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Hate is a Strong Word - Part 2
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Pairing: Enemies with Benefits! Sangyeon x Fem! reader Synopsis: When one kiss sends both of you into a spiral, are you able to resist or give up everything to do it again? Word Count: 6,385 (phew 😮‍💨) Warnings: (18+, Minors DNI), explicit smut (?), unprotected sex, fingering, some coercion (consent is key ALWAYS okay?), heavy sexual tension, lots of cuss words, hot muscley dark-haired Sangyeon (yes that’s a warning), some mutual pining, dirty talk, pet name (sweetheart), lots the word “god” but not used religiously A/N: Finally, a fic where I don’t leave people hanging 😌 I’m so sorry this took longer than it should’ve! I wanted to be sure that the storyline didn’t go far away from the plot of the 1st part! And also, this made me wanna makeout with Sangyeon until I couldn't feel my lips ngl 😵‍💫 Enjoy!
Read Part 1 Here!
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“Oh, Sangyeon-” you whimper.
“You have no idea how much I wanted you like this…” he groans into your mouth.
Sangyeon never thought he’d end up seeing you the way you are right now: panting breathlessly, telling him to thrust harder, gripping his shoulders tightly, allowing him to fuck you so good that you’re a babbling mess. Everything felt like a haze, like it was a dream.
“S-Sangyeon, I’m gonna-“
Your shaky voice and contorted face were signaling your approaching climax. He couldn’t wait to see you come undone for him. But just as you were about to, your figure suddenly disappears beneath him in a blink of an eye… What the fuck?
Beep… beep… beep!
The blaring sound of his alarm abruptly wakes him up. His eyes shoot open, staring at the ceiling in confusion. He was covered in sweat, felt like his head was spinning… and was incredibly hard. The front of his boxers was practically drenched in his precum.
Another wet dream.
“Shit, not again…” he flips and groans into his pillow.
He rubs his face vigorously, trying to shake the dream off his mind. Normally he could go about his day as if it didn’t happen, but this dream was the most vivid one by far. It was making him dread seeing you in class today.
It was just a dream, keep it together for fuck’s sake. But he knows himself all too well to know that was a lie.
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It had been a few weeks since the incident inside the closet and you’d been avoiding Sangyeon like the plague. Even your friends started noticing you don’t talk shit about him as much as you used to, but you reassured them that you just didn’t have the mental energy to do so anymore.
You’re not going to lie to yourself. Sometimes the memory of that moment randomly plays in your head when you least expect it to. Remembering the warmth that radiated from his body, his strong muscles holding you close, and his soft plump lips against yours. How you secretly wished it could happen again.
But you obviously couldn’t tell anyone about it, you would rather eat dirt than admit that. So you preferred to just suppress whatever the hell you were feeling about him and just move on with your life.
For Sangyeon however, it seemed like the more days passed by, the effects of that incident had gotten worse for him to handle. It’s not like he was harboring any crush on you beforehand, it was more of a weird mix between his carnal desires and his dying curiosity on what could've happened.
Besides his recurring wet dreams, he just couldn't stop thinking about your heavenly lips. How sweet you tasted, how you sounded moaning his name, the way they molded so perfectly into his. He was getting too addicted.
And no matter what he did, those thoughts of you would remain in his mind. He tried to avoid you as much as he could despite sharing almost all classes together. It was even more difficult especially when you’d pass by and the whiff of your scent would linger in the air, baiting him to follow you.
There have been multiple times where he’d end up staring at you from afar longer than he should’ve (in which he almost got caught by one of his friends.) He knew his so-called rivalry with you was already obsessive in nature, but this? It was a whole other level, a game he didn’t know how to play.
Believe me, he did everything he could to forget you and that moment. He even tried to jerk it off but that didn’t help at all! It just made his deep-seeded lust for you grow even worse.
And you didn't even have to do anything to get him this riled up. One glance from you, seeing your figure from the distance, hearing your voice in passing, anything you did had become too addicting than he could bear.
To him, you were like a siren trying to lure him into dark waters and he was slowly starting to drown into depths of desire he knew he shouldn't have gone into… because now he wanted more.
He kept thinking of the many possible ways to try and get you alone like that again, but that was already a challenge in itself.
But he always loved a challenge, especially if it involved you. Sangyeon was incredibly determined to find a way to put an end to this madness once and for all.
No matter what, he’ll do whatever it takes as long as he gets what he wants… you.
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Tennis shoes were squeaking against the newly polished floors of the hallway as you sprinted, you were running late to your 8AM class. Juggling your part-time and studies was starting to take a toll on you, causing you to lack sleep and become more forgetful than you ever were before. So naturally, you forgot to set your alarm today.
The moment you reach the door, you’re immediately greeted by the smile of your professor.
“Oh, Miss L/n. There you are! You’re just on time. I thought you weren’t going to make it today.”
“I’m so sorry Mr. Park. It won't happen again,” you reply as you try to catch your breath.
