#like typing hurtssssssss

[cerneterydrive]

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#a #ahhhh #like #ik considering how i get anxious super fucking quickly i shouldn't be googling things when im in pain #pero i googled my hand hurting #and i searched it in various ways #and it kept showing carpal tunnel #tengo piedo #dice que a la mejor tengo que usar jna splint #yall #no quiero #like ik that im not gonna go to the doctor for this shit bc i dont have health care so i only evwr get taken to the doctor if i feel like im #on the verge of death bc im sick and its impairing with my ability to function #so ik that ill just have to deal with it jntil it either becomes unbearable or it just goes away #pero me dueleeeeee #like typing hurtssssssss #also i dont wanna wear a splint :///////// #im a percussionist :///////// #my hands are v i t a l #fuck im really gonna cry to cobra starship huh

[syahirude]

Stretched thin

For someone who is on medical leave, she shouldn’t be stressed out about work right? Well ha ha ha guess what happened ha ha ha I had emails coming in left and right, things to be done by the end of Monday and people to chase after.

I was also trying to complete my 2 assignments that I completely forgot about (I’ve never ever forgotten about a deadline before so I was panicking hard af cos lol apparently I had 2????)

Basically I was in the lib the whole day trying to piece my life back together but here’s my fav part tho: to be treated like an option at the end of a damn long day. Truth hurtssssssss but better now than a year later lol ok but after spending 8 hours in the lib trying to piece my life back together and to watch it fall apart again was rly rly painful and I hope to God that I’ll never have to go through that again but lol anything is possible eh

Tbh I’m stretched thin and I rly am just relying on God to keep me going cos I truly am just too exhausted lmao bye

(S/o to nadi for sitting there and listening to me rant about work/school like u r truly the real mvp of the dayyyyy and q possibly the week tho ngl)

(Also, s/o to those who don’t really know my sitch but like heard from someone else that I’m overworked and shit lol ya y'all can stfu cos I rly don’t need your sympathy and casual I’m here for u texts cos you’re not and you’ll never be here for me cos you’ve never asked about the shit that’s going on in my life and what makes u think that I would want your sympathy texts lol dah hilang tu just remain hilang ah cos if y'all truly cared then I wouldn’t be typing this shit out hahaha lolx)

#an