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profoundnet · 5 years

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Thank you to all these amazing people for participating in the Profound Bond’s Winter Exchange 2018! I hope everyone enjoyed their amazing gifts. The next round opens up at the end of January, so keep an eye open on that! And special thanks to @foxymoley for doing another wonderful banner for us!

If you’d like to join the exchange, then head on over and join our discord! Information can be found on the wiki which you can access here.

List of creations below the cut.

Shall Yourselves Find Blessing by prolixdreams for lunavva

Castiel gets in over his head in a pocket reality created when he accidentally takes a sip of a drink intended to help angels focus on what's most important. Dean won't have it. He's going in.

Teen Rating Tags: Christmas, Hallucinations, Substance Use, Love Confessions, First Kiss

Christmas Treats and Angel Heats by @malmuses for Wargurl83

Angels don't have a sex, or gender, nevermind a secondary gender—right? At least, that's what the Winchesters have been led to believe. It's Christmas, and Dean misses his angel friend. He's been AWOL for days, and the Winchesters are worried. When Cas returns to the bunker on Christmas Eve, very clearly in heat, a few of their assumptions are going to have to change. Oh, and Dean is going to have to hide his feelings for Cas in the face of the news that the angel is an unmated omega, who desperately needs their help. Merry Christmas, Dean!

Explicit Rating

Tags: A/B/O, AU - Canon Divergence, Alpha Dean, Omega Castiel, Wing-kink, Mating Bites, Endless Fluff, Christmassy Smut, Heat, Hurt/Comfort

Good Things by @neonbat666 for Crypto

Dean and Castiel are on a case when it goes a bit south thanks to a blizzard. With the monsters apparently dead they find a hunter's cabin and hunker down for the night to lick their wounds and enjoy a relatively successful evening together.

Explicit Rating

Tags: Human Cas, post empty, cabin trope, hunt, new relationship.

Underneath The Tree by turningthepages for robotsnchicks

All Castiel wants this holiday season is to know for sure if Dean Winchester loves him in return and Castiel hopes after Charlie's annual White Elephant gift exchange he'll have his answer.

General Rating

Tags: Roommates, Friends to Lovers, Misunderstandings, Jealousy, Pining, Happy Ending, Fluff

Silent Prayers by firefly124 for secretlyjensen

With the bunker to themselves, Dean and Castiel take tentative steps towards each other.

General Rating

Tags: Fluff (Also can be found on DreamWidth)

Out of the Blue, It would be you by @leafzelindor for WaywardAF67

Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak have known each other since college. They live together, they share everything, so it's not hard to pretend it's more, but is it just pretend?

Teen Rating

Tags: Alternate Universe, They were roommates!, Fluff, holiday setting, Dean is a dork

The Curse of the Ugly Sweater by canadduh for shaes_bae

If Dean knows anything in life it’s that ugly Christmas sweaters, basements, and witches do not mix.

General Rating

Tags: Witches, magical roofies, Drunk Dean, Friends to Lovers, Drunk confessions, body switching, Sharing Body Heat, Fake Dating, Drunk Castiel

Come and Save Me Tonight by @braezenkitty for delicious-irony

“Baby, you’re my angel Come and save me tonight”

Dean is a superhero who needs saving. Good thing his Angel is close by. Now if only Dean could figure out why he seems so familiar…

Teen Rating

Tags: alternate universe - superheroes, first kiss, secret identity, identity porn (Pillowfort)

Under the Mistletoe by @snarkysnartes for Alessariel

He was a celebrity, kne that Dean's daughter fawned over. It wasn't like Dean to get star struck.

General Rating

Tags: Fluff, celebrity au

Feel My Pain by @saywhatjessie for Shannon-Kind

Mary Winchester hadn’t been exactly surprised when her four year old came toddling up to her in tears, confused why his knee hurt when he hadn’t even fallen over. Or a universe where you feel your soulmate's pain.

General Rating

Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Soulmates, Soulmates identified through pain

Sure As The Stars by @nox-lee for turningthepages

It’s Cas and Dean’s first Christmas together in their new house. The decorations are hung, the cookies are made, and Dean can’t wait to spend the holiday season with Cas. But when he starts coming home late from work, Dean worries that Cas might be keeping something from him.

Mature Rating

Tags: established relationship, miscommunication, modern au, christmas

Winter Wonder Walk by @shannon-kind for canadduh

Dean begrudgingly agrees to be his roommate's Plus One at a charity event, since Benny can't bring his girlfriend who will be volunteering. Of course Benny ditches him first chance he gets. And there's this one volunteer with messy dark hair and bright blue eyes who seems to have a problem with everything Dean does.

Teen Rating

Tags: Meet Cute, Winter Holidays, Christmas Fluff

All I want for Christmas is Yule by @robotsnchicks for MalMuses

Zachariah frowns. “Let’s not forget the reason for the season, Castiel. It's Merry Christmas, not Happy Holidays.” When work makes it hard for Cas to keep his Yuletide spirits high, he finds comfort in the latest anonymous letter left on his desk. Now if only he could convince his mysterious correspondent to reveal themselves.

Teen Rating

Tags: Librarian Castiel, Wiccan Castiel, Professor Dean, secret admirer, two person love triangle, yule traditions

(Pillowfort)

A Warm Safe Place by @waywardaf67 for waywarded

Sam was going to be out of the bunker for a few days and called Cas home to ensure Dean wouldn't be snowed in alone. The pair got to spend a quality night together where they gorged themselves on snacks, watched Dean's favorite movie, and oh yeah Cas accidentally recreated the northern lights. Dean was very impressed.