“That’s alright! We’re going to watch a documentary today, nothing to be stressed about. But since your usual spot has been taken, you’re just gonna have to fill in the last seat at the back.”
Your eyes follow where Mr. Park points out. From a distance you see a small shared table at the top of the steps, a secluded area from the other seats in the room.
Your eyes snap at the figure occupying the seat next to yours and your chest suddenly tightens seeing who it was.
Oh god, not beside… him.
It was like the universe was playing another sick joke on you. You sighed and accepted your fate, nodding at your professor before walking up to the back of the room.
You try to keep your eyes glued to the floor to avoid looking at his face. Sangyeon on the other hand hasn’t stopped staring at you the moment you entered the room, especially with the dream he just had the night before burning at the back of his mind.
He was too mesmerized by your aura, as if there was a beautiful glow around you. He was so lost in his own mind he didn’t even realize how fixated his gaze was on you, everything else around him drowning out until you were the only thing visible in his line of vision. Just like a moth to a flame.
Even without looking at him, you already knew he was staring at you, feeling his eyes burn holes right through your figure. You don't know why he kept on staring at you today but the way he did was similar to an animal waiting for its prey, black orbs waiting for your next move before they could strike.
You were used to getting death glares from him before but this? It made you feel different. You started feeling knots form in your stomach, the very same ones you felt when you were with him in that closet.
Get a grip y/n, don’t think of him that way. Not when you’re beside him.
You drop your things on the table, making him snap out of his trance. You try to rile him up like how you used to before, “What are you staring at loser? Like what you see?” You blurt out while avoiding his gaze, trying to play it cool.
“Maybe I do… Would that be a problem?” He raises one of his eyebrows. Oh god, why’d you say that to her?
You whip your head and look at him in confusion, a pink blush subtly appearing on your cheeks. “W-wha-”
But before you even have the chance to reply the classroom lights close and the documentary in front starts playing, signaling you to take your seat.
You inhale and let out a big sigh. Everything’s going to be fine, you think to yourself. As long as you don’t turn your head in his direction and keep a good distance, being in a dark room beside him won’t bother you one bit…
Or will it?
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Time passes by agonizingly slower than you thought. You couldn’t wait to get out of that classroom and get as far away from him as possible before you start getting any unwanted thoughts in your mind.
Truth be told, it was really hard keeping your distance, especially when the space between you two is a bit cramped so you have no choice but to be physically closer to one another. Who’s idea was to have only one small shared table at the back of the room?
It really didn’t help the fact that you could smell his intoxicating masculine scent and the warmth radiating from his body being so close to him, making you feel slightly lightheaded.
And it REALLY didn’t help when your eyes accidentally glanced over at his hand on the table. The way his veins moved beneath his tan skin, reminding you how those rough hands had touched you before.
No, no, no! You’re not about to think of him like this again.
While you were internally struggling, the close proximity between you two was also giving Sangyeon an incredibly difficult time. You were so close yet so far from him, it was making his chest tighten. He was so tempted to give into you, but he knew he couldn't right now. So he tried his best to keep his focus on the screen ahead.
The sudden shift in your movement to cross your legs, however, backfired his attempt to resist, currently placing him in a dangerous spot. While you shifted your leg, your foot accidentally nudged him, causing him to glance at your legs under the table. His eyes widened at the view before him.
Shit…he shouldn’t have looked down there.
It only occurred to him just now that you were wearing a skirt today, exposing the soft skin of your legs, the ones he caressed before. He secretly liked it when you wore dresses or skirts to school (even before the incident mind you). But there’s a little detail about the skirt that sets him completely off…
No fucking way. Please no. He internally panics.
Out of all days, you just happen to be wearing the exact same skirt during the incident. (Don’t ask him why he remembers.) All the memories came rushing in his head in a flash. Remembering the hunger in your eyes, your kisses, your moans…
His cock instantly throbs hard at the thought, making it strain against his jeans. He bites his lower lip to refrain from letting out a groan, trying not to think of the events that could’ve happened next if you two had stayed in that closet. But that obviously doesn’t work as his mind drifts into these lewd thoughts.
The thought of how he would’ve taken you then and there, making sure every inch of you felt good under his touch, moaning out his name deliciously, holding onto him for dear life while he fucks the living shit out of you…
He feels his heart rate increase rapidly. All these thoughts have his mind dangling on a string. If he doesn’t do something about it right now, he might go insane.
You sense something’s off with Sangyeon by the way he’s nervously shaking his leg and the whites of his knuckles appearing on his hand as he balls them into a fist. What’s up with him? You wondered.
You never saw him like this before and it genuinely concerned you but you were unsure of what to do. You almost think about tapping his shoulder but hesitate. Should I ask him if he’s oka-
Your inner thought is suddenly cut off by his warm hand quickly gripping your exposed thigh, slowly inching its way near your core. You look at him with frantic eyes.
