#just read it urself ok?

[marimbles]

does anyone else obsessively scroll through their own art tag or reread their own fics scrutinizing every detail and trying to determine whether it’s Actually Good or not or am I just a freak lol

#I’m always staring at my art like ‘ok if I were just scrolling and came across this piece and it wasn’t mine would I think it was good #would I look at my stuff and think I was worth following #as if it EVEN MATTERS !! #‘good’ is subjective and all art has value bc it is a creative expression of meaning to the artist! #what’s this bs part of my brain that wants so badly to Be Really Good at things like I’m having a nice time isn’t that enough for u. omg #me rereading my own fics: how would I rate this on a scale of 1 to 10. if I weren’t me would I click out or keep reading #puts myself in a chokehold. literally get over urself bro

[sluttysaph]

also if u dont support palestine, get the fuck out of here, the unfollow button is ready for u❤️

#educate urself first and come here second #a guy just commented bye bye and blocked me💀 #babe u weren’t welcomed here from the beginning #i really wont be sad if yall leave #like ok if ur country is pushing some opinion on u then i kinda get it cuz same #but all u have to do is read a little abt that #and if u don’t support palestine after that then theres no hope for u

[astrobei]

every byler creator who has ever felt unappreciated or has never seen their work on a rec list or has stayed awake for hours working on something for it to get no interaction or has had their work passed up in favor of the big fandom favorites or has never been taken a chance on or has ever come last in a poll they didn’t ask to be on or has felt self conscious about posting or about calling themselves a creator if what they’re posting is not a magnum opus or has created something for themselves and still hoped deep down that people would love it: get behind me. i’ll protect u

#i’m five foot three and terrified of confrontation but i’ll go down swinging #andi would like me to add that she and i are standing on top of each other in a trench coat fighting for u all #thea is also wearing a trench coat but it’s just her and tutter in there #u all better fear thea’s fully developed frontal lobe and streamlined leadership experience (her words) #but seriously guys like #maybe i’m taking fandom too seriously or whatever but i know how scary it can be to put urself out there #especially in fandom spaces where the whole point is u want to enjoy urself and be accepted and not be judged #i’d be lying if i said that luck and timing wasn’t a huge part of why ppl enjoy my fics #and i’m flattered that my name shows up in rec lists a lot but. there are so so so many talented writers that go unnoticed when ppl fixate #on the same 5-6 names #and i know bc i’ve been them for other fandoms! #especially in this community there is such a big issue with putting big creators up on a pedestal #expecting them to be perfect and to keep churning out high quality stuff for free on demand #twt is something else too . like i’m not even talking abt that rn #and people always saying stuff like #‘atp i refuse to read fics unless they’re by _ or _ or _’ #just know that even if u are not one of these names u are so so valued and appreciated #get behind me fr #ok Bye <3333333 #🫂 #byler #/astro posts

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions #ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person #if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully #that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is #not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion #yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something #like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi' #I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad #honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner #and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion #and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully) #but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ? #im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them' #have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf #its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!' #LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333 #ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious. #MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions #ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol #being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless #but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy #and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize #ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people #so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3 #i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE #watch nobody read this fr #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post

[sleepy-vix]

this is random but my take on "the cruel prince was wrongly marketed!!" is that yes i agree that it should've been marketed as fae politics, but also those people who complain about them "not being enemies to lovers, cardan was straight up trying to kill her"- it's called 'enemies' for a reason 💀 i get that the term has been super washed down and softened so you're probably shocked by the way it was showed in the book but like what did you expect? for them to call eachother ugly a few times? 💀🙏

Tbh i didn't like the start of the cruel prince very much at all and was cringing alot but i think labelling jude and cardan's relationship as "enemies to lovers" does make sense.

#idk why i wanted to share this but anyways yeah #i hope this isnt too specific and u guys understand what i mean by the whole frustration over tcp being 'wrongly marketed' #oh ok but also another things- people will call anything 'wrongly marketed'... ur fault u read the book just bc a tiktok video said it was #enemies to lovers and u did no other research abt what the story was actually abt ??? 💀💀 ur fault u disappointed urself #vix's library #the cruel prince

[smashorpassgilf]

yall 1000% should get much weirder in my notes about what you wanna do to these meemaws and peepaws

#i love reading how yall want them to pour mustard all night on u its much more invigorating than seeing the same weird kink title over and #over #or how hard yallw ant to shatter their hips and make them dissolve into dust #tell me how yall wanna lick their wrinkles!!!! be a little weird!! free urself!! #ok sorry i just want weird tags #not poll

