#is like reverse seasonal depression a thing bc i feel so much better in winter vs summer

[tokyocyborg]

#is like reverse seasonal depression a thing bc i feel so much better in winter vs summer #anyway in bad (?) news #i am so lonely oh my god #please i need friends #been scrolling through pinterest for too long all of the pics of couples are making me so sad #it's even worse bc ik that no one sees me as a boy #like i'll never have a pinterest relationship #idk just bad dysphoria day ig #saw someone post on tt earlier saying no one is obligated to love you and that means you might never find it and that makes me so so sad #i just need someone ig #i keep going back to that mentor figure #and i read about lou sullivan a few days ago #his story makes me so sad #it's kind of like looking in a mirror #'they said i would never live as a gay man but it seems i will die as one' #still gives me chills #aesthetic #moodboard #mood board #aesthetic moodboard #messy layouts #aestheitcs #messy icons #icons