“Sangyeon, what the fuck!” You quietly gasp.
“Shh… Just keep your eyes on the screen.” his low husky voice instructing you on what to do while his eyes are focused on the documentary playing.
For some reason, you couldn’t find it in you to respond or push back, so you decide to just let whatever this was play out and see where it goes.
As you keep your eyes focused on the documentary, Sangyeon continues to massage your thigh, his fingers kneading the soft skin underneath.
You tried so hard to hold back a whimper from coming out of your mouth at his burning touch. God his hand feels so good.
And honestly, Sangyeon had no clue what the fuck he was doing either. All he was thinking of was wanting to touch you and the next thing he knows his hand is caressing your inner thigh. It seemed his body had betrayed him yet again.
It’s not as easy as it sounds. Trying to remain calm and focusing your attention elsewhere while the man you’ve been secretly lusting for has his hand dangerously near your throbbing core.
His thumb continuously brushes your inner thigh, practically millimeters away from grazing against the wet patch forming in your panties. He could feel the heat radiating from your core, practically calling him to go even further.
Fuck, I wanna touch her so bad, he thinks. His restraint was deteriorating by the second.
He’s so close. You internally cried out of frustration, pressing your lips together.
It pained you how easily he could just slip his fingers inside and touch you where you wanted him to… but he didn’t.
You let out a small whimper out of protest that only the two of you could hear, making Sangyeon’s eyes roll back.
Oh god… It’s the sweet sound he’s been wanting to hear from your lips again, poisoning his ears like they did the first time. His grip on your thigh gets tighter.
“Fuck, you’re killing me right now sweetheart…” he whispers in your ear, the vibration of his voice sending an electrifying throb down to your core.
You couldn't take it anymore, you never felt so desperate in your life. Something HAD to be done or else you’d go insane.
Sangyeon suddenly feels your hand on top of his tightly, gripping them as hard as he was on your thigh. You wanted him to touch you, to have his strong fingers abuse your sensitive bud like he owned it.
“Sangyeon…” you whisper.
You both turn to face each other, only realizing how close your face is to his. Hot breath fanning over your lips, his eyes flickering down to stare at them.
He desperately wanted to kiss you right now. To revel in the softness of your touch, to taste the sweetness of your lips, to be placed under your spell once again and transcend into paradise.
He inches forward a bit more, his bottom lip lightly brushing yours. The proximity between you two makes your breath hitch, waiting to see what he’ll do next.
Just as he thought he’d finally get to feel your lips again, a booming sound of claps echo in the room, making the two of you pull away from each other quickly before the lights turn back on.
“Okay! Don’t forget to turn in your paper on this documentary by Friday. See you all til then!” Everyone starts dispersing out of the classroom, walking to wherever they need to be.
“Y/n…” Sangyeon tries to call for your attention, but you quickly pack your things and bolt out of the classroom, leaving him again like last time before anything could escalate.
“Shit-” he mutters to himself.
Looks getting to you will be harder than it appears to be.
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The day isn't even over and you already felt like you were all over the place, feeling so distraught and confused by what had happened this morning. You almost fell into his trap! What were you thinking?
The frustration made you lose your appetite. You kept on poking the food in front of you with your fork, thinking of what could’ve happened next. The thoughts running in your mind were driving you insane.
Jacob plopped down at the seat next to you. He’s noticed something was off with you for quite some time, you weren't your usual self ever since the day of that test you mentioned to him.
“Y/n?” You suddenly hear Jacob’s sweet voice calling out to you, snapping you back to reality.
“Hey… you okay? You hardly touched your food.” he asks, rubbing your back in the process.
“Oh, uhm. Yeah I’m fine. Just not in the mood that’s all. Been lacking sleep lately.”
Your response makes Jacob pout, he knows you more than anyone else. And he definitely knows the difference between when you're lacking sleep and something internally bothering you. Of course, he doesn't try to pry and leaves you be. He gently squeezes your hand to let you know that he’s there for you, you softly smile back at him in response.
Meanwhile, Sangyeon was looking over at your table the whole time during lunch. His eyes were just glued to your figure, thinking of how close he almost got to kiss you again.
His line of vision is abruptly cut when Hyunjae sits down in front of him at his table.
“Hey, are you going to Eric’s party this Saturday?” Hyunjae immediately asks.
“Hm? Oh, uh yeah I think so. Why?” Sangyeon replies, trying to distract himself from thinking of you.
“Cool, cool. So… you think Y/n’s gonna be there too?” There was a quick moment of silence, Sangyeon’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
“Y/n?” He repeats.
“Yeah!” Hyunjae replies enthusiastically.
“Uh, I don’t really know. Why do you ask?” Sangyeon responds skeptically.
“Oh man, I think she’s REALLY pretty. I’ve talked to her a couple of times thanks to Jacob.” Hyunjae sheepishly says. “I actually might think of asking her out soon, maybe if she wants to come to the party with me.”