Teen Rating

Tags: Fluff, First Kiss, Wings, Northern Lights, Snow Storm, Sam Ships It, Cuddling & Snuggling, Angel Wings, Dean’s POV, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

In All Senses of the Word by @surlybobbies for exceptcas

“Jackass,” Dean said, though the twitch of his mouth gave his affection away. “What if I died tonight and you never wished me a Merry Christmas?” “Of all the things to regret not saying, ‘Merry Christmas’ is hardly on my list, Dean.” Dean raised an eyebrow. “Oh, yeah? What would you regret not saying, then?” Cas looked at Dean’s face - at the arch of his brow and the faded freckles across his nose. And he thought about saying it. Cas had thought about saying it for months now. But he looked down at his shoes and smiled instead. “I’d regret not asking you for your apple pie recipe.”

General Rating

Tags: Fluff, Christmas, Holiday, Friends to Lovers, New Year's Eve

Wooing for Dummies by @tobythewise for Morrigan

Dean Winchester has a plan to finally woo his best friend while snowed in his family's cabin. Too bad Castiel is the either the most oblivious person in the world, or he's just not interested.

General Rating

Tags: High School AU, Attempts at Wooing, Snowed in, Love confessions, Oblivious Cas

(Pillowfort)

Learning to Trust Again by @tobythewise for boy12

Dean might be a catboy, sought after as nothing more than a glorified sextoy, but he was also a fighter, unwilling to go down without swinging. Will his new owner be able to break down his walls? Or will Castiel pine after Dean in silence forever?

Explicit Rating

Tags: Catboy Dean, Owner Castiel, Falling in love, Angst with a happy ending, Hurt/Comfort, Mating Cycles/Heat, Bottom Dean, Top Cas

(Pillowfort)

I’ll Watch Over You by waywarded for noxlee

Cas and Dean are trekking through a wintry forest, Dean is tired but too stubborn to rest, so Castiel makes him.

General Rating

Tags: huddling for warmth, bamf castiel, protective castiel, sleepy dean winchester, winter solstice

The Morning Kiss by @artbloggouinetteparletrop for deadly-kitten-kay

A destiel soft kiss's digital painting with some impressionist vibes

SFW

Tags: #destiel #destiel fanart #the profound bond #destiel fluff #destiel kiss #castiel #dean winchester #casdean

(Pillowfort)

Snow Blind Date by @delicious-irony for Gouinette parle trop

Charlie insists Dean go on a blind date to get over his monumentally massive crush on his obviously straight roommate Castiel.

Teen Rating

Tags: No Archive Warnings apply; fluff, pining, they were roommates!, miscommunication, blind date

(Pillowfort)

Saturnalia by @honeyedsam for braezenkitty

Dean and Castiel get stuck in a one room cabin with no heat while hunting a snow nymph. Cas opts to keep Dean from freezing to death instead of going after the nymph.

Explicit Rating

Tags: Snowed In, Huddling For Warmth, First Time, Mutual Pining, Canon Compliant, Blow Jobs, Mutual Masturbation, Biting, Nipple Play, Frottage

Shattered Glass by @elizasugarcane for surlybobbies

Dean has a bad day, Cas is there to help.

Teen Rating

Tags: flashbacks, hurt/comfort, panic attacks

(Pillowfort)

Cancelled Flights and Coffee by @insertbottomdeanpunhere for LeafZelindor

Dean is flying home for Christmas when he meets a handsome stranger. When all flights are cancelled due to a snow storm, they're presented with the chance to get to know each other better.

General Rating

Tags: meet-cute, stuck in airport, coffee shops, first meetings

For A Special Someone by @usarechan for haikuhamster

Cas finds a christmas gift for Dean

SFW

(Ao3)

The Magic of the Season by @kazshero for prolixdreams

Castiel works what magic he can.

General Rating

Tags: In the Bunker, Christmas Fluff, First Kiss

Lights Shining Brightly by @exceptcas for kazshero

"Is that mistletoe?" Jack asked, pointing to a spot above Dean and Cas. Cas looked over to Dean, eyes wide, cautious all around. There was, in fact, mistletoe right above them. It was a bundle of green, wrapped in red string.

General Rating

Tags: Chrsitmas Fluff. Doctor Castiel. Single parent castiel. Mistletoe.

Adventures in Problem Solving by @blueeyesandpie for snarkysnartes

Dean and Cas have been living together since freshman year and despite their many differences, that's how Dean wants to keep it. Then senior year rolls around and Castiel reminds Dean that his student visa expires soon after he graduates. Dean has a mad plan, but can they keep up the charade long enough for Cas to stay in America where he belongs, or will Dean's growing feelings get in the way?

Teen Rating

Tags: College AU, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Idiots in Love, Russian Castiel, Project Keep Castiel in America

(Pillowfort)

Operation Holiday Queer by haikuhamster for JessJessTheBest

For three years since coming out, Castiel had spent every Christmas sitting around a dinner table hearing passive aggressive comments, ridiculous misinformation, and some occasional slurs. So when Castiel’s aunt so kindly suggested that he bring a girlfriend, the solution was obvious to him. Bring a boyfriend instead. Unfortunately, he didn’t have a boyfriend to bring.

