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[lostxmelody]

ch.2 !! sorry for the delay, but it's very long to make up for it, so please forgive me.

#milgram #milgram fanfiction #ao3 fanfic #mikoto kayano #kajiyama fuuta #0309 #mikofuu #sorry my finger slipped and i accidentally wrote myself into a 23k chapter hell #so please take time reading because i will probably not be back for a while again #and as always thank you to the wonderful kawa amazing most patient beta ever for putting up with my exponentially increasing word counts #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

i am back. buckle up bc it's another slow burn mikofuu *immediately passes away*

#milgram #milgram fanfiction #ao3 fanfic #mikoto kayano #kajiyama fuuta #0309 #mikofuu #wouldn’t this be a good title for a shidou-centric fic?? #too bad im using it for my mikofuu bullshit.. #sorry the first chapter is kind of boring awkward umm #slow burn is slow burn for a reason your honor #its an au! ...that i still need to complete art for #no one talk to me abt that. ok. #i had a wonderful beta reader for this so please check them out in the description ! #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

i will never be able to put into words how amazing it is to have hanae natsuki play mikoto

#milgram #im actually this guys biggest fan #i freak out over his role announcements literally every time i see them even if i have no fuckin idea who hes playing #im just happy hes getting roles man #such a phenomenal voice actor #i get so sad whenever hes doing sad scenes because just hearing his voice sound heartbroken makes ME heartbroken #doesnt matter how dogshit the rest of the series was #if a hanae natsuki character is sad then IM sad #im emotionally deranged over mikoto. as u can imagine #lxm textposts #also in case anyone doesnt know he has a youtube channel #and its the funniest fucking thing ever because he only plays horror games #and the other day he posted a lethal company video and its like #dude why is kayano mikoto playing lethal company LMFAO #god i wish i knew japanese i just watch these vids having absolutely no idea whats being said but i enjoy it so much anyway

[lostxmelody]

finally.... green checkmark..... its over

thank you for the continued support! here is the final chapter!

if i were to voice all my appreciation, this post would be thousands and thousands of words long, so please enjoy the words ive written for mikoto and fuuta instead. it’s been a wonderful time writing these two, and in doing so ive been able to really break out of my shell and finally have the courage to interact in an online space. thank you!!!!!

#milgram #ミルグラム #milgram fanfiction #ao3 fanfic #mikoto kayano #kayano mikoto #fuuta kajiyama #kajiyama fuuta #0903 #0309 #mikofuu #ah. another 10k word update. #well its the final chapter so please enjoy... #thank you for the paitence #it means a lot to me that i was even able to reach this point #no idea why it says chapter 1 or if i can even fix that but whatever #10/10!!!!!!!!!! WE ARE DONE!!!! #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

how i look after your latest dm to me

please im sorry my chapters are so long i cant help it (i definitely could, if i wasnt so stubborn and refused to split them from how i already worked them out)

#lxm textposts #look. i probably wont have a chapter longer than that. maybe? no one believes in me #23k words and it took me like 3+ hours to proofread and that was skimming through #yeah i feel so bad LOL

[lostxmelody]

im sick of black and white motifs representing humanities most diabolical doomed yaoi

#this post is decidicated to: #joongdok ivantill shiguang and satosugu in particular #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

oh ok i just spend hours pouring my life into drawing only for my stuff to not show up in main tags :') thanks tumblr

#lxm textposts #i am so bummed about this #i'll repost art later. sigh

[lostxmelody]

i lied about removing scenes im about to drop a ~15k monster on you all

#im so fucking mad i have work tomorrow you actually have NO IDEA #i should call out sick /hj #tempted... #its so agonizingly close to being finished #like give me one full day off and its done #this shit is like 90k characters u guys r fucked im sorry #IF I DONT SUDDENLY FORGET HOW TO WRITE #knock on wood #it will be done and posted riiiight before the end of the month #i doubled the character count in a single day today so i am working mad overtime for this #love u all thanks for patience i want to scream with everyone about 0903 !!!! #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

#<3 <3 <3 !! #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

sorry for so many text posts recently! i have a few art pieces in mind that i'll get to eventually :')

anyway, today i wanted to share how i got into milgram because i think im a bit of a special case as i didn't get into it via recommendations or even just happening to stumble across it somewhere.

i got into it because of D4DJ!! not sure how many people know this-- but back in late april/early may 2022 they did a limited time collab. through this i heard several of the trial songs and i loved them! HARROW was actually the first i listened to iirc but i immediately fell in love with both that and MeMe (major hanae natsuki bias here).

...but i never watched the trials themselves and ended up not getting into the actual series until earlier this year. it was kind of just a brain worm for a while lol. but now im here... in milgram hell... and loving every single second of it.

to finish it off i wanted to show that yes-- they had limited in-game items that i own!

its so funny to look at... like why is es milgram in this rhythm gacha game??? hilarious.