Sangyeon’s jaw immediately clenched at Hyunjae’s confession. The thought of someone else getting in the way between you two pissed him off for some reason. He tries to hide this strange feeling bubbling inside him by looking down at his food and taking a bite.
“Oh… okay. Are you sure about that though? Does she like you back or something?” Sangyeon passive aggressively utters.
“I don't know. But I always get good vibes from her when we talk. I know you guys don’t like each other but I swear she’s so fun to be with. Did I mention she’s really pretty too?” Hyunjae rambles.
The way Hyunjae stresses on how pretty you are has Sangyeon gripping his utensil hard, nearly bending it in half. As if he had a chance. If only he knew what happened between the two of you and how he made you feel good. Sangyeon thinks to himself, feeling cocky that you’ll turn Hyunjae’s offer down.
But he was about to find out how incredibly wrong he was.
Hyunjae suddenly stands up from his seat and walks away from the table. Sangyeon whips his head up, wondering where Hyunjae is running off to.
“Hey, where are you going?”
“I’m gonna ask her right now!” Hyunjae shouts back, still walking his way towards you.
Sangyeon watches Hyunjae like a hawk, the unsettling feeling inside him burning through the roof. He sees Hyunjae tap your shoulder and you suddenly give him such a beautiful smile. Why the fuck does Hyunjae get to see that smile?
He keeps watching the two of you talking from afar and you’re suddenly… laughing? Sangyeon’s eyes roll. The nerve of this guy, really. If Sangyeon had lasers for eyes he would've burnt holes in Hyunjae’s head right now.
He's never felt this feeling inside him before. Sure, he’s felt competitive especially when it was with you but this… felt different. He brushed off the thought and continued to observe the two of you.
Just when the conversation looked like it was ending, Sangyeon catches Hyunjae tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear, your body language clearly showing you were getting a bit flustered.
Now he’s done it…that motherfucker. Sangyeon’s jaw clenches way too hard at the sight and snaps the plastic utensil in his hand. Who does he think he is? Touching you and making you react that way?
That damn unsettling feeling bubbling in his veins rises again, but he’s too in denial at the moment to come to terms with it and buries it deep within his gut for now.
He pauses for a moment until suddenly gets a bright idea: He’s got another chance to get you alone during the party this Saturday night.
And this time… he’ll make sure nothing is going to get in his way.
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You walk into the party with Aera. Loud music blasting, people trying to talk over one another, and more than half of the people invited were already pissed drunk. When you try to turn to Aera, she’d already left you to go to Younghoon. Some kind of friend…
“Y/n!” You hear someone shouting your name from across the room. Hyunjae makes a beeline for you with a newly opened beer bottle in his hand.
“Hyunjae!” You shout, giving him a friendly hug.
“I’m so happy you made it!” His smile spreading from ear to ear. “C’mon, you’re late. We gotta get you caught up with the drinks.” Before you even have time to protest, he immediately grabs your wrist and guides you into the kitchen.
Sangyeon had caught your figure the moment you entered the house. You looked so beautiful tonight especially with the dress you were wearing, you looked absolutely stunning.
Okay, now I just have to wait for the right moment, he says to himself. But as he was about to get up from his spot on the couch, he saw you suddenly disappear into the crowd with Hyunjae…
He swears he’s never felt his jaw clench so hard in his life, especially seeing Hyunjae’s hand holding your wrist. He eventually gets up from his spot and tries to follow you both while keeping his distance.
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“Alright, choose your poison!” Hyunjae utters as you’re seated on top of the kitchen counter.
You playfully tap your finger against your lips. “Hmm, I’ll have whatever you’re having,” you respond.
“If you say so.” He grins, popping open a bottle of beer.
You instantly take a swig at the drink, staring at Hyunjae while he stares back in amusement.
“A little eager aren’t we?”
“Well you did say to catch up right?” you respond.
Hyunjae carefully steps closer to you, your faces inches away from each other. You feel the heat of your cheeks slowly creep in. He’s much more handsome up close.
You’ve always had a tiny crush on Hyunjae if you were being completely honest. He was always fun to hangout with and made you laugh a lot (and you liked it when he would get a tiny bit touchy with you.)
Hyunjae slowly wipes off the droplet of beer from your bottom lip with his thumb and sucks it off, making your breath hitch while he watches your reaction.
“…Can I kiss you?” He whispers. You nod your head in response. Just as Hyunjae was about to lean in, loud shouts and a bottle crashing to the floor stops him and both your heads are directed to the source of the sound.
You realize your face was so close to Hyunjae when you turn your head back to him, making you feel all flustered. “Uh, excuse me for a bit. Gotta go use the restroom.” You mumble.
“Oh okay, sure. Go ahead.” He softly smiles back. You hop off from the kitchen counter and immediately make your way up the stairs.