Teen Rating

Tags: Fake Relationship, Homophobia, Salty Castiel, Soft Dean Winchester, First Kiss

A Promise at Solstice by @alessariel for BinJLG

'Statue NOT for sale!’ And smaller underneath: 'Quit it, Crowley!’ Dean had put the not-for-sale sign up a month ago. He’d thought it should be easy enough to understand but now he was starting to wonder if he needed to make a larger one. Possibly one with some profanity on it, to really scare people off. A human-sized statue with wings suddenly appearing on one’s roof apparently attracted a lot of attention, especially one as impressive as Castiel. Yet no matter how many strange people tried to bribe or threaten him, Dean vowed to always protect Cas and never stop searching for a way to bring him back.

Explicit Rating

Tags: Explicit, Wingfic, Handprint Kink, Gargoyles, Magic

(Pillowfort)

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mayacatmaster · 5 years

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There are people who are not in alignment and when they look at you they don’t like you, because they don’t like anything, they are on the “I don't like anybody”

disk. ~Abraham Hick

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Some People Will Only Like You If You Fit Inside Their Box. Don't Be Afraid To Shove That Box Up Their Ass.

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There Are A Lot Of People In Your Life That You're Holding There As If You Need To Prove To Yourself That You Can Get Along With Anybody, When -THE

Reality Of It Rs That The Path Of Least Resistance Doesn't Include Most Of Them. ~Abraham

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I Can't Cease Being So I

Might As Well Make It Fun.

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We Make Fun Of Death

We Are Not Death

Neither You Will Be

You Will Just Wake Up

One Day

And Get Out Of The Movie. ~AH

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My Life

My Rules.

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I Love Knowing That My Talent, My True Talent Is Alignment. ~Abraham

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Being in my Cat-like-circle protect your heart/soul/mindset/body and every area.

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And…:

The less you try to get others to understand your point of view,

the clearer your vibration will be, and the better you will feel,

because you're really asking them to do something that they're not wired to do.

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Lucky Are Those Who Find

A True Loyal Friend In This

Fake World.

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In A Toxic

Family/ country/ social/ education/ religion/ moral-mindset

Belief-System

Seeing Unhealthy Patterns In Your

Family/ country/ social/ education/ religion/ moral-mindset

And Deciding That Those Patterns End

With You And Will Not Be Passed Down To

Future Generations, Is An Extremely

Brave & Powerful Decision.

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In A Toxic

Family/ country/ social/ education/ religion/ moral-mindset

Belief-System

The Black Sheep Is Often

Just The Person Who

Sees Through Everyone

Else's Bullshit.

*** *** *** You Are The Greatest Project, You Will Ever Get To Work On. Take Your Time. Create Magic. *** *** *** Be kind to yourself…: "When You Love Someone, You Love The Person As They Are, And Not As you'd Like Them To Be." ~Leo Tolstoy *** *** *** You can never blame somebody into their connection. You can never find fault of somebody into their connection. You can never demand somebody into their connection. You can never make a rule somebody into their connection. You can never bomb somebody into their connection. You can never jail somebody into their connection. You appreciate them into their connection. You love them into their connection. You praise them into their connection. You trust them into their connection. You see the best of them into their connection. ~ Abraham-Hicks ~ ~ Thank you David Somers! *** *** *** Surely As A Cat About Mankind’s Stuff I Know Nothing. Since I Know Nothing So I Question Everything??? Why? Why? Why? *** *** *** May I ask, as a cat? Mankind so call great religion/moral/country/social-belief-system-standard ‘so call’ great virtue, ….under the name of righteousness and goodness and religion/moral-belief-system, is what kind of shit??? *** *** *** Because…: There is no source of evil. There is only a Stream of Well-Being, which you are allowing, or not. But under the name of righteousness and goodness and religion, you drop bombs on innocent children. And then you say, "It’s for the good of all of us." And we say: we don’t see that. And you don’t see it from your Non-physical perspective, either. It’s only in your disconnection that those things make sense. Excerpted from San Rafael, CA on 2/26/05 - Abraham Hicks *** *** *** Mind is the Builder. This is ever indicated in the experiences of individuals who hold to or build resentments, or build differences...#EdgarCaycereading 1603-2What does this reading mean to you? *** *** *** Realize that all hatred, jealousy and aggression isn't you. These are just programs. Your mind is like a computer that can be infected with viruses. Your task is to disinfect these programs and set yourself free. *** *** *** So…: You Are Still Attached To Your Religion-moral-belief-system, Your Color, Or The Country-social-family-belief-system You Were Born In, Then You Still Don't Know Who And What You Truly Are. *** *** *** Your mental health is more important than your career, money, other people/s opinions, that event you said you would attend/ your partners mood and your families wishes, combined. If taking care of yourself means letting someone down, then let someone down. *** *** *** To Survive A Nation Of Sheep Ruled By Wolves Owned By Pigs You Must Become A Lion/Cat Not A Blind-Obey-Dog. *** *** *** Because…: No one can destroy you, but Your own mindset can destroy you totally!!! *** *** *** Everyone Thinks They're Right. So, The Question Isn't Who's Right Or Who's Wrong.�� The Question Is, Who Is Most In Alignment With Their Source? And Who Is The Most Allowing? And Whose Life Is Really Going The Best, Most Of The Time? ~ABRAHAM Hicks

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02.The "Cycles”(cycles of “Tao”(Maat; Logos; True Self)) have been without movement for millions of years. 03."I am”(Ra) stronger than the strong, "I am”(Ra) mightier than the mighty." *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ~”The Room of Maat” Written by Samael Aun Weor *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***

