I'll only write it But I Might end up making some short comics based on it idk
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ryukogo · 5 years
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heck yeah before i go to bed more dragon!kagami/ryukogo and turtle!nino/carapace ninogami au stuff
the moment marinette figures out that kagami is ryukogo and adrien figures out that nino is carapace you can bet your asses adrien makes a Sick™ Fushigi Yuugi reference by calling their ‘love square’ “Genbu”, after the Black Tortoise
marinette loves him but kicks his ass for that reference
anyway im splitting all this shit behind the cut
NINO / KAGAMI
the nino and kagami side of the love square is basically “we’re two of adrien’s closest friends on different sides of the interest spectrum and we may or may not think the other is really cute but we’re never gonna be able to spit it out”
on nino’s end it’s “she’s really cute and could kick my ass and i’d thank her but i get tongue tied around her so guess i’ll perish”
on kagami’s end it’s “he’s actually a very interesting person and maybe i do really really enjoy his company a lot and he’s got potential and okay he’s cute”
they do fencing together after kagami says she could teach him [i go more into depth on that shit in another ninogami post, it’s easy to find since i’m the only ninogami shipper on this hellsite]
NINO/RYUKOGO
the thing is, his first impression of ryukogo wasn’t very good since he thought she was an akuma trailing chat noir, but damn if she didn’t kick ass while fighting him and he admired her for that and her willingness to apologize when chat noir and ladybug had cleared that all up
ANYWAY
ryukogo’s saved nino more than once and while nino is borderline indignant on the inside - because he’s a hero, he can handle himself -, he also blushes as red as nathaniel’s hair because he really, really likes being carried by ryukogo’s strong arms (BUT YOU’LL NEVER GET HIM TO ADMIT THAT OUT LOUD)
at some point chat noir asks ryukogo to shadow nino for a bit when an akuma is after him, and ryukogo just straight up shows up on nino’s balcony with no warning and gives him a heart attack before she explains she’s here to protect him from the akuma
(and in that moment, nino feels his heart do a jig and ship itself off to hawaii)
and after that incident nino offers to let ryukogo listen to his music just so she has something to do besides practice with her sword in his room - she declines the first few times, but nino plays his music anyway since it’s his room and she eventually sidles up and asks to hear anyway
(nino absolutely does NOT pay attention to how close she’s seated to him no sir)
ryukogo on the other hand is lowkey pleased to be freer in costume to converse with nino, and nino seems much more open to ryukogo anyway - she thinks nino is afraid of kagami or at least intimidated which is why he doesn’t speak to her, and thus believes this is her best opportunity to get to know him better
by her fifth visit she knows most of his favorite things and he’s learned about three favorites of hers - favorite color (ruby red), favorite instrument (piano), and favorite flower (snapdragons) <to which he comments that it’s pretty appropriate, and she bops him on the head with the flat edge of her sword>
KAGAMI/CARAPACE
kagami’s opinion on carapace is split - her first impression of him wasn’t exactly very good (she thought he was an akuma following ladybug), but he’d defended himself against her onslaught and dealt back blows just as well so he’d garnered her respect
there are a few times when kagami finds herself without the chance to transform and within sight of an akuma, and nearly all of those times it’s carapace diving in to protect her - which she’s thankful for, but also her pride won’t let her say so out loud in public
(like literally you’ll see his shield flying out of nowhere to deflect blows from an akuma coming at her)
carapace is always so, so concerned for her and it’s borderline startling for her because she’s just a civilian, why is he so focused on specifically her safety? he should go help ladybug and chat noir and ryukogo when she comes around! and he’s like ‘i know you can defend yourself, but let me do this for you, okay? i’m a superhero and i’m trying to help!’
