#iykyk and u are so welcome to scream in my dms or ask box about this. i am so mad. i am so mad

[qazastra]

i TRUSTED my friend who rec’d me tgcf (the actual novel) and now idk if i should have. help maybe its just the translation. but aside from the prose there have been some scenes where i just want to jump out of my skin and find mxtx and just like. kill her

#what do you MEAN you put sex pollen in there!!!!!!!!! WHAT POSSIBLE REASON WAS THERE. WHY. WHY DID YOU DO THAT AND HAVE THE LOVE INTEREST BE #LIKE SIXTEEN. IM GOIN G TO KILL YOU. #oh my god. literally any sane fan of her work wants to kill her. i am so mad #shes good at making these like beautifully tragic vignettes to illustrate the fundamental struggles of the worlds she makes. but good god #is it worth it?????? is it????????????????????? #tearing my hair out as i read about the coffin scene and how it was for nothing. at least now they are back to being the same age again. #iykyk and u are so welcome to scream in my dms or ask box about this. i am so mad. i am so mad #tip: i am so fucking mad #AND WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO WRITE MISOGYNY INTO THIS AS WELL??????? #AND TRANSMISOGYNY?????????????????? #bye. bye. farewell. im going to finish this fcuking book #and then pretend the donghua is the only canon piece of material and only come back to the novel for like. fanon purposes. #FUCK. #fan #tgcf #m