Thank god for that bottle crashing, Sangyeon thinks to himself. He had been observing the two of you this whole time, nearly crushing the plastic cup in his hand when he saw Hyunjae leaning closer to you. He hated how easy it was for Hyunjae.
He’s snapped out of his own trance when he realizes where you’re heading and waits for you to go up the stairs before following. His window of opportunity was opening itself in front of him.
It's now or never.
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Taking a gulp of alcohol wasn’t a good idea as you felt your face warming up instantly. After freshening up in the bathroom, you let out a big sigh before closing the door behind you.
As you were walking down the hallway a hand suddenly grabs your wrist and pulls you into an empty room, making you squeal in the process. Your back pressed up against the door and you hear the doorknob lock.
You’re caged under a taller male figure, his breath fanning over your face.
“Hyunjae, what are you doing?” You giggle, eyes still looking down at the floor.
You hear the figure hovering over you scoff. “Nope. Guess again, sweetheart.”
Oh no, that voice… Your heartbeat quickly increases as you look up, seeing the smug look on his face.
“What the fuck do you want Sangyeon?” You roll your eyes.
“I think there’s something we need to talk about. Something that’s way overdue, hm?” he replies.
You pause, waiting for him to continue talking.
“Look, you and I both know whatever happened that day wasn’t… normal.”
“What day?” You respond, trying to dodge his interrogation.
“Don’t play dumb now… the day we kissed in that closet.” He stares into your eyes.
“Do you wanna know why I did that? It was because you couldn’t shut your damn mouth which you nearly got us caught by the way, idiot.” You spit back.
”I don’t care about that shit anymore- You can’t convince me that you did not enjoy at least one second of that kiss.”
“You sucked a very sensitive part of my neck, of course I’m gonna moan, what did you expect?”
“No, no, no. I bet you were way more into it than you realize. You’re just afraid to admit it. Especially because it was with me.”
You scoff at his words, “You really think you have that effect over me? You’re really stupid if you think if you can make me genuinely moan for you like tha-”
Your words are cut off when Sangyeon’s hand gently grabs your neck, looking at you with fire blazing in his brown eyes.
“…Are you challenging me right now?” Leaning his face closer to yours. You gulp down your saliva by the sudden aggression, feeling a familiar heat between your thighs emerge. Please, not now…
He leans to the side to whisper closely to your ear, his voice dropping an octave lower. “Aren’t you forgetting something that happened that day too?”
Sangyeon slightly pulls away to see your reaction, your eyebrows furrowed in confusion. He didn't want to do it, but he had no choice but to strike while the iron was hot.
“No? Let me refresh your memory then... I wonder what the whole student body would think when they found out that I caught you sneaking your way to the top, that y/n isn’t the bright student everyone thinks she is…”
Your eyes widen. Shit. How could you forget that?
“Or it could be worse, coming out of the professor’s office looking all messed up… What would they think of you?” giving you his signature devilish smirk.
That last bit made your blood boil, your jaw clenching at his threat.
“You wouldn’t fucking dare-”
“Oh I fucking would.” Sangyeon pauses for a bit, his eyes drifting down to look at your lips then back up at your eyes again.
“Unless… you give me one thing I want.”
Your heart thumps loudly in your chest. Is he serious right now?
“What could you possibly want from me?” You mutter.
“You see, I’ve got this itch that needs to be scratched and only you can do it...”
“Oh for fuck’s sake get to the point Sang-”
“Let’s finish what we started in that closet.”
A moment of silence fills the room. You swear the loud thumping sound of your heart could be heard coming out of your chest.
“A-are you serious?” You stutter. “ I-I… thought you hated me.”
“Oh, sweetheart… I REALLY hate you-”
“But now you wanna fuck? What, are you in love with me or something?” you ask.
“The hell? I never said anything about falling in love-” Sangyeon lets out a big sigh before continuing.
“I’ll get straight to the point. Whether we like it or not, there’s no denying there’s some physical chemistry going on between us. I know it and you know it too.” He looks into your eyes waiting for you to respond, but you remain silent.
“So choose, either you scratch this itch or I tell everyone your little secret…”
Were you really going to allow your rival to use you like that? Or would you rather have your reputation gone in an instant?
Fuck it, you threw your morals out the window the moment you kissed him anyway… What's there to lose?
“Fine… I’ll do it. Just this one time and it will NEVER happen again.” You huff. “If you tell anyone about this, I’ll kill you-”
“Sweetheart, all I needed was a yes…”
Before you know it, Sangyeon moves his hand grabbing your throat to the back of your neck, pulling you close as his plush lips feverishly kiss and suck your sensitive area making you moan just like you did before.
“Shit- Sangyeon…” you breathlessly say.
“You have no idea how much I wanted you like this…” he groans into you neck.
His other hand start grabbing your hip, tightening his grip on the fabric of your dress while your fingers thread through his dark hair.