‘i don’t need a hero’, she says, and carapace just gives her an infuriatingly cute smile when he says ‘i know. but i wanna be.’ and kagami’s sorely tempted to throw her bag at him but he’s already ducked away back into the fight and why are her cheeks red and warm this isn’t fair
(meanwhile carapace is screaming internally because he FINALLY GOT TO SAY SOMETHING TO HER AND IT’S NOT EVEN AS A CIVILIAN AND THIS IS A DISASTER WAYZZ)
CARAPACE/RYUKOGO
after the whole incident with mistaken identities, carapace is more than willing to make amends with ryukogo, and ryukogo, while prideful, is convinced by chat noir to do the same, and they’re partnered up despite the turtle usually being paired with the fox [who’s still gonna be alya in the au, but by this point marinette hasn’t needed the fox as much as she needed the turtle and chat just really wanted a dragon teammate]
whenever ladybug and chat are on patrol, the two are usually sparring on rooftops, practicing moves against and with each other - neither carapace nor ryukogo can deny the slight deja vu they get when fighting with each other, but they don’t really mention it and just enjoy the fact that they’re good matches battle-wise for each other
carapace mentions once during a break in practice that he’d hate to be her enemy, and when ryukogo returns the sentiment he can’t help but grin so earnestly that ryukogo excuses herself for a bit to turn a little red and cough into her fist
oh! they’re always shaking their heads at the romantic entanglement of ladybug and chat noir and carapace mentions once that he thinks he has this small crush on this girl in school, but he’s not sure if she’d even be interested because she’s way out of his league and all, and definitely more in league with adrien agreste
ryukogo doesn’t particularly care, but does ask him who it is that he thinks is so out of his league when he’s a superhero, and carapace makes her swear not to tell before admitting it’s kagami and beginning to list down why he thinks he has a crush on her - and ryukogo just turns five shades of white and then twenty shades of red in about fifteen seconds, much to carapace’s confusion
that’s all i have for now lads
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funginerd · 6 years
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                             remember my thanksgiving list? this one is gonna be worse. yes you read right, im attempting this and i hope whoever sees this has a nice day and happy holidays. star tr.ek in more ways than i care to admit has shaped my life so to write paul and get back into the fandom felt like a fresh breeze while simultaneously it felt like coming home and i’m incredibly happy to be here again with such cool and kind folks like you all.                             basically, because german’s celebrate christmas on the 24th and we open our presents the same evening this might come as a pre-present to some of you but whatever. HAPPY HOLIDAYS, guys, under the cut is a long ass list from me to you to express just how grateful i am for you all to be here. i tried my best to include as many people as i could but of course, i sadly don't have the capacity to find kind words for all of my beauty followers but please be aware - and i might repeat myself but it doesn't make it less true - i love you all and im thankful you’re here with me.
in no particular order bc fuck me that's too much work (also wow jelly told me it was stupid to keep my conversations in tabs but tbh never really closing them really helped me here)
@infiinitepossibilities : im glad we started talking more. before i just knew you as this amazing multimuse writer who had all their muses down perfectly but now im getting to know you as an amazing person as well and that's just incredibly cool
@hcndlehim : adam, my dear boy adam. i love you. through many fandoms and over the course of many blogs we have stayed together and i can honestly say that is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. you’re such a delight to talk to and your writing has such a nice flow, so having you as my friend and writing partner for so long has just ?? made my a lot happier than you know
@culberr  / @disciipled : i have time and time again told you i love your writing and i have no idea if oyu think im kidding when i say i show it off but some of my friends can confirm i did actually send stuff to them and i do gush about our amazing writing because i cannot get enough of your style (and oyu bc i lub u). your way of telling things just has such a nice and easy flow that it makes me want to never stop reading your things and we’re lvl 5 friends so when i say i hate how much i love everything you do im not lying. you are amazing and talented and such a nice guy like im still stocked to be able to call you that and not weird you out with that. i just ?? adore you
@stamcts : some people say my aesthetic is on point but they obviously have never seen your blog bc arthur? i love every single post you make. i have seen your ic posts, they’re great and your writing is beyond amazing so ?? let it be known i adore you and im jealous of your skills to dig up cool things on the internet. and ur writing skill, fuck you for that.