Look at the north star & big dipper. Look at the north star & big dipper. Look at the north star & big dipper. *** *** *** If you see all the star swirls with the Big-Dipper, Hundreds of millions of years and hundreds of millions of years, No matter it is ancient and modern or east or west. *** *** *** It is through watching the "Cycles" of Nature that we more fully understand the cycles of our own lives. *** *** *** Four things cannot be long hidden; the sun, the moon, the Big-Dipper and the “Truth”(True Self; Tao; Logos; Ma-at; Dharma; Source). *** *** *** Do you know what the dominate reason for anyone who has a worthiness issue is ? They have plenty of negative emotion and they're willing to put up with it. Source is rooting for them, and they are rooting against themselves. ~Abraham *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Via and thanks “Abraham-Hicks: Inspirational Quotes” *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Through the modern world may know a million secrets, the ancient world knew "One"(Source; Tao; Ma-at; True Self; Brahma) - and that was greater than the million; for the million secrets breed death, disaster, sorrow, selfishness, lust, and avarice, but the "One"(Source; Tao; Ma-at; True Self; Brahma) secret confers life, light, and truth. ~Manly P. Hall *** *** ***

The World Knows Many Religions, But Nature Has But One Truth. ~MANLY P. Hall *** *** *** The World Knows Many Religions/Moral/Education/Country-Social-Family-Person-Belief-System, But Nature Has But One Cosmic-Principle-Truth. *** *** *** It is through watching the "Cycles" of Nature that we more fully understand the cycles of our own lives. *** *** *** Four things cannot be long hidden; the sun, the moon, the Big-Dipper and the “Truth”(True Self; Tao; Logos; Ma-at; Dharma; Source). *** *** *** Because…: A lie doesn't become truth, wrong doesn't become right and evil doesn't become good, just because it's accepted by a majority. *** *** *** The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie even if everyone believes it. *** *** ***