Sangyeon continues to suck and leave kisses on your neck, trying to desperately leave his mark there for everyone to see. You feel the sting when his teeth slightly nip at your sensitive area, making you pull his head back.
“No marks.” you warn him.
“Too late sweetheart, I already did.” He smirks.
“I fucking hate you so much.”
“Oh yeah?” Sangyeon lowers one of his hands, snaking it under your dress and immediately cupping your clothed mound. The feeling of his warm grip making you gasp loudly.
“Your body seems to love it though.” He whispers against your ear as he squeezes your soft skin, your moan sounding more desperate than the last. His fingers start slipping under your panties, moving them up and down between your folds, his fingers easily coated from your slick.
“Shit, already wet for me? We haven't even started yet.” he groans while circling your sensitive bud.
“She’s practically weeping for me sweetheart, begging to be touched. You’d like that wouldn’t you? Wanting me to touch you so badly like this during class?” the pace of his fingers increasing while the memory of your two earlier this week flashed in his mind.
“Mhmm…” you whimper, your mind incapable of uttering words from how good his fingers feel right now circling your throbbing clit.
Sangyeon’s other hand lets go of your neck and makes its way behind your knee, pulling it up so that you could wrap your leg around him.
Without warning, his fingers travel from your sensitive bud to your wet entrance, easing in his two thick fingers. He pulls his head away from your ear to watch your face form an “O” expression, his erection becoming harder from how beautiful you react to his touch.
“Look at you, taking my fingers so well. Swallowing every inch of it.” Sangyeon coos while he pumps his fingers in and out of you. You let out a whine in response.
He slams his fingers back inside you so deep and starts to curl his fingers inside at an ungodly pace, creating squelching sounds from your wet pussy.
“Mmm, Sangyeon-” you mewl as your hands grip his shoulders for support.
“Fuck, say my name like that again.” He growls in your ear. The vibrations of his voice making your walls clench around his fingers.
“S-Sanggyeoon…” your moans getting deeper, becoming more wanton the more he keeps up the pace. He feels your walls pulsating with every curl of his fingers.
“I-I can’t- oh shit, I’m gonna-” you pant against his ear, feeling the coil inside you snapping any second from now.
“Cum for me sweetheart, let it all out. Tell me, who’s making you feel this good?” he responds.
“Y-you are…” His free hand suddenly flies to grab hold of your neck again.
“No- Say my name- fuck- who’s making you feel this good? hm?”
“You are Sangyeon-oh fu-” your climax bursts out of you like fireworks, your vision blurring and seeing nothing but stars. He pulls out his fingers to inspect your gushed out fluids, instinctively sucking at them while his eyes bore into yours.
“You taste just as good as you sound sweetheart.” he grins.
Just when you think it’s over, he grips the back of your other knee, you furrow your eyebrows in confusion.
“Up.” You follow his command without hesitation, both your legs wrapped around his torso as he walks backwards until his legs hit the edge of the bed. He fall backwards sitting on the bed while you end up straddling his lap.
Hands slide your dress up to your waist, exposing your bare legs and soaking panties as he leans forward to kiss your neck once again.
You palm his throbbing erection straining through his jeans, eliciting a very deep moan from him.
His kisses travel from your neck to your collarbone, his fingers quickly pulling down the straps of your dress and exposing your bare chest to him.
“God, You’re so beautiful…” he mumbles into your skin while kissing and groping your breasts as you start grinding your hips onto his aching member. Groans and soft moans echoing around the room.
Sangyeon couldn't take it anymore, he desperately needed you right now. And just like some telepathic signal you help him out of his pants, unbuttoning his jeans and sliding them down along with his boxers down to his knees.
His aching cock slaps against his abdomen, his angry red tip smothered in precum. Your mouth waters at the sight, wondering if he’ll be able to fit all of it inside you.
“We’ll make it fit” Sangyeon grins, as if he could read your mind.
“I hate it when you get so cocky, it’s so annoying…” You roll your eyes.
“And I hate it when you’re a wound-up tight bitch.” he spits back as he aggressively pulls your panties to the side and rubs the tip against your folds and poking in your entrance. It’s only his tip and you’re already starting to whimper.
“I'll take it back… I like it when you’re so tight.” His smug smile makes you want to strangle him on the spot.
“You talk way too much, can you just get on with it alrea-” Sangyeon pushes his whole length inside you until he’s bottomed out, making you both moan in unison. You feel so full of him, something you’ve never felt before in your life.
Meanwhile Sangyeon has never felt this kind of tightness before, breathing deeply to control himself. You haven’t even moved yet and he swears he might cum in seconds.
You start to slowly bounce up and down his length, his hands on your hips guiding your pace. He hisses at the warmth and tightness of your walls, making him tilt his head back in pleasure.
“We’ve should’ve done this a long time ago- fuck- and maybe we wouldn't have been at each other’s throats all the time.” He chuckles, a deep groan following after.