@lifedeathpeacewar : leo my boi, my friend,i just cannot tell you how easily i fall in love with people who stan the same people i stan and lets be honest i think you love him more than i do but that's okay bc this way i can focus some of my love on you. im one of the people that say i love duplicates but then only follow two idk why im just that weird but i know you’re doing great with my son and i know you’re doing even  better with mark and lets be honest i already know you’re gonna be great with lucas as well bc you’re great with everything that you put your mind to and i envy you for that.
@orbinglight : i tried for your birthday already to express how much i love you but in no language the world has to offer there are enough words to really make it known just how much you really mean to me. im not as poetic as you are when it comes to praising and finding the right way to phrase things for you, so i just have to hope that you know - through all my clumsy attempts of telling you - just how near and dear to my heart you are. at this point you’re truly the person with the most beautiful soul i have ever met online or irl and i just cannot stand the thought of one day maybe not having you anymore because damn you’re gorgeous and amazing and talented and in so many ways the best thing that has happened to me on this blue hellsite
@selflessdoctor : i kinda wanna say see above bc for you too i feel all these things even though i dont always tell them as outright as i list them for artie but you’re important to me, having found you and somehow forced you into talking to me and becoming my friend was one of the best ideas i ever had and ? im so glad you let me - this odd girl you never met before - stick around and harras you. not really you know what i mean but like ?? i love you and i know i don't say that often enough but just let it be known you’re fucking perfect okay.
@turrissomnia  : three god damn blog changes and you know what ? i still love you, im still impressed by your TOS knowledge and im still absolutely adoring your portrayals. now its just even more muses you’re nailing its really cool to watch tbh.
@bellicaptivus : i honestly dont understand your fascination with strudel but im here for it and im here for your absolute magnificent portrayal of this boi so stay awesome, stay here with us and ?? don’t change bc i absolutely adore you
@adheretologic : i probably mentioned this before but you were the first disco blog i ever followed, like i think you came before adam and i still very much love seeing you on my dash
@kelpiencomplexities : i wish we knew each other better, i wish i would see your writing but man, i just love you in general idk you just are such a delight, like you introduced yourself with a pun thats always a plus in my book im just ?? very happy to have you around friend you’e really cool
@georgiov : im extremely thankful for your patience, you somehow have managed to explain the basics of SW to me without losing your mind and all that while running an amazing disco blog? you’re and im running out of positive words but like you’re the best and i love you okay
@starxbcrn : you are so iconic its unfair, like look at you having all of this creativity and talent and somehow you always come back to your golden boi, i just ?? cannot not tell you how much you inspire me and how much i love seeing you around without having to use the thesaurus
@astromed : you aesthetic: on point. your mccoy: on point. your writing: unfairly amazing. i’ll be honest i like looking at your posts, i like reading your posts, i like just having you on my dash and from the few interactions we had i know you’re a cute bean. i said it before you got recommended to me by a friend and i cannot ever regret following you
@neverarhyme : call me a nerd but i love you and im very grateful we’ve managed to stick together through me ignoring your messages and you being you for two years already but you’ve somehow become one of my best friends on this website and i don't hate you for it. in fact im time and time again amazed at how oyu handle things, at how developed ver is and how you still manage to surprise me even tho so much time ahas passed.
@theharricr : lizzie, lizzie, lizzie, you are my light sometimes, i just ? i just absolutely love you, no strings attached i love talking to you, i love watching things with you just ?? being able to call you a friend is honestly making me so happy time and time again
@jaylahofussfranklin : you’re one of the people who sometimes pop up and sometimes vanish without a trace and honestly every time you  come back to me im very happy about it. like - you’re cool, you’re one of my oldest friends here, probably the only german i want to talk to on this website and idk if i ever told you but your jaylah and your sarah are just fucking perfect.
