#like sorry to be gross but its the same thing

[floralovebot]

I have a lot of thoughts rn but the thing that's really sticking is how many people genuinely think Helia is some egotistical asshole who looks down on the other specialists and genuinely thinks he's better than people? It's... a startingly amount of the fandom who thinks this and it's so weird to me. Like... are we watching the same show?

I'm sorry but literally where does it ever suggest that Helia thinks this way? The same Helia who's constantly cheering them on, constantly comforting them, constantly reminding them to slow down and take it easy when they're being too hard on themselves? The same Helia who has a breakdown whenever he makes a mistake because he genuinely thinks the others will think less of him and hate him? The same Helia who constantly compares himself to others while also telling the specialists to not do that because it's not healthy and will only make them feel worse? The same Helia who immediately drops everything he's doing when they ask him for help but never pushes when they don't want it?

And listen, I'm not saying he's perfect by any means. I'm one of the loudest "Helia actually has a lot of problems that the fandom largely ignores" people. But this idea that he's egotistical and looks down on others... it's so weird to me.

I mean this in a nice way but I genuinely think some of you are mistaking his chronic perfectionism, overly critical eye of himself, and acknowledgment of his own abilities for being egotistical. Helia has a bad need to be perfect and reliable and good and he freaks out whenever he doesn't meet his own standards. He's also hyper critical of himself and constantly analyzing his actions and abilities and comparing them to his peers and teachers. This perfectionism and being too critical of himself makes him hyper aware of his own abilities. Helia knows what he can do and what he can't. He knows what the others are capable of and what would be pushing it. That's literally it. That's not egotism??? That's literally just him being too analyzing??? And like I'm sorry but that kind of attitude, while not great mentally, is almost needed in that field because he's one of the few characters who knows where to draw the line so they don't straight up fucking die. Even Riven starts to respect that after getting to know him better.

And I think it's important to note that his feelings about being perfect are never directed towards the others. He never makes them feel bad for not being able to do something. He's never made fun of them or insulted them for not getting something. Out of all the specialists, Helia and Brandon are consistently the ones to hype the others up. Helia has some expectations of them but those are natural ones that come with being specialists. Things that they are consistently able to live up to because it's literally just things they have to do as specialists.

I'm just so confused about why so many people think this??? Is it the later seasons??? What are y'all watching??????? No offense but if you're basing this off of later seasons that's the same vibes as calling Stella a spoiled brat because of s5.

#HELLO?????? #long post #winx helia #mine.metas #this counts i think #timmy almost had a heart attack when helia left because thats his emotional support frat boy #he wouldnt be like that if helia was a bitch????? #also please flora wouldnt be with someone like that 😭 and the others wouldnt be as chill with florelia either #im sorry i just dont understand where this came from what the fuck are y'all talking about 😭 #its legit the exact same vibes as when people mischaracterize stella especially when they use the later seasons as evidence #also PLEASE if this is because of the monster scene in s2 y'all are weird #there are so many things you could take from that scene and so many ways to read his actions #and you choose the one route that directly goes against the rest of his characterization??? 😭 #no literally i'll explain this in a way that most people should understand #imagine if i said stella was a stuck up egotistic brat for her choosing a pageant over school #or saying riven is abusive because of pick a scene in s1 #its the Exact same vibes and it's gross and a huge mischaracterization of them

[rosecrowned]

margaery when she heard renly and loras were scheming to get her to court so robert would become infatuated with her and replace cersei with her