“Y-yeah, oh-” you whine. You push your weight forward, making Sangyeon back lie against the mattress. The tip of his cock starts to nudge your sweet gummy spot, making you rock your hips faster.
You both moan in unison again, your velvety walls clenching harder on his hardened length.
You lean your face closer to Sangyeon’s as you’re rocking your hips. He couldn’t help but stare at your fucked out face. Taking to memory how beautiful you look right now. His eyes slowly travel down to your lips, those heavenly lips.
“Kiss me.” He blurts out.
“W-what?” You pant.
“Kiss me, please!” There’s more desperation in his tone.
You passionately kiss him, just like the first time. His hands cup your face to deepen the kiss. Your lips molding with his perfectly like they were made for each other, forgetting everything around you for a moment in time.
Sangyeon’s tongue swipes your bottom lip repeatedly, desperately asking for entrance. Your tongues moving and twirling harmoniously, more passionate than ever before.
Your bodies were so entwined with one another to the point that if people had watched the both of you right now, not an ounce of hatred or rivalry could be seen.
Everything started to feel overwhelming for Sangyeon, feeling his cock throbbing hard, signaling his approaching climax. He could tell yours was near as your walls were clenching around him harder than ever.
“Sangyeon, I-I’m gonna cu-” you plead.
“M-me too, t-together.” His speech slurred by the second. His hands grip your hips, pistoning himself into you to reach your climaxes faster.
You both reach your highs at an instant, moaning into each other’s mouths so hard. Ropes of his seed spilling into you as you gush out onto his member. His cock doesn't stop twitching inside you after that.
You lift your hips to get off him, plopping your back to the spot beside him. There’s a moment of silence between you two as both try to catch your breath.
“You win…I take back everything I've said” Sangyeon breathes out.
“W-what?” you reply, confused by his words.
“If you allow me to keep fucking you like this…” He gulps down his saliva.
“…you can be the top student all you want from now on.”
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Omg happy birthday!! (in advance)
I would love to read something with Zen <33
Anything works, maybe something domestic and fluffy or something on the spicier side 😮‍💨
WAAH, thank you, dear!!
Ooo, it’s crazy — I’ve been on a total Zen high for the past few days. I fell for him hard before that tall suited dude came into the picture!
I hope you like this little piece! It’s a scenario where the bomb goes off as Zen saves you!
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“Sweetheart…?!”
You were unable to open your eyes. Limbs heavy and head pounding, you fought with all of your might to be known.
Zen always found you.
I’m here, you yelled. I’m here, please help —
“I can’t find a pulse on her.”
Seven. That was Seven’s voice.
“No, no, no, sweetheart…!”
The coldness of the pavement faded as warmth surrounded you. A hand cupped your cheek, fingers desperately digging behind your ear and warm breath brought a sense of feeling to your numb nose.
“MC? Sweetie? Hey… hey, it’s me… please, you need to open your eyes for me, okay…?”
Zen.
You waited for your body to react; for butterflies to crash against each other in your stomach, for heat to rise in your cheeks and tint your ears a soft pink. But your body refused what you so desperately wanted it to do.
“Where are the sirens…?!” Zen cried out, his voice growing more distant.
“They’re on their way, Zen… Mr…. called them… ago…”
No… you were nearly gone, you could feel it. You felt your limbs droop further against the warmth that cradled you. To your great frustration, a piercing sound evaded your ear canals— like you were drowning in the deepest part of a swimming pool.
“No, no… don’t go limp on me…!!”
Zen’s cries mingled with the screeching noises in your ears, creating a cacophony of sounds that raged through your head. Was this… what death sounded like…?
No. No, you weren’t dying today. You had to pull through somehow. With every ounce of mental strength you had left, you tried to silence the noises in your head until you heard someone else speaking.
“Zen, the ambulance… —. You need… —”
The ambulance. If you could hang on until the ambulance arrived, then —
A wave of exhaustion hit you the way a tsunami hit costal cities. You were unable to think of anything else — your brain was shutting down.
“She … —”
“Hyun, she isn’t … —”
The voices that once surrounded you were far away now, settling inside the abyss meant for you.
“Don’t do this to me.”
Except for his. Zen’s voice outmatched the now-faint ringing in your ears.
“Come back to me, sweetheart. You can’t leave me, I haven’t even…” A pause followed by soft sniffles. “Please… please, I need you…”
“… Ambulance is … —!!”
You felt the warmth surrounding you hug you much tighter. Thank goodness… you didn’t have to fight by yourself anymore.
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“The doctor said it’s due to flying shrapnel.”
“Has she made any progress?”
“… No.” Zen buried his face in his hands while his knee bounced anxiously.
Jumin glanced at you. “It’s been proven that women need more sleep than men do. Perhaps to keep their youthful vigor, don’t you think? To uphold their beauty?”
Zen lifted his head. “She doesn’t need to stay youthful, and she’s already beautiful. I want her to come back to me.”
