#lowkey feel like i’m betraying my community by writing for hp but also i can do what i want yk

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i’m currently trying to write a scene of a character coming out as trans to his older brother and i’m legit sobbing so hard i can’t even write it

(cw this if for the harry potter fandom I’M SORRY i just love these characters so much but please understand that i hate jkr with my entire being)

Ron carefully took the gift with one hand— the other staying wrapped around his big brother’s arm. He set it on his lap then unwrapped the cloth. He stared down at the hair clip, tears quickly filling his eyes again. “Thank you.” His voice shook and he knew it didn’t sound genuine.

“You don’t like it?”

Ron’s free hand smacked up to his eyes to cover them. “It’s not that,” he sobbed. He tried to take calming breaths, but it was becoming harder to breathe— harder to stay quiet. “Everything feels wrong. All the time.”

it’s okay ron, i am sobbing right along with you

#literally a line i said to my mother #but then she called me stupid for feeing that way and i still haven’t come out to her #and it’s been eight years lmao #he’s talking to bill and bill isn’t going to call him stupid #trans ron weasley #i just discovered him today but he’s so so personal to me now #lowkey feel like i’m betraying my community by writing for hp but also i can do what i want yk #i haven’t supported that woman monetarily in years #how the hell do i organize tag this not as a character’s name lol #wizarding world #that ig #ron weasley #tw jkr #fuck jkr #ah the curse of loving something what was created by a horrible person #userkarson #karson writes things sometimes #wtdmtn update