#♡ about. ⊱ ❝ 𝘌𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘴. ❞ #I think this is like . . . the one scheme of theirs that she wasn't really a willing participant in lmao #like I'm sorry boys but that was SUCH a fucking stupid play to try to make. and not one I see marg attempting on her own volition. #it would have done a lot to give renly and loras more sway but would have done jack shit for marg personally and she would recognize that #the sad thing is I don't think she would have refused to do it altogether but it definitely wasn't the same prospect to her #as trying to marry joffrey or tommen #like yes marg wanted power she wanted to be THE queen but it's just Different under those circumstances #unsettling implications aside #with joffrey or tommen she felt she could have power over them at the very least #which is what put her into competition with cersei bc cersei wanted to keep that control over her sons #robert was much older and already married and she wouldn't have any power over him. cersei didn't and she's cersei fucking lannister. #and plus being seen as a 'mistress' first would have been bad for her reputation and we know how important her reputation is to her #and on top of all of that what is the fucking point??? if robert was almost guaranteed to die when she's still young???? #then she'd just have to marry joffrey anyway if she had any hope to remain queen #but that would be almost impossible given the circumstances of her being previously married to his 'father' #also the irony of them planning this because they think she looks like lyanna and that will be enough to entice robert isn't lost on me #if they succeeded they would have just been damning her to the same fate lyanna had tried to run from #anyway the whole situation is just Nasty and I am shaking renly and loras by their well-conditioned hair #it's scary its gross it's ironic and sad

[bigrawrenergy]

Y'know I have a new pet peeve I think.

I really do not like the shortening of "delusional" to "delulu"

[deeisace]

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#big ol tmi right here stop reading if you're not afan of scary medical stuff #well. potential scary medical stuff. im scared but idk what's happening #basically. the only thing that's changed in my life is that im on the depo injection right #and now (here is the tmi) every time I masturbate it's. blood. instead of the usual. like the black bits you get with a heavy period too #which i think i remember knowing is like womb skin bits. the black bits in period blood #anyway that's gross #and im scared #i looked it up and like one website said ehh you're fine that's a normal side effect and one said Go See A Doctor Immediately #so uh. yeah. #im hoping it's fine. but im gonna go to the injection appt to talk about this instead of having the injection. #i haven't spoke to anyone about it yet im hoping typing it here will kinda make it easier to say on the 19th #like ill think it's over wait a couple days ahh y'know and then after or sometimes ill notice like an hour later #ill bleed overnight and sometimes the next day again #by 'ill think its over' i mean the light-for-me periods i get on the depo #unless im supposed to have stopped entirely and the whole thing is due to the same issue idk #i don't know the signs of cancers other than breat cancer - it doesn't run in the family apparently but we are all at high risk #they were gonna do like top surgery on me as a kid just in case but they ended up not #i wish they had tbh itd save a great deal of bother #sorry anyway im big stressed and im in period-level pain and all my joints are bad again and everything #so im rambling now cs im scared #i can do injections but im very very scared of like. exams and stuff. especially this kind

[pinkcadillaccas]

If I see one more transmasc person on T talking about how gross and unexpected and new ass hair is I'm literally committing a violent crime

#god like firstly people are excited for changes i dont actually want to be made to feel gross because of it #and secondly idk who the fuck you people are but i already had plenty of body hair before especially there #and it made me really self conscious because misogyny #and it still does to this day #and seeing people talk about how gross it is and how unfeminine as well?? like we dont need to do that #sorry its just making me really fucked off because i see the same boring ass take every day on tiktok #this is how loads of us feel about the eay bottom growth is talked about too #its just not on lads #youre making people who want those changes feel gross and people who looked like that before t feel even grosser like #i know some of you find being called gross and slimey gender affirming but sometimes i want to not have my body regularly checked #by my own community #its not gross its not new its a reality for so many afab people before hrt and its wanted by many as a gender affirming thing #al is talking

[nimomo-mo]