[marchsage]

it’ll be our little secret, right?♡

#aitsf #ai the somnium files #iris sagan #a-set #aitsf spoilers #ai the somnium files spoilers #ai somnium files #my art #(ok now if you read past this ur just gonna spoil urself... so tread carefully ig) #b-set #saito sejima #the whiplash of going from a cute minecraft somnium to whatever the fuck psyncin in the vain was. girl help #truly my thought process was like 'oh she's just chillin' to 'oh boy smth happened here' but bc i did her route first i thought it was like. #parallel world tra/uma and all that jazz #love bset. sometimes a girl has to be so <3 #whoever did the arg videos did good tho. that was also v scary #the 'be you' part btw is meant to be 'be seeing you' but with an eyeball bc scary eyeball game yk #edit: 'be you' also fits fine bc of saito's bodyhopping but i loveeeee his banger one-liner #also pls notice her blond(e?) tips <:3 more foreshadowing

[charliesinfern0]

just finished watching the live action osomatsu-san movie and it was pretty good!! it was really funny, the sets were really cool, and the actors were all really good! (though jyushimatsu ended up being my favorite hehe ^^)

here are a few screenshots i took that i thought were funny :)

#it was crazy but like it was my kind of movie #im gonna spoil some things in the tags so if u wanna go watch it urself stop reading!! #uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #ok were good :) #it was very silly #choromatsu joins the yakuza #osomastu and choromatsu get stuck in a timeloop with a new love interest #ichimatsu joins a killing game that todomatsu is the mastermind of #karamatsu goes to real life new york #jyushimatsu goes back in time to a black and white movie #ichimatsu becomes the joker #all of this is out of context but i would have to explain the entire plot of the movie for anything to make a little sense #basically the plot is that the sextuplets get stuck in different genres of movies #the side cast of totoko chibita iyami matsuyo and matsuzo were delightful #the story enders which are movie exclusive characters were also really neat #theyre named end close and period #yknow like the end of the movie the closing curtains of a play and the last period of a book #i just thought that was neat :) #yeah it was pretty good! :D

[rillette]

todays warmups!

#Harley Quinn #boostle #i dont feel like tagging both of them lol #basketball #warmups i say knowing full well im just going to go read comics and go to bed after posting this #im eeking through the 90s run i want to get to emerald twilight So Bad but i keep laughing every #time hal goes im a Leader i enjoying Leading and Taking Charge #like ok bestie keep lying to urself im sure thats going well for u

[lazaruspiss]

not sure how i manage to be bad at making a self insert lmao, i always end up developing them into an entire OC in the end

#ramble tag #smth smth all art is self insert to a degree bc u cant help but leave pieces of urself in it #and also i have no proper self image. idk if thats bc of the identity related dissociation or what #unrelated but ive been trying to get more comfortable w the whole. roomies in the brain thing #which is hard bc reading related resources and support makes us shut down a bit so we never get more than a few sentences in lmao #thats like so dumb. i already know guys. we can read about it i promise it wont hurt! #forever thinking about the time a therapist said DID and immediately walked it back bc it was way too soon to call that lol #i still dont call it that bc its hashtag complicated #me looking at that one section of our notes app: have i met literally any of you people #i explained it to my coworkers at my first job like #''ok u know they 'there r 2 wolves inside u' thing? imagine that but many wolves. here let me draw a chart real quick-'' #we took turns more back then for some reason #i miss vie. p sure theyre fine i just havent seen them in a bit.

[girlwithfish]

plss we had to write a evidence for and evidence against list for one of our core beliefs about ourselves and then hand it to the person next to us nd i wrote rly nice things for the person i got and tbe lady next to me barely wrote anything on mine nd just wrote bpd is really hard to understand and is often misdiagnosed. and that im at the program trying which is tru but i feel like other ppl put more effort as did i nd i wanted someone to write smth nice abt me >:(

#she was like sorry im bad at this #and also im like why is she telling me its misdiagnosed #my core belief was im a bad person and then evidence for is like stuff ive done nd then for evidence against i wrote like i didnt have a #good understanding of my bpd and didnt have thep roper help and im gettjng it now at least #whayever.. also the lady who didm ine also has bpd i thought shed write smth more helpful 🙇‍♀️ #Anyway #but whatever cuz the lady whose list i wrote on she said im very kind and that was she was grateful so thats ok. #it was a little sad reading someone elses ljst bc its like omg who cares u dont have a.job ur not a failure!!! be nice to urself #and then i feel the same thing abt.myself lol #But yeah #anywah we have to neutralize our core belief and find a.middle ground. i am a.Normal person w flaws just like every otjer person on earth 🙏

[spacelesscowboy]

sorry but i still think it is so so crazy and insane to look at a child—ANY child, any teenager, ANYONE, but especially CHILDREN—and hit them. as a punishment or warning or whatever. that is so crazy to me. how could you ever look at a child and bring yourself to hurt them in any way shape or form??????????? that’s insane to me.