Swords and shields will not make you a king, it is important how you manage your mind and heart. ~ Outlander *** *** *** 劍和盾牌都不會讓你成為國王��重要的是你如何管理你的頭腦和心靈. ～外鄉人 *** *** *** 『"道"（Source; True Self; Brahman)者，神明之原！』；『神明者，見知之稽！』；《黃帝四經》 The Source… Your Source… Your Inner Being NEVER takes eyes or attention from you. Everything that we are is happening right here in this moment where you are; right here in this moment where you are. And so we want you to sort of get used to the importance of Who-You-Are. ~Abraham *** *** *** *** *** *** Thanks for “Abraham” *** *** *** *** *** *** The wise is a person who acts with "Ma at"(Tao; Logos; Truth), and is free of falsehood and disorder. ~Ptahhotep *** *** *** I roll with ancient “One”(Tao; Source; Brahma). *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Via and Thanks “Nicole Marie” *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Because…: The moon's endless dance follow the force that is guiding the whole universe is in you. *** *** *** The moon's endless dance. As the Earth and moon orbit the sun together, the pattern of day and night on the lunar surface constantly changes. *** *** *** Times change but the “Truth”(Tao; True Self; Ma-at ; Logos ; Source) do not. *** *** *** The "Source"(Tao; Ma-at；Logos ; True Self) has always been same, in ancient and modern, in east and west, in any time-space. *** *** *** So…! The sun's endless dance follow the force that is guiding the whole universe is in you. *** *** *** The star's endless dance follow the force that is guiding the whole universe is in you. *** *** *** The four seasons endless dance follow the force that is guiding the whole universe is in you. *** *** *** The all people's life endless dance follow the force that is guiding the whole universe is in you. *** *** *** The all thing's life endless dance follow the force that is guiding the whole universe is in you. *** *** *** Nature is not a blind, blundering thing. Nature is“Source”(God; Tao; True Self; Brahman) at work and God neither wastes material nor does He blunder in His building. 【Life and Teaching of the Masters of the Far East ；Volume Ⅱ ; CHAPTER 09 ；By Baird T. Spalding】 *** *** *** Remember, the “Truth”(Tao; True Self; Ma-at; Logos ;According to the law that governs the universe) is unshakable - it is unmovable. It stays still and calm and firmly rooted, even when you are in the state of denial. Its place in this creation is the highest! *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Thanks for “Journey to Love” *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** As above, so below. As the Universe, so the soul. As without, so within. *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Follow the force that is guiding the whole universe is in you. Pledge allegiance to your "Source"(God; True Self; Tao; Logos), everything is done! ~Zhouyi cantong qi 「觀天之道，執天之行，盡矣！」: 周易參同契； *** *** *** You are never along or helpless. The force that is guiding the whole universe is in you too! *** *** *** Those who flow as "Life"(Tao; True Self; Source) flows know they need no other force. ~Lao tzu *** *** *** You have all the intelligence within you. TRUST, ALLOW and only listen to your own HEART! *** *** *** Use your own light and return to the Source of "Light"(Tao; True Self; Wisdom of Universal). This is called practicing eternity. ~Lao Tzu *** *** *** Always listen to your own heart, even if it is against what your family, society, culture of religion is telling you! *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Thanks for “ONEness” *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** I walk the path of the ancient "Oneness"(Tao；True Self; Maat), Nature is my church. Just like trees, cats, birds, stars, moon, sun, my religion is same "Oneness"(Tao；True Self; Maat). *** *** *** Life is "Tao"(True Self；Brahman) back to itself. I observed the sun, moon, stars orbit operation life. *** When I see the sun , moon, stars function by "Tao"(True Self；God). it's same , when I see the four seasons change. it's same , when I see the men, animals, plants function by "Tao"(True Self；God) *** *** *** In this-now-here, in this such moment. In this changing world of social and cultural dogma. Has eternal life standards. Eternal spiritual compass. Eternal-Guiding-Principle of Llife. Operate in all things within life functions. Government by "Tao"(Source; True Self; God; Allah). *** When we watching & witness the sun , moon, stars function by "Tao"(True Self；God). When we watching & witness those operate in all things within life functions. *** Summer and winter seasons of life, I observed the operation of orbit replacement. In ancient times, today, around the world, the eternal truths of life, is "One"(Tao；True Self；God；Allah). *** Remember, the “Truth”(Tao; True Self; Maat; Logos ;According to the law that governs the universe) is unshakable - it is unmovable. It stays still and calm and firmly rooted, even when you are in the state of denial. Its place in this creation is the highest! *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Thanks for “Journey to Love” *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Times change but the “Truth”(Tao; True Self; Maat ; Logos ; According to the law that governs the universe) do not. *** *** *** The "Source"(Tao; Maat；Logos ; True Self) has always been same, in ancient and modern, in east and west, in any time-space. *** *** *** Everything you see has its "Roots"(Source; True Self；Tao) in the unseen world. The forms may change, yet the "Essence"(Source; True Self；Tao) remains the same "ONE"(Source; Tao；True Self；God). *** *** *** All Souls were created in the "beginning"(Source; Tao; True Self; God) and are finding their way back to whence they came. ~Edgar Cayce *** *** *** Abraham always says alignment trumps everything. Alignment means alignment with Source"(Tao: True Self; Maat; Logos; Dharma) - the same energy that create worlds, the energy that consistently makes the sun comes out every blessed day, the same energy that makes the earth spins perfectly in its orbits, the same energy that orchestras the cells of our body to work perfectly to keep our functioning at an optimal level and so on. *** *** *** A bunch of weak people, even in numbers, aren't strong. Get a whole bunch of confused people together and see how much clarity comes out of it. In other words, you just can't add one more confused person to the pot, and expect to get any more clarity... One --- standing outside of the confused group --- who is clear, is more powerful than a million who are confused. ~Abraham *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Everyone could get all mixed up all at once and there could not be enough negative discord to stop this Earth from spinning in its orbit. The Well-Being has been pointed toward you and all that you are living, so profoundly for so long, it can't go wrong. ~Abraham *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** You don't have to justify the Well-Being that flows to you. In fact, you can't. Not one of you could ever do enough to earn your right to have sunshine every day. It’s not on anybody's list, not any of you are keeping track of the sun coming up, and even if you were, you couldn't control whether it does or not. And there’s not enough that you could do, or pay, for the benefit you receive from the sunshine that shines on this planet. There’s just nothing that you could do. That reward is bigger than anything you could earn. The Well-Being you are experiencing...just by being here...is not about earning ~ it’s about an Unconditional Love and Well-Being that is shining on you at all times. ~Abraham November 17, 2012 Dallas, TX Special thanks to Greg Daugherty for this quote. *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Thank for " Abraham" *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** There is “ONE”(Source; Tao; True Self) law governing the Universe for the Universe is ONE . We need not obey a single law that is less than the “ONE”(Source; Tao; True Self) Law. There is but One Law and that is the only thing that we need to obey. A human being does not need to obey even the manifestation of law, which is gravitation. You need not obey even the conscious manifestation of law; you need obey only the law that controls these manifestations. The moment you become unconscious of the manifestation of law you are perfectly conscious of the Law that is All, the Allness or the Universality of Principle. Every manifestation of law then obeys us. We are in complete authority, complete dominion over every manifestation of law. 【Life and Teaching of the Masters of the Far East ；Volume 04 ; CHAPTER 10；By Baird T. Spalding】 *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** When traversing the vast sea of loneliness, "Oneness"(Source; Tao；True Self；God) is the only true safe harbor, compass, lighthouses, guide, eternal guiding principles. *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** In short there is nothing else anywhere, there is not a set of rules, there is not a stack of books, there are not teachers, there are not hidden documents, there is nothing outside of you that can come anywhere close to the Guidance that comes forth from within you. ~Abraham-Hicks, Great Awakening and Blending, AB–6, 1988 簡而言之,沒有任何其他地方,沒有任何一組規則,沒有任何一堆書,沒有任何一個老師,沒有任何隱藏的文檔,沒有什麼在你自性光明之外的"外法；外物；外人"，可以來接近那~~~出自你內在"真正自己"(大道；上主)自性光明的指引嚮導。 *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** The reason that you ever feel any emotion at all is because Source is right there thinking about the same thing at the same time with you. So when you are in sync with the thought Source thinks about it, you feel good. But when you are out of sync with what Source thinks about it, you feel bad. ~Abraham August 23, 2014 Denver, CO *** *** *** Once you understand your own Emotional Guidance System, you will never again be confused about where you are in relationship to where you want to be. Also, you will feel, with each thought that you offer, whether you are moving closer to, or further from, your desired outcome. If you are using any other influence as your Source of Guidance, you will get lost and go off track, for no others understand, as you do, the distance between where you are and where you want to be. ~Abraham *** *** *** The Source within is thinking about the same thing that you're thinking about and has a very powerful opinion about the same thing that you're thinking about. And your emotions are letting you know whether the opinion, whether the KNOWING of the Source within you, meshes with, or is in discord with, the thought you are thinking. ~Abraham-Hicks *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Thank for “Abraham-Hicks” *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** Mirror, mirror, mirror, ~~~! Mirror heaven, earth and heart. My mind-body, feeling, thought reflect on mirror of Heart-lake. I ask my heart about those question, ~~~~! What my believe about "what-really-I am & who-really-I am"? What my believe about" what-my world-really-are?". "What can get rid painful and get sweet fruits?"； "What can bring myself back to "True Self"(Tao；Brahman)?"； *** Can I use my heart like mirror, just witness & watching & no identify with any kind of " I am this or I am that!"? Can I use my heart like mirror, just witness & watching & no identify with any kind of " I am this dreamer & dream or I am that dreamer & dream!"? Can I use my heart like mirror, just witness & watching & no identify with any kind of " I am this body-mind or I am that body-mind!"? Can I align with "Tao"(True Self；God)?； *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** The entire universe is God's cosmic motion picture, and that individuals are merely actors in the divine play who change roles through reincarnation; mankind's deep suffering is rooted in identifying too closely with one's current role, rather than with the movie's director, or "God"(Source; True Self; Tao; Brahman). ~Paramahansa Yogananda *** *** *** Nothing can touch you, so long as you are in your centre. The words of others, the judgment of others, the opinion of others, the actions of others --- all are external to your Source. Be at Source and you become That "Source "(God; Tao; True Self). Then there is only joy within you, regardless of what is going on around you. ~Rasha *** *** *** Humans will always perceptually separate themselves from "Source"(God; True Self; Tao; Brahman), for this is part of the duality. The joke here is that this would be like Humans deciding that their own thoughts belong to someone else, since they can't "see" them. ~Kryon *** *** *** The "one"(parents; teachers; husband; government) that places himself before your alignment with "Source"(God; True Self; Tao; Brahman) is the one that you must fear the most! *** *** *** The "one"(parents; teachers; husband; government) that places himself before your love for "Source"(God; True Self; Tao; Brahman) is the one that you must fear the most! *** *** ***

