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astarab1aze · 2 months

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Truth Serum + What makes you happiest about spending time with Maeve? [ Loux <3 ]

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"Wha' makes me happiest? She a breath o' fresh air typa girl, got a warm sorta vibe comin' off 'er, an' I do so lo' me a chiquita wit a sense o' adventure. Someone who can keep up wit m' bustin' ass t' get shit done, see th' sights, kick back an' enjoy e'erythin' 'is world's gotta offer - all th' fun, cute shit, yanno? An' she makes all 'ese cute faces when she's 'splorin' th' Valley or hittin' up the Crossin' wit me. Everythin's new t' her too, an' there ain't nothin' like seein' the joy an' wonder on a girl's face when ya take 'er someplace new ferda first time. When ya show 'er somethin' she ain't ne'er seen b'fore, gettin' t' be tha' first--"

It occurred to him he might be a little difficult to properly understand. Hmmm.

"What 'm sayin' is, really just about everythin'. Not sure if happy is the right word, exactly, buh s'not too far off. Guess ya could say I think she's fun, I always have a good time with her, and she's got 'is quiet sorta strength about 'er. I'unno, I jus' respect it. I always look forward t' spendin' time wit 'er, yanno? Helps she's easy on th' eyes, an' in a way tha' I'd say compliments m' own." He snickered. "Somethin' about 'er, somethin' nice, somethin' homey. Got a lotta thoughts, t' be honest, buh 'm not sure I can get 'em all out at once. I ain't the flowery type, I dunno how t' dress m' words up an' make 'em sound worth hearin'. I'unno how t' actually make a girl like 'er happy. Whether it takes a lot or a lil, whether 'ere's even anythin' I could do in th' first place. I mean, shee-it, t'ain't like I deserve any o' this anyway.

"She's cute, def wanna be a part o' her life, buh it'd be better fer us both iffin I dipped out. Better fer her, since she wouldn't 'ave a killer-slash-drug dealer on 'er hands. 'ere's a reason I ain't tell 'er about any o' tha' shit yet. S'better she don' know; A' least tha' way, someone'll think o' me an' not feel total disdain an' disgust fer me. Maybe not fer a minute, buh someday. I'unno, guess we'll see on tha' front, buh I ain't gonna get my hopes up an' I hope she don't either... I'd hate t' be th' one who took all she 'ad t' give an' shit all over it. No matter wha' I do, it'd be like doin' tha' anyway, right? Jus, dunno if I'll e'er be the typa guy fer 'er, typa guy tha' can, yanno, do anythin' meanin'ful ousside o' wha' 'm already doin'. Givin' m'self up in exchange fer m' family. Prolly th' least selfish I been in a while, when 'm wit her an' when 'm focusin' m' energy into tha'. 'ere ain't much else fer me.

"Buh fer 'er? Well, 'm tryna make sure she ain't got a damn thang t' worry about, yanno? S'all I think I'll be able t' do fer 'er. 'ventually, I'll give 'er some money so she ain't gotta worry about rent or anythin'. Give 'er all th' tools I got so she can stay safe an' healthy long after 'm gone. Maybe tha's a lil defeatist, buh cain't hurt to cover all m' bases, right? Long as she's safe an' well, I should call it a day an' be grateful she e'er gave me a chance."

#☿ || Asks.#♞ // AU: Planar Collision.#ofrosegold #/ i need to make them a tag #long /#/ he got so rambly and sidetracked #/ i imagine he has a hard time organizing his thoughts sometimes #/ especially when it comes to people he likes

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wildcatofgreen · 1 year

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“Penny for your thoughts” Surge

Send “Penny for your thoughts” to find out what my muse really thinks of yours

"Yyyyup. Here's the complicated one.

"Look, lemme be clear--Surge is a great gal and she's a good friend. 'Lil misguided, needs a lotta help. An' I'm down 'ta give it to her, alright? If ya wanna know how I feel about her then that's that an' we can end it right there.