#emyrs.txt #tw childhood abuse #????? idk if this warrants that. but if i should more tags lemme know !! #YES. EVEN THE ANNOYING ONES. #spent. a great deal of time w my cousins’ friend the other day and she’s. technically 11 so. not a child in the technical sense. but anyone #under 17 to me is so so so young. (YES. i’m only 19. this isn’t bc i’m incredibly old and wise or whatever. it’s bc i’m old enough 2 see how #young i was then. if that makes sense. anyways). #and she was. SO INCREDIBLY annoying. and i have SO little patience and even less tact into how to get her to Stop. so i just smiled and #nodded and pretended that i wasn’t losing all of my patience. bc she is 11. and i remember being 11 & annoying. & being a kid means being #annoying anyways so whatever. #anyways. i hate thinking about my cousins and the kids in my family it makes me sick to stomach. #not bc their parents r abusive or whatever i just don’t think they’re getting the care and attention they need & i don’t want them to grow #up w as weird and fucked up feelings as me and my older cousins have. #also this whole thing is bc i was reading atla fanfiction and got sad about zuko. NWWNNDNDFN #literally i just can’t comprehend the idea of ever physically hurting a child. how do u live with urself afterwords. #i’m tired. this made me very sad. ok bye.

[23rdboy]

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#TW SH MENTION #idk how to tw things on here so i’m just gna write in the tags but #i dnt know the exact date but it’s basically been a year since i last self harmed and i’m kind of bad at telling people things but i wanted #to post abt it somewhere bc i’m a lil proud of myself or whatever #idk if anyone is even gna read this but if u do hope ur doing ok and i hope u did something nice for urself today<3

[made-of-marshmallow]

I am so appreciative of the term neogirl.

I especially identify with the definition “feeling like a woman and/or connected to femininity (partly or entirely) but in a "different" way.”

Because yes, sometimes I do be a woman. But not in any sorta way most ppl can think of. It’s made calling myself a woman/girl/fem or -aligned much more comfortable in a way that’s actually accurate. And it feels so amazing!!! Like this is who I am! This is how I want to be perceived! I’ve uncovered this little part of myself and I want to share it and make it known!!

Buuuut unfortunately it’s just gonna stay on this lil corner of the internet, bcuz the gender binary still very much has everyone in a chokehold and I don’t have the energy to explain it to ppl who’ll just end up being rude and transphobic abt it while giving me weird looks u_u But I’m glad I can share with y’all instead ^^

#xenogender #neogirl #mogai #weirdkid rambles #gender is fucking complicated #identity is fucking complicated #and I wish more ppl just got that #bcuz this post right here is not the end of the fucking world #u can have weird feelings about aspects of urself/ur identity #and u will be ok. everyone else will be ok lol #and this goes for any sort of identity #not just gender + sexuality #also I’m the only one allowed to refer to myself with any fem-aligned term #and u will never catch me saying out loud still #only in my head and text that almost no one will see #bcuz I’m weird like that #ok I think I’m done #if u read this all then bye have a good day!

[shrimplicitly]

i hope everyone who was mean to me today blows up ^.^ and its painful ^.^ and you go to hell ^.^

#image.txt #L+ratio+your soul is literally so ugly #we couldnt steam milk today bc it was broken. really pissed ppl off #also still out of pumpkin #im getting tired of seeing peoples fucking eyerolls keep that SHIT to urself #god i dont want to be mean and judgy but some people are giant fucking babies who cannot handle a god damn thing #guy just came up asked for a caramel mach (didnt even say a size OR temp so u know. its already on him) #he goes 'oh i want it hot' i go 'we cannot steam things' he goes 'what?' so OBVIOUSLY i raise my voice a bit- #-fucking pussy is acting like i yelled at him. ok. whatever. he goes 'god i didnt know u dont have it written abywhere' #mutuals im about to kill him at this point. i point at our plexi that has. is GIANT MULTICOLORED LETTERS: #'we cannot make hot drinks' so i POINT TO IT #THE MAN. FUCJING LOOKS ME IN THE EYES. SCOFFS. ANS GOES 'no one reads those things' SON OF A FUCKING BITCH IM SHAKING AT THIS POINT #JUST SAY MY FUCKING BAD AND MOVE ON #GOD I HOPE SOMEONE RIPS HIS EYES OUT. IN FUCKING SUFFERABLE #PEOPLE SUCK I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE #ALLOW ME ONE KILL PER DAY IT WILL HELP WITH BUSINESS

[musclegoth]

i love when i go to do tarot just randomly without taking it very seriously and then its just so fucking accurate every time

#like im sitting here in an anxious knot this week bc i cant make all my goals move fast enough and i pull a card and it's just like #'some things take time and cant be rushed' #and its just like u know what girl. ur right that is so true #also! i pulled one of my favorite cards tonight in my 2nd reading #i rarely ever pull that one so it felt like a good omen #a little nod of like: just be urself. ur ok