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fatuispolaris-archive · 1 year

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inyvat asked: Aether had left HOURS ago. He’d made her seaweed soup be he’d left. She’d eaten it without tasting it. She wanted to throw it at him though he wasn’t anywhere in sight or on the ground but, her twin had made a lot and the thought of having to clean up a giant mess while she was heartbroken was less than ideal.

She laid in bed on her side, facing the door, all cried out. Those usually bright golden eyes of hers were now dull and dead looking. There was no life in them. Her arms were wrapped around her middle as if she were trying to protect her baby. Though all cried out; tears still clung to her lashes, they swelled in her eyes but didn’t fall.

When Ajax finally, FINALLY, came home after she knew he called and texted several times over, which would have made her laugh bitterly if she had way of laughing at this, she knew he’d panic. She wasn’t responding to him. She could actually see the terror in his eyes as his mind went straight to their baby’s well-being. She was obviously in a dangerous time right now with the chances of losing their little one very high.

She flinched though as he went to touch her. Those hands that had held her… they’d held her brother too. Those lips that had kissed her and smiled at her and promised her the world… Aether had received all of those too hadn’t he? “I KNOW.” she croaked, her voice breaking as she raised it just so she could be heard. She’d screamed and cried for a long time. If he called Aether, that homewrecker brother of hers would confirm this. Her voice hurt. She hurt. “I know about Aether.”

What was he going to say? she wondered. Make up excuses probably. “You have two choices right now. And only two. You either leave, go be with Aether like you apparently want to be, but we’re through and you will NEVER see me or this baby ever again. I will be the one raising it. You won’t be in the picture at all. That is your first choice. Your second one is this: and this is your ONE AND ONLY chance to make it up to me and this baby. Break it off with Aether if he hasn’t broken it off with you. Permanently. No more sex, no nothing from him. Then you and I will be going to counseling together. There will other hoops you’ll be going through of course, like going to every single check up with me for this baby for example, but you will be WORKING your ass off for this. You SHATTERED my heart and broke my faith in you as well as my trust. You DON’T deserve me or this baby and yet I’m willing to give you one final chance to make things right. But if you cheat on me again, and it doesn’t have to be with Aether, we’re through. Everything is canceled and you will be telling your family why. Do I make myself perfectly clear on this?” she asked, her voice hurting more and more as she spoke. But it had to be done. She wasn’t even looking at him. Her eyes were completely unfocused as if this was the only way she could even say anything without making to break something or crying again. “I hate you so much and yet I still love you, you fucking bastard. So those are the two options that I came up with. Either leave or stay and repair what you broke.”

today was different. it was odd, more than any other he'd experienced. at lunch, he'd tried to call lumine but she hadn't answered. he kept checking his phone throughout the rest of his shift, waiting for a text to let him know she'd been busy at that time, but nothing ever came. he even text her, and nothing. when he finally got off of work he tried calling and texting her several more times, and still nothing.

huh.

he was growing increasingly concerned, and because of that he opted to rush home, concerned for the safety of his betrothed. it couldn't be anything too bad though, right? he would've been contacted if she'd gone to the hospital for anything. such a realization calmed his nerves a bit, but still, this wasn't like her. even when lumine was busy, she would let him know right away.

✧ — ❝ oh lumi baby, there you are. i was so worried about you all day. you didn't call or text back. was something wrong with your... ❞ he'd gone to hug her the moment he walked in the door and noticed her sitting at the couch, but upon former inspection he'd realized her eyes were red and puffy, as if she'd spent a long time crying. she even flinched from his touch, and instantly, he knew. her words confirmed it.

well, fuck.

in an instant, he felt his world crashing around him. obviously, he never wanted her to know. he wasn't sure what he'd wanted to do about this whole predicament, but he knew he didn't want to resolve it so suddenly like this. he knew he had no room to mope and lament his problems because they were all self-caused, but still, he remained delusional in his belief that he'd find a way to mend things without anyone getting hurt.

( or he would've just kept at it forever, as that was easier than the confrontation. )

he trembled, tears gathering in his own eyes, listening as she spoke. he could hear easily how her own voice trembled and cracked as she spoke, as if she was gathering all of her strength to speak. he wanted to hold and comfort her, but he had a feeling she didn't want to be anywhere near him. what shocked him most, though, was the second option she presented him with. really? despite everything, she still wanted him? she was heartbroken, and he'd betrayed her in the worst way possible, and yet she still gave him another chance. he almost couldn't believe it. he knew it wasn't for him, it couldn't be. it was because of how much she loved him. it wasn't easy for her to just let him go. he realized that. that's why it was even an option. and despite everything, he really loved her too.

he felt lucky, almost, that there was a chance for him when he didn't deserve it. they both knew he didn't, and yet... the answer was obvious.