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Summary: We kissed, Keith! Was it really so bad?

In which Lance Kisses Keith. Keith freaks out. And these dorks are trying to figure things out. (College AU)

Warnings: Just a bit of angst with a happy ending cause it’s Klance and they deserve to be happy! Also this turned out way longer than planned.

“WE KISSED, KEITH!”

The music could softly be heard inside the room. Yet all Keith could focus on were Lance’s uneven breaths.

How the quiznak had they gotten here? They were finally getting along! After all the bickering and endless arguing in high school, they could finally get along! They were juniors at Altea University and had grown up a bit. Yes, they still fought, and Lance still made fun of his mullet, but they were friends. When the rest of the group couldn’t make it to lunch they would go to Sunny’s Café. They would do homework together and enjoy it. Because it was Keith and Lance, the fantastic duo. And now…

Well now… they couldn’t even have a stupid conversation. Lance couldn’t even look at him. All because of that stupid night. That one stupid night that Keith wished so badly he could erase from time.

“Was it really so bad?”

Lance is on the floor now, knees to his chest as his hands cover his face. He sounds damaged. His voice can’t help but crack towards the end.

Once again all that can be heard is the soft echo of the music. The light is dim, but Keith has never felt this vulnerable before. Standing on the opposite wall from Lance, all he can do is think of that stupid night.

It was past 11. He should have been getting ready for bed, but he had a paper due in two days. And the only time he could edit it was tonight at 11:25 pm or tomorrow at 11:25 pm. Why couldn’t he have Pidge’s brain? She probably already printed hers out. And even if she hadn’t, he knew she would finish in less than an hour and still receive an A on it.

Stupid procrastination!

So he continued working. Typing and retyping words to the best of his abilities when his phone lit up. He wasn’t surprised when he saw Sharpshooter on the message icon. After all, everyone else had their shit together. It was only Lance and Keith who would pray Hail Marys every time they received a project or test back. Always declaring they would be better at time management next time around. It was a vicious cycle, really.

Opening it, he couldn’t help but smile.

Want waffles?

By now it was 12:45 AM. If he was going to stop working on his paper, he might as well go to sleep. Tomorrow was already going to be a hell of a day. Keith could only debate on the pros and cons of getting waffles when he received another text.

Or want to come with me to go get my waffles cause you love me and don’t want anything to happen to me?

That simple text made Keith’s mind up. He wanted waffles! And Lance’s safety of course, but mostly waffles.

Are you sure Sunny’s open?

As soon as he sent the text, Keith was putting on the first jeans he found on the floor and his red jacket. He had only put on one of his boots when he heard a knock on his door. Quickly finding the other and stuffing his foot in, he opened the door to find the only person that could get under his skin.

“So, Sunny’s is closing at 1 but they told me they would wait for us if we get there in like ten,” Lance greets him. His hands are stuffed in his pockets as he continues to casually thrown in, “So I thought we could take the motorcycle and be there and back in a quickie…”

Letting out a sigh, Keith walks beside Lance as he strictly reminds him, “Lance. How many times do I have to tell you? Red is for emergency’s, work, and the occasional beer run. But not for waffles. Just call them, and tell them we’ll find someplace else.”

“Uhh… Well… About that… They’re already making our usual. I may have called them a minute before I texted you.”

Keith can only glare at Lance as he starts making his way to Red. Lance only gives him an abashed smile as he continues to say, “Plus, we both know there are no waffles like Sunny’s waffles. Come on! After a long day, we can both use a good waffle and hot chocolate.”

Keith can only chuckle as he hands Lance his spare helmet and says, “Well what if I had told you that I couldn’t do waffles tonight? Or I didn’t want one?”