"But,

"Ever since she told me--er, not me, my ''cat'' I guess--about what happened to her... I jus' dunno how 'ta feel. I know Iun't like her like I do Lyli or Sony. There ain't nothin' there for that.

"But.

"She's got that same confidence Lyli does, knowin' what she is an' ain't afraid 'ta show it. She's got some'a her scars, she's got some'a her looks--the girl ain't gonna flick her hair at me any time soon but those damn eyes I swear I'm seein' Lyli all over again.

"Is that why I'm helpin' her so much? 'Cause'a Lyli? Would I even help if--

"Eh, no, I probably would.

"But still. Bein' aroun' her.

"I... I feel kinda... like the old times. Like it's just me an' Lyli again. Ain't got nobody else 'ta deal with. Nobody else 'ta mess with. From when we first got that treehouse, until I got this gem an' Sony showed up.

"She makes me feel how I did back then. When I ain't have all these stupid responsibilities and stress from stupid greedy mayors all on my back. When I could bother Lyli an' just shoot the shit with her. When we'd laugh an' play games an' watch shows an' cuddle jus' 'cause we loved each other, we wanted 'ta be aroun' each other. I feel so damn relaxed aroun' her--

"DAMN IT, I AIN'T HAVIN' ANOTHER AFFAIR, I DON'T LIKE HER LIKE THAT.

"Iunno how else 'ta explain it. Me an' Lyli were in a pretty comfy spot for a bit there where we were the only people that mattered. Sure, we hugged and cuddled and were very touchy-feely with each other 'cause like, best friends, and also had this unrequited shit goin' on damn I wish one of us said somethin' sooner.

"But this ain't exactly that, either. I see Lyli in her, but the Lyli I'd call my best friend. Which is weird. Because I still have feelings for Lyli--that I have come to terms with. That's what's making it fuckin' weird for me 'ta pinpoint because I know for a fact when I see her face I don't wanna do any romance stuff. But.

"Man is it selfish 'ta say that I was really happy when she said she'd be movin' here? That my Ly--fuck, that Surge would be livin' here an' I could chill with her like every day? Dun't even need a momento, I can just drive to Cory's and chill with her and 'cause some fuckin' mischief. Be fuckin' bad, do fun stuff with her.

"I hate this. I'm gettin' Lyli vibes again from all my fuckin' words but I know in my heart that ain't what I'm feelin'. But am I deludin' myself in'ta thinkin' that? Or do I really think that? Iun't fuckin' know!!!

"Maybe I'm jus' bein' a baby an' I wanted more friends. More people that are like, tangible. Not somethin' I gotta keep teleportin' back an' forth for.

"Maybe I saw another destroyed person, an' I wanted 'ta help her as best as I could. I helped Lilac, every single day I helped that girl the best I could.

"Maybe I can help her too. That she's more than just Brevon's toy--DAMN IT I DID IT AGAIN.

"I'm done. Take my nonsense an' get out."

#carol's cruisings #atangledfate #asks #meme answers #ever so self critical

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msookyspooky · 2 years

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Severen with a Shy S/O

No rest. No peace. He would not stop when it came to flirting or teasing you. Ever. His favorite past time is making you blush. He just gets a huge kick out of making you red faced and bashful. He thinks it's cute and will tell you that too.

Would definitely do what he did in the gif to you across the bar. Right in front of everyone while you're trying to pretend you have no idea who this man is...OF COURSE, it's obvious when he wraps an arm around you and kisses your smoldering cheek. "Aw don't tell me yer embarrassed of yer lover, honey." You nod while hiding your face at everyone staring as he just snickers to himself.

He doesn't have a shameful or embarrassed bone in his body. So he truly doesn't understand why you are so damn shy. He purposely tries to get you out of your shell to let loose and stop being so self conscious of what mere humans think. It's become some secret challenge of his to get you to have fun.