Vent

#sorry lol didnt mean to rant about my health when youre suffering #i tried to make conversation but it ended up being just me complaining again #sorry babe #thank you for the help #youre amazing #and i almost instinctively said i love you because i always do when thanking someone #honestly i say it a lot to everyone but you #understandably #i hope you dont feel annoyed by me spamming you with my inferior issues compared to yours #you cant eat either and you throw it up #i just feel gross when eating. its absolutely not the same #i hope you dont have to suffer for much longer #i hope you get to taste things again #im so tired of being anxious around you because i keep doing things wrong. but youre so kind that i cant imagine you holding it against me #i love you #fuck you #i need a hug. you probably do too. i know theres no way well ever meet up but once we do im giving you the longest hug ever #i want to hug you so good my heart melts into yours. feel like a part of you #i want to give you the piece of me that wants to be yours so i can keep going on my own #youre clumsy with your words but youre wonderful. i love you. i dont want you to hurt. i cry thinking about how unfair it is sometimes #im so happy your shit is breakikg up.bi cried so hard and its extremely embarrassing that i did. its a bit intense of me to do that lmao #i love you. of course i will cry my eyes out at the prospect of you surviving. you dont love me back so i get that i made u uncomfortable #ALSO STOP GIVING ME HOPE #“sexuality is a spectrum. who knows what will happen in the future” YOUVE NEVER FELT ROMANTIC LOVE AND IM CERTAINLY NOT THE ONE YOUD LOVE #fuck you stop giving me a sliver of hope and leading me on. i assume im an ego boost for you and thats why you keep it up but ARGH #i dont want to break my heart! im already in a perpetual pain! youre just poking fun at me by now lmao stop playing with me #“im going to tie you up and tell you all the good things about you” i would cry. i would legit cry. that might be the cruelest thing ever #it would feel like my soul getting beaten like an abused street dog. tje walls around my heart is fucking putty in your hands #i hate it. i dont want to be in love. i love you. youre sick and dont have time or energy to talk to me. i become annoying. i love you. #youre aro or at least extreeeeemely grey

[fan-art-ic]

#i think the reason ive been sleeping so poorly the last few nights #beyond the swelling and pain and post op recovery #...is i am staring at my ceiling imaginig what if a bomb could through at any moment #not literally but just trying to imagine putting on their shoes #and i am just so filled with worry thinking about how many bombs must be raining down. right this second #injuring and murdering buildings. families. entire lineages. the sheer mass destruction. happening. right now. this second. #not quite below my back on the complete other side of the earth #but a bit closer like if i reached a hand off my bed and my finger pointed #and its not just one genocide being carried out there are multiple! genocides! happening! right now!!!!!!! #NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW RIGHT THIS VERY INSTANT RIGHT NOW #and........the people in power. who with a declaration and some phone calls could. can. impose sanctions. pull money. do something #they. re. fuse. to. it makes me sick with rage #and. back to the sleep thing because i started getting riled up and moving my leg and accidentally disturbed my sleepy cat #(sorry jack❣️) #but i am so sleepless just trying to think of how to be proactive around my hometown. a lot of my ideas involve driving and i cant rn #i dont want to get a facebook. i guess i will if i have to but that seems so tedious and gross. i could try nextdoors? or patch maybe... #ik 100% there would be stuff and people in philly i could find. but i hope theres something a little closer to home #and i mean. my area is a really weird mix between SOLIDLY middle class (i do mean 2 cars and vacations) republicans and VERY middle class #(honestly about the same amount of money) gay ally parents and artists and non conservatives #there HAS to be a way to get them #these people. yknow. im much better at talking to strangers than i was and ive learned that mostly people are kind and a lil dumb! #not like a dumbass but most people honestly are not overthinking all the time about everything somehow! #they just think about whats in front of them. if its not in front of them now. how do i get it in front of them? #shut up mitch #right now might be the weed i dont think high thc is good in an indica for me #i decided to do a picture of jack instead of dot dot dotsss bc looking at him makes me feel better

[poguesprincess]

♱ ‧₊˚ just dirty, gross, messy kisses with rafe.

currently not on speaking terms, you eye rafe from across the room. the party you’re at is dark, save for a few strobe lights obnoxiously blaring in your corner vision. rafe blames them for his lack of, say— decorum. but who could blame him? when they made you look so good, variegated colours painting your dancing body in just the right way, reds and blues and purples cascading against your soft skin— that soft skin— he nearly forgets why he’s even mad at you, and he needs to get his hands on you, or he felt as if he might implode. the lights, they make him impulsive. desperate. unlike himself.

