Miley Cyrus is thirty,
and I used to think that sounded old
but now it just sounds thirty.
Hannah Montana was my first
pop icon—or obsession.
I remember my shoes, my shirts
with her teenage face printed on
with that flimsy wig—I wanted one
just like it, or of my own.
Just wanted to be
someone different
and older.
And I'm twenty-four now
and I still haven't dyed my hair blonde.
Still a redhead, I'm afraid,
but that made my dead grandmother
very proud.
I remember that 3D concert movie
in third grade premiering in theaters.
You know I wore my favorite shoes to it.
I had to. How could I go out
to the live Hannah Montana experience
without those dirty white sneakers
with a cheap gold paint?
My prized possessions.
And she sang the first song she ever wrote,
"I Miss You," for her grandfather,
and I just thought: Wow, what a big
girl, who can do so much,
make her own music,
sing it in front of millions,
and who has experienced
so much. Now it seems
like not all that much to me.
When Meet Miley Cyrus came out
as a double-album with Hannah Montana 2,
you know I was blasting it in my bedroom,
singing and dancing to those songs
like I wrote 'em. Like they were mine.
I suppose they still are,
and so were Bangerz and Dead Petz for me in high school,
and Younger Now when I was eighteen,
a legal adult but a little baby,
but supposedly not "stuck in East
Northumberland High for the rest of my life"—
I guess people do change. But did I really?
And did Miley really? Surely she did,
she has, over and over again.
Changed genres, sounds, and looks.
Supposedly so have I. I wear bras now,
at least when I go out in public, but
Miley also taught me what
nipple pasties are.
You see? She's an icon,
a legend and an educator,
a role model but never wanted to be one,
was never old enough to be one when she was forced to be.
Miley Cyrus is thirty,
and I'm twenty-four.
Now she says we used to be young.
Can't deny that that's true.
The years go by, though, and we're
still in our same skins, with
new cells, with
changed voices, but still
singing.
"Miley Cyrus is Thirty" - an ekphrastic free verse of "Used to be Young" (2023) by Miley Cyrus, written 8/26/2023
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