@friendoftheood : honestly every time we talk you’re just the cutest bean and your grasp on rose is absolutely admirable. i have no idea why you think im worthy of having you follow me but im so grateful to have you around you can’t imagine
@cadetxtilly : you are honestly a bucket of sunshine and your tilly just absolutely makes me happy. she is very on point, she is very adorable and you convey every single aspect of her perfectly. your headcanons and ic posts about her just ?? make it really worth following you
@atomiism : would still 10/10 drop my man for you but real talk? when i rp’ed as ray and saw you and your blog and your writing i was ready to just completely give this boy over to you and what you have done with him since then is magical, i cannot believe someone as talented as you is here and likes me. even after so mayn months im still blown away by having met you, by knowing the face behind the brain that knows all these pretty words and can string them together like damn my darling dear you are perfect in every single way <3
@burnedlegend : you truly are a very special specimen. obv not in a bad way i mean i fucking love you but in a way that you’re so unique even though you’re sometimes a mess i can honestly say im looking forward to seeing you grow and be happy in your life bc already you have a fantastic personality and a kind soul and you’re so refreshing to talk to (when u fucking answer) idk if i have told you lately, probably not bc lets face it i suck as well, but i adore you and i value your friendship and i’ll always be here if you need me. you’re great no matter what anyone says, bc you’re you and i love that man that i have come to know over the course of this year bc he is such a passionate disaster and i wouldn’t want you to stop being you for anything in the world.
@revivedlegend : you’re an absolute dear, you have been there for me in tough times and you’ve given me so many great advice i honestly don't know what i would do without you. i know life is hard and i know people say it gets better but sometimes it doesn’t look that way? listen, you’re perfect and you deserve good things and im absolutely positive that you’ll reach great things, that life will be beautiful for you but until then im here for you and i love you with all of my heart and some that i borrowed from gabe. you are amazingly creative even if you dont see that right know but i have always loved your portrayals, your writing and your devotion to the things you love. christina you’re fantastic, okay. <3
@warsighted  : i love you, i hate your penname but i love everything else about you. listen, from the way you approach characters to the way your characterise them and the way you plot and the way you get excited about things. i love all of that. you’re incredible and so nice on top of being stupidly talented. its honestly unfair thank god you’re balancing that out with a weird penname xD
@outlawiism : how can i make this list and not say something nice about you? kinda not an option tbh bc you’re this amazing ball of positivity even when times are rough its just magical to see you on my dash and now that we talk again its just making me want to be the best version of myself so i can spread just as much positivity and make people happy and honestly? all that aside your love and devotion to peter is one of a kind, your writing is flawless and i just hope ?? one day you’re gonna archive your dreams and do the things you want and tbh you deserve cool things happening to you. so knock on wood for that!
@srenity & @courtesn : sorry im throwing you both together like this but liten, i’ve loved your inara before and im incredibly happy you’re back and now seeing the both of you play this otp out is something i hadn’t known i needed bc you’re not just beautifully on point but you’re both carrying the fandom with your fantastic writing its just making me love firefly so much more thanks to you two <3
@snowinabottle : you’re cute, your girl is cute, your blog is cute, your aesthetic is cute idk maybe you noticed, maybe you didn't but im not the best with words i just ? don't know how i should tell you but i like having you around and i like seeing you on my dash and i just like you in general okay? okay
@stellaexlacrima : im always weak for ocs even tho sometimes it takes me a while to get to know them and im sorry we didnt start talking sooner bc now that i know you i cannot believe i was so blind to your genius for so long. honestly? i love you, i loved plotting with you, i loved talking to you and im absolutely positive i will love writing with yoou no matter how slow i am. im absolutely excited for our thread, im excited for orange people and weird caves and wicked plant sutff bc i a excited to let paul have this adventure with anika
@multamusae : you are one of the people on this website who somehow manage to be very productive and as much as it sometimes makes me feel funny very often i look at your blog and im just astonished by the sheer amount of work and effort you put into everything. you are incredible, you’re so cool and your ocs give me all the life, i originally followed you for your mycroft and im still here it feels like years have passed and you’re still this amazingly talented writer from so long ago please don't ever change in that way.