Lance freezes in place before simply stating, “Keith. It’s Sunny’s waffles. There’s no way in quiznak you would turn me down. The only reality where that would happen is if you had been brainwashed by some evil villain who obviously didn’t know what they were missing out on because they have never had a Sunny’s waffle.”

Keith can only shake his head at Lance’s words. But Lance knows he’s smiling because he has caught him too many times trying to hold back a smile.

So there they were, driving to Sunny’s Café at 1 in the morning for stupid waffles. Lance was right. With Red they had been there and back in a quickie. Like always, they went to Keith’s studio and had the food spread out on his bed. It wasn’t the first and it probably wouldn’t be the last. But both of them enjoyed these little midnight breakfasts the best.

“So what do you think of my paper so far?” Keith uttered as he took another bite of his waffle.

On the way back, he had told Lance the only way he would forgive himself for getting waffles is if Lance checked over his paper and gave him an opinion. Lance kept squinting his eyes at some parts when he answered, “Solid A. Although you may want to revise the last three pages. Some sentences could be phrased better.”

Keith kept nodding his head to Lance’s advice when he finally announced, “Okay. Enough school. Start eating your waffles before they get too cold.”

So they kept joking around as they ate. Talking about the latest saying Professor Coran had been using in an attempt to get “down” with the “kids.” It was 2:37 AM when they finally settled into a nice silence. Both laid on the bed, looking at the glow in the dark stars Keith had added to the ceiling.

Peace. They were both at peace. At least until Keith asked Lance, “What are you thinking about?”

All he heard in response was a chuckle that made him turn his head to look at Lance. Lance kept staring at the ceiling as he softly uttered, “Trust me, you don’t want to know.”

Realizing something was on Lance’s mind, he quickly sat up, stating, “Lance… talk to me.”

Letting out a puff of air, Lance mimicked Keith as he simply murmured, “I’m just tired I guess. I’m fine though. Or I will be once I get some sleep.” He gives Keith his famous smile. The one he uses on all the girls. But he knows Keith can see right through it when he hears him say, “Lance. Look, if you don’t want to talk I won’t push you. But I will always want to know what you’re thinking… Good or bad. I will always want to know.”

Keith gives him his own reassuring smile. And it makes Lance’s heart flutter as he blubbers, “It’s just… I talked to my family today and they all mentioned how proud they are of me. How I’m going to be the first one in our entire family to actually graduate from University and set an example for the younger ones. How I have come so far and how far I’ll go.”

Lance gets quiet once again and Keith takes it as a moment to encourage as he whispers, “But?”

Letting out another puff of air, Lance finishes with, “But I’m tired of being the golden child. The one who feels like they always have to act like they have everything figured out and be on top of everything. Keith, I’m struggling. I’m struggling in school and I’m trying so hard. So hard to be that example. And… it’s hard to tell that to my parents when their only words of advice is, ‘It’s okay Lance. You’ll figure it out.’”

Worry washes over Keith’s face as he moves himself in front of Lance to offer, “Hey… It’s normal to struggle. I struggle. Even Pidge struggles.”

Lance lifts his gaze to glare at him as Keith quickly adds, “Okay, so maybe not Pidge. But it’s okay to feel a bit overwhelmed. And… you can always come talk to me at any time. Quiznak, you already spend most of your time here anyway! I’ll just be your therapist on top of being your best friend, house inn, chauffeur for waffles… study buddy…”

Lance can’t help but crack a smile at Keith’s attempt to make him feel better. He keeps hearing the long list of things Keith apparently does for him when Keith stops his mumbling to say, “You know I should really start charging for my services.”

Lance furrows his eyebrows as he quickly retorts, “HEY! I do WAY MUCH MORE for you! I make sure you study and give you my FREE advice! Not to mention I protect you from yourself!”

Keith can only smirk at Lance as he quips, “From myself? Really? When have you-“

“Your MULLET KEITH!” Lance shouts right back, interrupting him mid-sentence.

Keith can only roll his eyes as he hears Lance continue to yell, “How many times have I told you about the MULLET? But do you listen? Not to mention I make sure you eat! If it wasn’t for me you’d be dead by now for starving yourself. And don’t even get me start on your horrible habit of overworking! I’m always ensuring you have some time to relax between classes and work! I’m practically the one who-“

THUMP!

For a second they both stay still until Lance calmly states, “You just hit me with a pillow.”

Keith tries his best to hold back a chuckle, but fails as he manages to get out, “Well you wouldn’t shut up…”

At hearing Keith’s words, Lance quickly utters, “Oh I’ll shut you up!” before attacking him.

They wrestle for a bit. Each shouting empty threats as one tries to get an upper hand. It’s not until Keith pins Lance down that they finally halt. Both are breathing hard as Keith’s lips form a smirk in triumph. He’s just about to mumble a shout in victory when he notices a hue of red spread across Lance’s cheeks. It’s only then he realizes their predicament.

He can feel Lance’s breath on his cheeks. Each hand holds one of Lance’s as their fingers intertwine. His body straddles Lance as his knees touch Lance’s hips. He has never seen Lance’s blue eyes up close. But QUIZNAK… does he let himself drown in them.

Keith can feel his own cheeks turn red as the blood rushes to them. He’s pretty sure Lance can hear his heart from how fast it’s beating in his chest. How many times had they found themselves in this situation and brushed it off? How many times had he told himself it was nothing at all?

Yet here they were, drawn to one another as neither dared to move. Both their eyes kept wondering as they both mesmerized the other’s face. Keith couldn’t help himself. He couldn’t help but be hypnotized with Lance’s lips. His gaze tracing their outline.

