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Baby Don't Cut! Itachi Uchiha X Depressed Reader.

Summery:- Your boyfriend had been noticing your weird behaviour lately so when he tried to talk to you about it he found out that you've been doing self-harm and he is gonna do everything to stop you from hurting yourself.

Warning:- Self harm, Depressions, comfort, ANGST with happy ending. (I was listening to song named ‘Baby don't cut’ and had idea of writing this.)

You turned off your tap as you washed the blood off from your hand. You didn't want to do any of these stupid stuff and you knew these were useless but life has been really hard for you lately and you just felt satisfied after cutting your wrist, the pain somehow ease your inner pain for a bit.

You shrieked when you heard your door bell ring, no one usually came to visit you these days so you weren't anyone to come right now.

Yoy quickly wore your hoodie even though it wasn't cold, you just wanted to hide the scars you have right now.

You rushed to the door and opened it, only to see you beloved boyfriend standing right infront of you with the gentle smile on his face.

“Itachi?” you raised a brow as the male let himself inside your house.

“Sorry, did i disturb you darling?” He asked making sure he wasn't causing you trouble, you shook your head.

“You never disturb me.” the male chuckled as you closed the door and started going toward him.

“What made you come here?” you asked knowing it's his work time.

Itachi does part time job along with his studies to help his family, it's not like he is broke, he just wants to do something for his family.

“I got off early, and I haven't been spending so much time with you, so i decided we could spend some time together.” Itachi genuinely replied.

“Ohh...” You responded, being lost in your thoughts.

Itachi noticed it and poked your head, you flinched slightly and came back to reality.

Seeing you flinch broke his heart, he didn't expect you to be scared of him so why did you flinch at him?

“Is something wrong?” he held your cheek with his hand and asked, you just shook your head but your eyes were telling something else.

He noticed you were trying to hide something, he held your wrist and lifted your sleeve up before you could stop him.

“Ouch!” You cried in pain, itachi's face turned blank as he sees your arm covered in several cuts.

“Why...?” was all he said. You looked down trying your hardest to hold back your tear.

“Well...life has been a little too hard with me these days and i just didn't knew what should i do...”

“How long has it been?” Itachi asked as soon as you replied.

“Maybe a week..?” you replied, he felt almost useless right now, his darling has been hurting herself for a week and he didn't even know about it? How could he call himself your boyfriend if he can't even help you when you're going through a hard time.

He softly caressed your scar as he buried his face on your neck, you could feel your shoulder getting wet and you knew he was crying.

“Why didn't you tell me earlier about this? We could have done something together to make you feel better...” Itachi whispered, loud enough for you to hear.

“I'm sorry...I just thought I'd disturb you, you've been b-” he put a finger between your lips.

“Shush, you're my first priority not my work, so if you ever feel like this again, you better tell me first ok?” he whispered in your ear and you nodded.

He started giving you a little packs on your neck which made you giggle.

“Promise me you won't hurt yourself again.” you smiled.

“I promise!”

[After few days]

After few days you started feeling better and you started smiling like you used to again.

Today you decided to go back to school after so many days, you have been skipping classes for so long now.

You held your books near your chest, a smile formed in your face when you saw your boyfriend's little text.

‘Best of luck ^^’

You walked through the corridor, still thinking about itachi.

You didn't know when you suddenly slipped your ankle and fell on the floor, everyone around you started laughing at you making your anxiety rise.

Tears formed in your once happy face again, it was all a lie, The happiness you were expecting in your life was a lie.

You quickly got up and ran toward the girls washroom with tears in your eyes.

You shut the door of washroom and took out your phone.

You searched for itachi's contact, and texted him.

‘Itachi, I love you so much, i love you with my body heart and soul to death.’

As soon as you sent this text to Itachi, you received his reply. Saying ‘I love you too’

Next you began to cry her heart out, you didn't care if people could hear you.

After crying for a while, you dumbed the school to go to your house.

You opened your apartment door as you arrived at your house.

After entering your apartment, you grabbed the kitchen knife and ran to the bathroom.

“I can't believe I'll break the promise so soon...” you started cutting your wrist again, the cut getting deeper and deeper. Soon blood was all over the floor and your vision also started to get blurry.

Itachi wasn't feeling very good since he received that text from you, he decided to take a half day off and went to your apartment to see how you were doing.

He knocked on your door only to find it open. He entered the apartment and heard the sound of water.

His eyes widened in shock, he rushed through the washroom without a second thought, only to see the bloody floor and and your unconscious body.

His heart felt like it has stopped working for a second as he walked toward your unconscious body.

He lifted you up in his arm and tears started forming in his eyes, why did you broke your promise? Why would you hurt yourself again? And why wouldn't you tell him about it?! He started asking all these questions to himself.

Without wasting any more time he called an ambulance.

As soon as you arrived to the hospital the doctor took you to the emergency room. Itachi was waiting out of your operation room holding his head on his palm, a lot of blood had been leaked from your body, and the doctor had said to him that it'll be hard to save you. But he still believed that you'd make it alive and you aren't cruel enough to leave him to suffer.

After couple of hours doctor came out of the emergency room and walked toward Itachi. Itachi stood up aggressively.

“Don't worry Mr. Uchiha, your girlfriend is in safe condition now. She's lucky to have a boyfriend like you...you just took her here in right time.” Itachi sighed in relief as he heard the doctor. “Thankyou so much doctor..” he thanked.

Few months passed since you got out of the hospital and you seem to be perfectly fine now, Itachi made sure to visit you everyday. He even bring his little brother to play with you some time knowing you both liked each other so much.

“Y/n Nee-san, let's play one more game after this!” the younger Uchiha cheered with a nintendo switch in his hand.

“Sure, I'd love to.” you smiled.

Itachi chuckled seeing you and his Little brother being so close and happy with each other.

After some rounds sasuke fell a sleep and Itachi placed him on your bed.

“I'm sorry for troubling you again, Sasuke just like you so much.” the older Uchiha apologiesed.

“It's really fine, i like playing with Sasuke, it's cute.” and Itachi knows it, that's why he brings his little brother with him so often now.

“What about we go out and eat some icecream since Sasuke is asleep?” Itachi asked, you jumped in excitement.

“Yay! I want a f/f one!!” you Chirped making Itachi chuckle.

“Sure, my love.”

The END.

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