"Come 'ere. Yer gettin up and dancin cause I don't got a partner and I sure as shit ain't asking Homer." You chuckled at that. Faltering at first but he grabbed your hand and led you to the middle of the room anyways. His kill for the night was done while his family killed the rest. He led you into a slow two step to the song on the jukebox. Grinning down at you with blood on his mouth as you smiled back up at him. "See? You didn't die now did ya?" You smirk. "Yet."

He feels extra protective of you because of how shy you are, knowing you won't verbally chew someone out like he will. He doesn't take kindly to anyone near his s/o; let alone if they say something rude to you. The minute he sees how uncomfortable you are its over for whoever made the comment. He IS your guard dog 100%. God help the poor bastard that makes tears spring to your eyes. Severen is ripping his spine out with his bare hands...So is the rest of the family when it comes to someone hurting you.

As far as his family goes; Caleb and Mae instantly like you. DB feels a sort of maternal instinct towards you being so quiet but would scold you if your shyness got in the way of a feeding. Jesse isn't much of a talker himself so you and him form a comfortable bond being able to just sit in silence with no awkwardness at all. Homer doesn't like anybody and definitely views your shyness as weakness but he does appreciate that you don't annoy him. It took everyone by complete surprise when Severen bonded with a mate; let alone you. You both are polar opposites when it comes to being extroverted vs introverted and it just honestly took them off guard.

He is a very touchy partner in public and private. Always wrapping an arm around your shoulder, his hand on your waist or hip or ass, trying to steal a kiss or embrace every chance he gets. Will purposely pick a place with no other seats so you sit in his lap...He has definitely gotten offended if he goes to kiss you or hold your hand and you shy away...He is taking that damn hand in his. And a kiss? If you don't want him grabbing your face and passionately smashing his lips against yours in front of anyone and everyone then you better let him kiss you. (Now if you're mad or unwell; that's different. But shyness to him is no excuse not to hold his hand damn it.)

Sometimes you appreciate how clingy he is as it steers away any unwanted conversations with strangers. Especially those wanting to hit on you. (A big, tall, leather wearing cowboy drapped over your shoulder with suspiciously sharp teeth and a crazy look in his eye isn't welcoming to most people.)

If you have social anxiety, he doesn't fully understand but he tries. When you start to have a panic attack he just takes you into his arms and tries to comfort you away from the crowd. "Shh, yer alright, I'm here. Jus relax, darlin'...Too many people?" You nod against his chest and he nuzzles his chin on top of your head. Sometimes, he'll try to tell you a joke or story to get your mind off of it. It works surprisingly well.

If you're the type of shy that isn't shy in the bedroom; he is over the freakin moon! You took him completely by surprise the first time around but he isn't complaining. He definitely let's it out once a while to others how much of a freak you are in the sheets. You're completely mortified and slapping his arm as he just snorts to himself.

If you are shy in bed, that turns him on too. It feels like he has some innocent partner he can corrupt. That corruption/domination kink is a giant turn on for him. He's most definitely a dom in bed so you letting him take the reigns isn't an issue.

It's impossible not to be relaxed around him once you get to know him. He ends up making you less shy and more comfortable in your surroundings. He has that infectious playful vibe that slowly eases any worries you have about what anyone thinks. Especially if he's the one making a fool of himself and drawing attention away from you or anyone else in the room.

Will absolutely lose it if you crack a 'vulgar' joke or insult someone. The fact it came from YOU out of everyone has him rolling on the floor. Bonus points if it's someone like Caleb or Homer. They were bellyaching and throwing insults left and right. You felt annoyed and the burn just came out of your mouth without thinking... Everyone stared in surprise while all you could hear was Sev in the back of the camper howling with laughter.

#severen near dark #near dark #near dark Severen #severen #severen hc #severen headcanon #near dark hc #near dark imagine #near dark imagines #severen imagine #severen x reader #vampire

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