He didn’t know what was happening until it happened. Lance quickly moved out of Keith’s hold, forcing him to sit up. Keith had only managed to let out a groan in confusion when suddenly he felt Lance’s hand on his face, pulling him closer. Before he could get his thoughts untangled, their lips met. And by QUIZNAK, was it everything Keith had imagined it would be.

“Was it really that bad Keith?”

Lance’s voice brings Keith back to reality. Reminding him how the sweet, innocent memory had altered their entire relationship.

He can’t bring himself to speak. He can only keep glancing at Lance as he tries to form his thoughts. The kiss hadn’t been bad. Not in the slightest. So why had he pushed him away? Why had he pretended it never happened? Why had he destroyed their chance at happiness?

Lance lets out a sigh in defeat as he slowly picks himself up from the ground. Lifting his head to peak at Keith, he can’t help but relive that night again. He thought he read all the signs right. Keith wanted to kiss him. He wanted to kiss Keith. So he simply did what they had been so afraid to do so. And how had it turned out?

With Keith pulling away, rambling on how he couldn’t do this… how Lance should go and get some sleep… that they would talk about it tomorrow.

Except they didn’t.

Keith couldn’t look him in the eye the next morning in class. Much less have a conversation on the feelings Lance could no longer deny. It was then Lance knew Keith didn’t love him the way he loved Keith. So with a bruised heart he did what was best, he gave Keith his space and pretended his feelings were just a phase.

Letting out another puff of air, he returns his gaze to the ground as he states, “If you’re not going to talk, I’m going to leave. I think I’ve embarrassed myself enough.”

Lance tries his best to look okay. Yet all he hears is his heart in his ear drums as he makes his way to the door. His hand has only touched the handle when he hears Keith whisper, “Please, stay.”

Lance freezes at his voice. He can only focus on the door as he utters, “Why should I?”

He can hear Keith moving towards him. Lance tenses when he feels Keith’s hands gently pulling him away from the door. Yet when Keith pulls him closer, his hands in his hair, Lance can’t help but feel at home. Their foreheads are touching. Keith keeps playing with his hair when Lance softly hears him say, “I… The kiss… You-“

Suddenly the room fills with music and chatter as the door opens to reveal Hunk. They all stare at each other until Hunk awkwardly asks, “Am I interrupting something?”

Quickly Lance pulls away from Keith, ignoring his gaze as he softly says, “No. I was just leaving.”

He ignores the way his heart begs him to turn around and ask Keith what he was going to say. He moves as fast as he can as he tries to get lost in the crowd. Leaving a confused Hunk with a broken Keith staring after him.

“Seriously, did I interrupt something? Because I have the feeling I did,” Hunk asks Keith once again.

Biting his tongue, Keith tells him to get lost as nice as he can. Although it comes out more bitter and angry as he pushes Hunk out of the way.

He keeps moving people out of his path as he tries to find Lance at this party. Honestly, he knew it was a bad idea to talk to Lance in the middle of all this. But Lance hadn’t been answering his calls or text for a while, and the only time he saw him was if they were hanging out with the rest of the group. So when Keith saw Lance across the room, he did what he thought was best. He dragged him to the nearest room and demanded they talked.

“MOVE!”

He doesn’t care how rude he’s being or the glances people are giving him. The only thing he can focus on is Lance. He’s about to give up hope when he glimpses the famous green jacket Lance always seems to wear. Quickly he makes his way to the front door, praying to the universe to give him a second chance.

As soon as he steps out the door, he feels the cold air of the night greet him. He searches the couple of people lounging around the front yard but none of them are Lance. Moving his feet to get a better look at the street, he sees Lance’s silhouette walking away from everything.

“Lance!”

Keith can’t tell if he can’t hear him or if he’s just plain out ignoring him. Yet he keeps moving his feet, willing himself to fix this.

“Lance! Please! Talk to me!”

He’s losing all hope until he hears Lance shout, “I already did! And I heard everything you had to say… Which was NOTHING!”

As soon as he sees Lance is not running away but merely waiting for him to catch up, Keith feels the lump in his throat slowly disappear.

Placing a hand on Lance’s shoulder the second he can reach him, Keith quickly turns him around as he quickly murmurs, “I’m not good at this, okay? I don’t do feelings, and most times when I feel something I try to push it down. I’m just so afraid of…”

Taking a deep breath, Keith shifts his gaze away from Lance as he finishes with, “I was… I mean I am happy with you and I’m just afraid of screwing this up because the last thing I want to do is hurt you and watch you leave. I can’t lose you Lance. Anybody, but not you.”

Shutting his eyes tight, Keith finally lets out a gasp of air before hearing, “Idiot.”

When he opens his eyes, he’s greeted with Lance’s smile and a slight blush on his cheeks.

“You know for someone so smart you can be so stupid sometimes,” Lance softly whispers.

They both let out a chuckle at this statement as Lance continues to utter, “I know you Keith. I know this stuff, the feelings, isn’t easy for you. I’m not expecting you to be perfect because let’s be honest, we’re juniors in university and you still have that mullet.”

A smirk seems to replace Lance’s smile as he adds, “But I don’t care if being together is hard or complicated or work… I’m in it for the long run.”

Keith can’t help the smile that is forming on his face. He wants to tell Lance how much his words mean to him, but much like that one night, Lance surprises him into a kiss once again. It’s everything and more than Keith can imagine. It’s actually better.

When they finally pull apart, Keith can only tell him, “As am I.”

#klance #keith (voltron)#lance mcclain #fanfic

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