#imagine smelling tear-gas in a ward fulp of elderly who are suffering with covid.

[bisan-is-trying]

There is nothing my heart craves more at this mentally draining time than genuine happiness. Please. I will take anything.

#feb 2024 #been spending a lot of time in the hospital with my grandmother. it looks like thse are her final days. #shes lost her ability to speak. not sure if its the alzheimer or covid and it hindering her since she is barely breathing. #not to mention the random gunshots and explosions you'd hear whenever you're in there because of the clashes #im barely making sense but my brain isnt braining #imagine gunshots and explosions being so frequent in your area that you could her one coming from the children's ward #and the only thing you could think is. oh the iof are back? where is my brother? where is my father? i hope they are safe #imagine smelling tear-gas in a ward fulp of elderly who are suffering with covid. #will this ever get better??? #im not losing hope but i sure am losing faith in humanity. this is nothing compared to gaza #i saw a video where the stray animals are feeding of the corpses. could you imagine this being your loved one? your child or parent? #seeing people recognising the bodies of there friends by a piece of cloth. because thats the only thing left of them. #im not ok. #i dont know if we will ever be ok. #this has been a tough time and it seems like kts only gonna get worse. #vent