To Zen’s surprise, Jumin placed a sympathetic hand on his shoulder. “You’ve been talking to her like the doctor suggested?”
“Every hour of every day.”
“And you’ve… wait. Is she wearing a cleansing mask?” Jumin moved closer to inspect the thin white mask on your face.
“Hey. Don’t touch it, I put it on her ten minutes ago.”
Closing his eyes, Jumin nodded. “This shows how doting you’ll be when she awakens and accepts your courting of her.”
Eyes darting from Jumin, to you, and to the floor, Zen’s eyes filled with tears. “Could that be now?”
Offering his handkerchief, Jumin sighed softly. “Ask her yourself. Please excuse me.”
Zen stuffed Jumin’s handkerchief in his coat pocket, preferring to use his sleeves. Reaching for your hand, he pressed his lips into your palm, kissing your cold flesh over and over again. His tears fell against your skin, but maybe they would wake you this time.
“Hey, sweetheart.” Wiping his face with his palm, Zen smiled sweetly at you. “Jumin dropped by. He thinks you need your beauty sleep, but I think he’s growing blind with age. You don’t need beauty sleep because you’re beautiful all the time, so don’t take his comments to heart. I… I still think you’re the most beautiful when your eyes are open, though.”
Zen’s soft chuckle was meant to be just that. But days without sleep coupled with the anxiety of you flatlining the way you did the first night of your hospital stay turned his chuckle into deep, heart-wrenching sobs. Having memorized the placement of every wire attached to your body, he cradled your head in his palm. Removing the cucumber and mint cleansing mask from your face, he kissed your brow, nose, and cheeks with trembling but enduring lips.
“I want to tell you to rest and take your time, but… I miss you. So much. I wish I had gotten to you sooner. Damn, if I had been a couple of seconds faster…”
Pulling you firmly to his chest, Zen pressed kisses atop your head. “I had a dream about it… about that white-haired stranger taking you hostage, and I didn’t tell anyone… if I had, you wouldn’t be here. You’d be with me, stuffing your face with all the Bungeoppang I can afford…!”
“Ze…n…”
“Not just Bungeoppang, either. I know you said in the messenger that you’d gorge yourself on street food once the party was over, remember? Well, when you wake up, I’ll take you out to all the food stalls you can imagine. You can eat as much as you want, how does that sound?”
“… Zen…”
“Or, I could take you out to a fancy restaurant. I’m not the richest guy, but I’ll dress up and open all the crab legs you want —”
“Zen.”
There it was: your voice. Faint and feeble as it was, he recognized your sound. “S…sweetheart…?”
“I can’t… I can’t breathe…”
Nearly flinging himself to the other side of the room, Zen let out a strangled gasp. “Sweet…sweetheart, you’re…!”
“Whew… you nearly killed me,” you joked, pulling yourself up with the strength you had left.
“No, no, no… here, let me help you.” With the deepest care, Zen sat you up, making sure the wires attached to you were secure. You winced, body sore and mind still foggy, but as Zen placed a hand behind your head, those sensations melted away.
“Easy… easy. I’m here,” Zen cooed directly into your ear. “Do you need anything…? Water? Juice? Food, I’ll get you food!”
Lightly grabbing his wrist, you held him from going anywhere. “Do you mind staying here…?”
Tilting his head, Zen slid his hand past your ear and smiled as he glanced at the goosebumps trailing your skin. “Sorry… I’m so happy you’re awake, that you’re here. The doctor said that you weren’t at risk for memory loss, even though the blow was directed at your head. Still, you were out for a few days and it scared the hell out of me… ah, you don’t need to worry about any medical bills or anything. I’m using what I have to cover you, and it’s a lot more than I thought, so —”
You pressed kisses upon Zen’s wrist, your lips following the faint blue line trailing up his forearm. Swallowing the lump in his throat, Zen’s Adam’s apple bobbed. Lifting your head slowly, you dragged your fingers over the slight bulging veins that danced across his skin. “You ramble when you’re nervous.”
Zen coughed. “Wh… I-I- you…”
“You also stammer. It’s very cute.”
“Y-You can’t make those assumptions here and now! Look at our situation!”
“Oh, so you’re usually the cool, calm, and collected type?” You grinned.
Opening his mouth to protest, Zen stopped himself. He knew what you were doing — giving a silent plea for him to relax. To calm down, and to stay present with you.
For you? He was more than willing to oblige.
“I should ring for the nurse, let him know that you’re awake —”
“You want to be away from me so badly?” You pouted, watching Zen begin to move from you after fixing your blankets and blushing furiously as soon as his fingers brushed your thigh.
“It isn’t that… ehm. If I stay this close to you for another minute, I’m going to lose face.”
“Lose face?”
“I’m going to kiss you.”
You were the one blushing, now. Hand over your mouth, you felt your heart hammer in your chest.
And Zen smiled to himself as he listened to your heart rate monitor beeping faster than his own heart.
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