#milgram #also-- one of the main singers is voiced by our lovely aimi (kotoko's VA!) #i'd love to do a crossover art with the two of them #i feel like i always discover franchises in unorthodox ways #usually through some music-based obsession that leads me down a rabbit hole #<<<has happened on more occasions that i can count #anyway thanks for reading i guess lol #i never see this being talked about but i guess there wouldn't be much to say about a collab that happened over a year and a half ago #i fondly remember spamming both MeMe and tihtbilwy because i loved both songs so much #they're removed from the game now unfortunately but it was super fun while it lasted. i played MeMe until the very last day #kayano mikoto obsession has truly not dwindled even the slightest bit #AND I HOPE IT NEVER DOES!!! #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

going through old photos.. did i actually write this on a test?? 😭😭

#guys i was NOT a good student #do not be like me #i did this a lot. i would just give up on problems halfway through #like even if i got it half-finished id still get enough points to pass so it was whatever #BAD MENTALITY!!!!! #my poor teacher grading this #im sorry to all the teachers who had me in high school #im not any better now but at least im not your problem anymore #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

i dont think i can make it through mikoto's interrogation questions

#only the first one and im already ready to break into milgram myself and drag him tf out #(i already was before this) #shaking and clawing at the bars LET HIM OUT #LET HIM GO HOME #QUIT YOUR JOB. VISIT YOUR FAMILY. #otherwise i'll keep projecting my own work experience onto you #milgram #milgram free him. pleseae he did notjhing wrong in his life ever #my sweet baby boy #<<talking about a grown ass man #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

Hi hi, hope you're having a good day You don't need to respond to this or anything, I just wanted to say thank you for making Life's Reflection. It's become a very important fic to me, and I am very proud of you for finishing it. I know how hard it can be to finish things, especially written projects, so the fact that you stuck it out impresses me Would love to see more stuff from you in the future :D

asker. asker. how could i not reply to such nice words? thank you very much for reading, im glad my words could have meaning to you. im proud of myself too :') i can't believe i made it this far...

i used to always give up on anything i started. i quit art for almost two years even though i had dedicated so much of my life to it in school. didnt draw for the simple purpose of drawing for myself in over four.

with writing, it almost felt like i had an excuse. i was never interested in english class. i didnt take any writing classes outside of what was required in school. so if i wrote something and it was bad, well i just didnt have experience.

but thats the thing. i could tell myself all of that- and for what? i dont feel any better about myself for it. ive read countless fics that deserve to be published in an actual book. words that have so much meaning to me i think about them on a day-to-day basis. these people have an unfathomable level of talent, and yet here they are, posting their work for free. and i get to read it. isn't that incredible?

so it's alright if i can't do that. no writer can ever make something they're 100% happy with. sometimes you get a good idea, and then you throw it all away because you're frustrated. that's okay. pick it up and try again, view it from a different angle. give it another shot because you never know how your words will reach someone else.

and the cool thing about hobbies? you never stop improving. you might hit a rut, start to think you've gotten worse all of sudden, but that's just your expectations for yourself getting higher. it's good to lower them sometimes. tell yourself- hey this doesn't need to be perfect. i'm not super happy with it, but you know what im happy with? the fact that i could even do it in the first place.

#inspiration is a very powerful thing #i sat and absorbed writing i enjoyed for three years #take some time to yourself. reread some favs. it really does help #took pieces out of what i liked and hand-stitched them together into my own #it's not a writing style im entirely happy with but it's what im working with for now #it will change and develop and improve in the future #so long as i dont give it up. remember that #you dont make the progress you want to when you're doing nothing #lxm textposts #i went so off topic but THANK YOU AGAIN ASKER #HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR

[lostxmelody]

hi

im melody/melissa and im 19

she/her

multifandom but 95% milgram. i queue reblogs for saturdays unless it is something special (like tagged posts, and whatnot)

i like being tagged, so dont be shy! my asks are always open, as well as dms. no need to ask.

tags:

#lxm fanart #lxm textposts #lxm reblogs

#blog intro #lxm fanart #lxm textposts #lxm reblogs #i saw other people doing the custom tag thing... its pretty sweet #im not retagging every old post i got bored halfway through lol whatever #maybe one day i'll update this and make this look nicer but today is not that day

[lostxmelody]

stands there like a mentally ill blob

hi there.new moot

stares back

hello new mootie :) how might you be on this fine morning (afternoon? evening?)

#me personally im exhausted #work.... on christmas eve #i will pass away #lxm textposts

[lostxmelody]

congratulations mikoto!! it was a slow year but you still came out on top

#i was surprised when i saw the number #i thought “only twenty times?” before remembering half my streams were on youtube... #thank you hanae natsuki-san #i hope he sings more metal songs in the future! i really love the style with his sweet vocals #lxm textposts