✧ — ❝ lumine i... i'm so sorry. i know there's nothing i can say to make things right, but i do mean it. i didn't mean for things to... spiral out of control. it was stupid. i'm stupid, and you don't deserve this. you're so wonderful and sweet. you've been nothing but good to me... ❞ he said, words trailing off as he looked at her. his fingers twitched with the desire to reach up and caress her cheek, to offer her some sort of reassurance. sure, they had their rough patches and he'd literally cheated but... he loved her. he wouldn't have proposed to her her if he didn't. the issue remained that he loved her brother, too. he didn't know who he loved more, but there was only one choice he could make.

✧ — ❝ i'll stay. i want to raise our baby, lumi, and i want to make it up to you... i know i don't deserve it. you're too good to me, even now. anything you say, i'll do it. i'll be better. i promise. ❞ he said, but his promise meant so little. how could it work, even with counseling and his promises. he didn't see how her trust in him could ever be repaired. and her relationship with her brother...

✧ — ❝ are you really sure you still want to be with me, lumine? ❞

@inyvat ; mentioned: @wcyfarer || unprompted asks / always accepting

#inyvat #( answered. )#( v: childe is a jackass. )#cw infidelity #cw pregnancy #personally i think he should get beat up #lumi ur being to easy on him !!!!

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madam-monarch · 9 months

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What kind of "Lovecraftian horror" hell did Lomando do to the Bishops and Narinder.

[ ohhhh just saw ur question and imma just go an ramble now cause I haven’t talked about my bby Lomando/Lumi! ]

CW: mention of night terrors/terrorizing just in case! 👍🏻

[ So for Lomando rarely goes and does physical damage or rlly physically attack someone, unless it’s rlly needed, but rather fucks whit people in their dreams and just doing horror movie shit! ]

[ When they Where Bishops: Lots of night terrors, it is a bit hard for him to rlly fuck whit the Bishops cause he doesn’t rlly know what rlly scares them, so he just does the basic scary stuff, sometimes, before rlly killing each bishop, he would secretly visit them the night before and just terrorize them whit illusions, so they go weak into battle… ]

[ It’s pretty much impossible to rlly fuck whit the one who waits/Narinder before being beat by Lomando, so Lomando just waits for the day he can rlly fuck whit Nari ] (just to understand, Lomando HATES Nari the most, like, Lumi hates pretty much everyone, but at most Nari and His/Lumis Mother! Will get into that soonish!)

Also just rlly shortly going into Lomandos mom, she was a good mom, trying her best, but lumi was, let’s just say, not the best child, maybe I’ll write their little backstory together, kinda am in the writing mood lately! Alright let’s keep going!

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[ After bishops joint the cult: now it’s rlly easy to fuck whit them, always around them and now he can find out more info about them, so the scares and terror can get more personal! The most fun to fuck whit is Kallamar, he’s already a little scared baby, so it easy, but Heket is the hardest to scare, so she often takes care of her siblings when night terror happen (and lumi Kinda respects her for that because of her toughness and leaves her alone more) ]

[ now Nari in completely fuck, cause now he’s trapped whit the monster he created, and the fact that says monster doesn’t NOT quite enjoy the fact that they are now an immortal nightmare w/o many emotions, in this version of the lamb, Lumi purposefully gave Nari Immortality, if Lomando has to stay on this damn earth, then Nari has to do it to! ]

[ Nari also gets More Illusions that anybody else, not active done my Lumi, BUT also a curse given by Lumi! most of the nightmares defiantly have to do whit Nari’s past whit his siblings, but all of this has some good, cause Nari is now very close to his siblings again, which RLLY pisses of Lumi cause he thinks Naei doesn’t deserve the nice treatment from his siblings! ]

Another little Lomando fun fact, he hates pretty much everyone, but one of the few exceptions is Ratau, yea, cause when everything was going to shit, he was there for lumi, and Lumi just can’t hurt him in any way, Ratau indirectly w/o knowing made Lumi feel bad about treating his mother not well and regretting the past, so one thing you can be sure, Lumi would NEVER give Ratau to the Fox! The rat is safe!✨

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[ okay im done rambling, and sorry upfront for typos, it’s 2 am, I’m on my phone and my brain cant work two languages at the same time rn! Anyway Gn! ]

#my ocs #question answered #lamb sona #madam talks

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