@childzerozeronine : we don’t talk often enough and that is partially my fault and partially yours but let it be known im very happy that we did eventually started talking after so long of just loving artie together. nine is one of the best stranger thangs ocs i have ever seen and we both know for a while you couldn't look anywhere without them but she is amazing and i love her and i love you and im sorry im not the best chat partner
@derbefehl : we honestly have never talked but i feel very much drawn towards you for you have shown a great taste in muse, a great taste in ivan and you’re just all around ? really cool to have on my dash? i really like your writing like damn that's some good stuff you have right there
@chosemypain : i know we never talked but jelly is really loving your portrayal and honestly that’s good enough for me, you have shown great taste in show and muse and im all here for your brilliance tbh 
@espressovixen / @brokenspy : vicky my dear, im sorry im not on jayne so it might be confusing but it is i, your local disappointment: dottie. can i just take a moment and tell you: you’re probably one of my favourite writers? like idk if you can tell but i have seen so many people, i’ve seen so many different writings styles and yours is just ? outstanding to me. your love and passion for your girls is magical, your personality is so sweet and kind and i ? cannot believe how lucky i am to call you a friend, i’ve literally been in love with your writing like four blogs ago already.
@fasciinating : you are probably one of the first spocks i EVER found and honestly i can’t believe i got so lucky that you follow me back, i swear whenever i see you on my dash im just blown away by your talent and portrayal 
@methodcop : over different blogs and fandoms neither of us is in im very glad we seem to keep finding each other over and over again. you truly are one of these people that you just ?? don't feel right not having on the dash, skye you’re amazing and i love you okay? okay
@rendczvous : fish, im sorry you’re last on this list and i wasn’t sure if i should even say something but honestly i just kind of have to. you are so cute and jelly loves you so much i sorta have to be thankful that you put up with her when im not around and honestly that in itself is a feat already but then you write and its just like woah you’re not just cute but also talented and honestly i find that unfair and i would like to file a complaint
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST EVEN MORE AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE AND I LOVE YOU ALL EVEN THO WE NEVER TALKED THE AMOUNT OF TALENT ON THIS LIST IS OVERWHELMING TURNING CAPSLOCK OFF IS IMPOSSIBLE BC I FEEL VERY STRONGLY ABOUT THIS:
@newaldera / @sunworn / @noprodigalson (ur a cutie and i feel like i had to mention that here) / @selfsaving / @stellarumwomen / @monstrousmade / @resistancehistorian / @astradie / @chpls / @seeheroic / @livesinnarrative / @hopefired / @danversiism / @dancerdoc /  @acepilct / @starshipxcaptain / @starfleets1stmutineer / @pcrsonae / @spacemarincr / @saevio / @starjourney / @theholisticdetective / @paramounticebound / @ichorcrowncd / @abscntee / @boywonderish & @needanswers (im convinced you two are just the real deal and the hsow never ended like you two really are that good) / @boldlylogical / @aprettygooddetective / @amcrist / @enhanc / @mysticwiitch / @coneyislandcastaway / @daredbetter / @atlantisking / @164 / @zooomies / @xenobridge / @thistimefeelsnew / @chaxswalking / @hisgenius / @verycivilofyou / @five-guns-days / @interstel / @superiorambition / @thedestrcyer / @astrcphobia / @admiralsdontfly / @addsalsa / @sempitern / @heroheart / @thexjoinedxsurgeon / @xaedificare / @quietresistance / @falsepsychiic / @gcdlikc / @makeshistory / @positronicminds / @honoredsouls / @zherka / @samenkomen / @spaceforkirk / @definiibus / @captainussdiscovery / @mavxricks <3 / @ofstarrynights /  @1stofficerspock / @humanandvulcan / @nxtasidekick / @dutyandcompassion
wow. ehm happy holidays guys and im so sorry if i have missed anyone i truly tired my best.