by the time he reaches you, he gives you no time to recuperate, rough hands exploring your hips, his pelvis pressed shamelessly against yours as he backed you out of sight, mouth desperate in search of yours. one thing about rafe, is he didn’t waste any time.

his tongue slides its way into your mouth same as his fingers slot themselves into the waistband of your shorts, toying with the string of your thong in amusement. you can’t get a word out, he’s so assertive, and it’s dizzying. it only makes the whole ordeal more maddening. he’s ignored you for a week now— is this his way of apologizing? luckily, you’re more patient than he is (which is why the two of you work so well together, despite what he says), and your hands find their way to his face, forcing him away from you— partially to take a breath, partially to try and get a word in. his lips chase yours as you move him away, parted and swollen and glossy. “what exactly—“ he’s moved to your neck now, impatient, “—prompted this, cameron?”

he was never good with words. he couldn’t express clearly enough that you just looked too fucking good, it was driving him crazy. he couldn’t express that he couldn’t give a fuck about why he was mad at you anymore, or how he suddenly felt like he didn’t care about your so called “attitude”. he couldn’t explain the lights. so instead, he resorted to sucking onto your neck, hands delving deeper into your waistline and pulling you closer to him, bodies pressed together, sweaty, frantic. “don’t get to walk in here like you own the place.” he mumbles, a bit too harshly, as he sinks his teeth into the newly formed bruise he’s made on your neck. his pants tent when you let out a whine.

desperate and drunk, you tug at his waistband, soliciting a groan from the tall boy that allows you to reinsert your mouth onto his. it was a pathetic sight, the two of you: drooling, tongues shoved down each other’s throats, hands wandering.

“the lights,” he starts, in between kisses, and your brows furrow, small smile forming as you wait for him to continue, “make you look so, fucking good,” kiss, “couldn’t let—“ kiss, “anybody else see you”, kiss, kiss, “had to take what’s mine.” kiss. he growls this, in a way that makes you shiver, thighs pressing harder against his own.

“think you’re the shit, huh? actin’ like i cant see you eyeing me. shit pisses me off. need to put you in your place.” every word he says is in one ear and out the other, you’re too entranced by the gravely way he spits his words at you, voice reverberating into your core. i’m sorry, rafe, you mumble— not entirely sure he can even hear. the gesture is received, all the same, when you let him drag you into the bathroom around the corner.

the lights, he thinks. thank god for the lights.

#εïз rafe prompt ! #rafe cameron prompt #rafe cameron #rafe x reader #rafe cameron x reader

[caruliaa]

can be rly petty and vauge post abt some mutual in laws who i have had long standing issues with but that i told myself i would leave firmly in last year but here we are. in my defence its not abt them specifcally and more abt an issue in fandom spaces in general they perpetuated.

#ill make it a seperate post so its not linked to me vuage posting them but also like. when i post it i feel like u guys will b like #yea wtf bc like. yea wtf !!! like everything else w them iv been like. fine whatever ig ill get over it but this has still been like. #utterly insane that you chose this to be the most intense hill you die on. like at best who gives a shit at worst you are indistinguishable #from ppl who have issues with that due to being actually bigoeted. bc they also use the exact same arguments #but ig its worth it to feel superior over others over a nick cartoon huh !!!! #okay sorry ill calm down. like i said i wanna leave that shit in last year #but i do hope (bc theyre mutual in laws via mannyy ppl) ppl who were like. passivly on their side when that was a big thing on their blog #see that post and r like hmm that was acutally pretty messed up. bc like it was !!! like when i lay it out plainly it was and it is !! #flappy rambles #edit: no longer calling it petty that was such like. gross shit being so mean and having a superority complex over something like that #even if i dont want to focus on those two in paticualr its something that in general deserves 2 b called out