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omfg ok under the cut cuz yeah long af
Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify!
is your room messy or clean? uhhh it’s in the middle i guess lmao a little messy but not complete chaos imo?
what color are your eyes? dark brown
do you like your name? why? i hate my given name so instead i named myself alex and now i rly like it ay B) 
what is your relationship status? single
describe your personality in 3 words or less caring, impatient, lazy
what color hair do you have? brown
what kind of car do you drive? color? i dont have a car
where do you shop? uhhhhh i dont really shop much cuz im broke? but sometimes in various stores it depends on what im getting?
how would you describe your style? “i don’t have enough money to dress in the style i actualyl like so this will have to do”
favorite social media account ngl it’s probably this hellsite
what size bed do you have? queen
any siblings? nah, only child
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? hmmmm probably canada? cause they seem rly chill with lgbtq ppl and they are rather safe? plus i speak the language sooo
favorite snapchat filter? ...the dog one (well out of the current ones cuz i rly miss the “greek goddess” or whatever the hell was the name of that one)
favorite makeup brand(s) kinda rly dont care tbh? i kinda of go with whats cheaper lmao and also it varies on what it is (foundation, eye shadow, etc)
how many times a week do you shower? usually every day tho im ngl today i was so exhausted (im super sick) that i forgot to shower
favorite tv show? currently? probably the magicians
shoe size? varies between 7~8 US
how tall are you? 162cm
sandals or sneakers? sneakers
do you go to the gym? ok i tried going this year but then i got drowned in homework and now i have the flu dont judge me
describe your dream date honestly i have no idea? as long as im with someone i actually like and am attracted to, and that the conversation flows, im good.
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? my go-to wallet? 0. my savings wallet? i think around 1k or 1.5k i cant remember for sure? as i said, it’s a /savings/ wallet 
what color socks are you wearing? im not wearing socks
how many pillows do you sleep with? one under my bed and one on each side of me so i can throw my leg over it when i roll
do you have a job? what do you do? nah, not allowed to work ;-; 
how many friends do you have? uhhhhh... 3? 4? idk mate i lost A LOT of friends in the past few years :/ I have quite a few “acquaintances” now and ppl i wish were my friends but who dont seem to want the same, but actual friends i think probably just 4
whats the worst thing you have ever done? depends on who u ask, on ur morals, etc
whats your favorite candle scent? i like too many, i cant pick!! D:
3 favorite boy names guilherme, alex, leonardo ? i guess? idk
3 favorite girl names carolina, camila, alex. again, i guess lmao idk
favorite actor? dont rly have one
favorite actress? again dont rly have one oops im boring
who is your celebrity crush? fck i have way too many tbh
favorite movie? probably DEBS tbh
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?not rly... it’s not that i dont /want to/ it’s just that i constantly forget to read. my fave is probably little brother or my girlfriend is a geek
money or brains? for myself? money! on a potential partner? brains tho idc that much abt academically smart yadda yadda
do you have a nickname? what is it? Zu
how many times have you been to the hospital? uhhhh for actual important shit and not just casual check ups probably.... 4 or 5 times? i cant remember. i had pneumonia and i fractured bones quite a few times
top 10 favorite songs !!! i cant choose fam
do you take any medications daily?ye anti depressant and anti anxiety
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) always thought it was oily but apparently it’s mixed/combination
what is your biggest fear? ooo boy i have too many fears idk if i can choose a main biggest one
how many kids do you want? none thanks
whats your go to hair style?  “i woke up and was too lazy to brush my hair plus if i dont brush it it looks extra fluffy and slightly curled”
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) small-ish apartment
who is your role model? dont have one tbh
what was the last compliment you received? deadass cant remember
what was the last text you sent? “thank you~”
how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? no clue tbh i was still a child haha 
what is your dream car? I rly dont wanna drive tbh but i find lamborghinis so fckin gorgeous
opinion on smoking? idc as long as u dont do it next to me cause it tends to make me cough a lot. tho depend on what ur smoking and the brand and if we are in an open space for some reason i dont smoke so ye
do you go to college? yup!!
what is your dream job? no clue
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? suburbs. the more things to do the better
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? i usually forget but my mom always takes them for me so :^)
do you have freckles? not the standard “a bunch of tiny ones around ur face”, but i have the classic brown ones here and there. does that make sense? :v (i hate that u guys have the same word for both kind of freckles smh)
do you smile for pictures? not usually? at most a close mouthed smile more like a smirk lmao
how many pictures do you have on your phone? i dont wanna do the math but over 1k
have you ever peed in the woods? who hasnt??
do you still watch cartoons? if animes are considered cartoons then sometimes, if not then not really
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? cant remember how the wendy’s ones taste like so i will go with mcdonalds
Favorite dipping sauce? depends on what im eating. usually blue cheese, if not then bbq
what do you wear to bed? depends on how hot it is lol
have you ever won a spelling bee? never even been to one
what are your hobbies? watching tv shows? idk mate
can you draw? kinda i guess
do you play an instrument? nah :(
what was the last concert you saw? i think it was demi lovato lmao
tea or coffee? i dont really drink either tbh. loved the tea my friend made me, and loved the coffee my grandma used to make me. alas both live too far away now
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? i deadass think i only went to dunkin donuts ONCE and i dont remember shit abt it so i will go with starbucks
do you want to get married? hmmm idc either way
what is your crush’s first and last initial? dont rly have a /major/ crush rn, just smol ones
are you going to change your last name when you get married? if their name is cooler maybe
what color looks best on you? black
do you miss anyone right now? i constantly miss too many ppl but i try to avoid thinking abt it
do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed!! i hate sleeping with open doors
do you believe in ghosts? i guess?
what is your biggest pet peeve? idk fam i have too many haha im blanking rn
last person you called` probably my mom or my grandma. i hate calloing ppl so i usually just call them lmao
favorite ice cream flavor? hmm probably half baked from B&J. in general i like peanut, chocolate, vanilla, bubblegum... i have a rly sweet toothe lol
regular oreos or golden oreos? regular!
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? chocolate!! the rainbow ones taste like plastic imo
what shirt are you wearing? it’s not rly a shirt? it’s a.. camisole? i think that’s how u say it? my mom got it for me, it’s from that the despicable movie or whatever it was called
what is your phone background? lock screen is julia wicker, home screen is julia and marina
are you outgoing or shy? generally shy but id depends on who i am with i guess
do you like it when people play with your hair? if i like the person (even as friends, just as long as im comfortable with them) then hell yes i love it! if it’s a stranger or someone i rly dont like then no obvs
do you like your neighbors? i dont rly know them tbh
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? ye usually once when i wake up and once before going to bed.
have you ever been high? nah i was able to take like 2 drags and then i died coughing
have you ever been drunk? nope:( not from lack of trying lol but the taste is so gross it makes me feel a bit nauseous
last thing you ate? bread with requeijao
favorite lyrics right now the lyrics of “trem bala”. deadss considering getting part of it tattooed cause it’s so... deep? and good? and it’s sigh it’s rly good if anyone is interested i can translate is lol 
summer or winter? winter
day or night? night
dark, milk, or white chocolate? white tho milk is a close second
favorite month? hmmm idk? maybe november cause mah bday?
what is your zodiac sign scorpio
who was the last person you cried in front of? i rarely cry and even more rarely cry in front of others so i dont rly remember but if i had to guess probably my mom?
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