#maddie liveblogs exu

[diabeticgirl4]

Hhh scraping and clawing my way thru exu calamity and it's kinda frustrating how. Everybody loves it so much?? And it's def much better than the other exu's but I'm just having heavy brainrot for c3 specifically and I want to get back to the main characters and plot!! Don't get me wrong I'm super enjoying brennan as a dm and everyone having fun but I just feel bad bc I'm not enjoying it as much as I feel I should and I'm just. Not attached to these characters or whatever plot happens bc it's all in the past and I'm assuming they all die anyways so I'm just having a hard time w it. :<

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs exu #do I need a calamity specific tag hm #maddie liveblogs calamity #sure why not #this has unfortunately been my calamity review so far :/ #it's not fair bc it's good?? just not what I want?? #but I don't want to skip it so I'm just painfully slogging thru #I've got one ep left..... 6 hrs tho jfc....... #doesn't help that I've listened to most of it while busy at work so I've been less focused and keep losing details #idk man I just kinda feel bummed about the whole thing #hopefully there's a recap I can check out afterwards? #I will say the bit w purvan suul (sp??) was such a blessing. finally some familiarity lmao.

[diabeticgirl4]

Hmm. Listening to exu and idk if I'm vibing w it or not

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs exu #it's just. different. different ppl different characters different gm different plot everything #don't get me wrong I rly like the characters and I like aabria but. at the same time. she's not matt yaknow. #idk I'm enjoying it but at the same time there's something that's just off enough that it's bugging me #oh wait it feels like the homestuck intermission #like u Know it's gonna be relevant eventually but it doesn't feel like it and like. why should I care so much about this? #also the plot is kinda. ????? I think I'm just slowly starting to figure it out (mid ep5) #like. it's a mini series. did they have to spend half an episode on a byroden pageant?? #it was fun and enjoyable. but what was the point. idk. idk idk

[diabeticgirl4]

Gonna start exandria unlimited I have no idea what to expect :o

#ignore me #idk whether I need a liveblog tag yet............ #maddie liveblogs exu #too late :u #also the vm vs m9 was so fun aaaa

[diabeticgirl4]

Just finished exu, and. It sure did happen? I sure did listen to 8 episodes of that. Idk how much I followed lmao, but I enjoyed the characters at least. Curious how it ties in (?) to third campaign, other than the intro of fearne and orym. Which I already knew about them so.

Idk man I've heard this was basically required listening before c3 but now that I finished it I'm. ?? Probably missing something but tbh felt like I prrooobbabbllly could've skipped it? I'm no doubt totally wrong and maybe plot points from exu will show up in c3 but. Idk man. Maybe I just didn't enjoy it as much as I thought I would. :/

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs exu #two specials and the exu wrapup left then I can start c3!!!!! aaaaaaa!!!!!! #oh wait I do remember some of the other pcs showed up in c3 so there's some continuation/tie-in at least #is there a dani recap or something for exu? I was in bad mental space today and I think the entire last episode went way over me lmao #I still don't understand what happened to ted lol whoops #anyways. gonna start c3 soon. hype hype hype

[diabeticgirl4]

My favorite thing about exu so far is matt rolling absolutely terribly and being overly excited about it.

"Heck yeah! Zero. :D"

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs exu #he's having so much fun being on the other side of the table lmao

[diabeticgirl4]

I knew about fearne being in exu, but not orym :o v interesting so far but I have no idea what's going on ahaha

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs exu #also dorian? I recognize his name from ao3 lol #actually I think I recognized all their names but dorian I see a Lot lol

[diabeticgirl4]

Was rereading thru the c3e10 transcript bc I was trying to remember how ashton's fall went and when fcg comforts him they brush it off w "worse things have happened'

Worse things have happened?????? Worse than getting attacked during a heist gone wrong and falling a huge distance and literally shattering your head open and then having your close crew run on you?? Worse than that???? Hello????? Ashton?????

👀👀👀????????

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs cr3 #it's been a whiiiiiiiile but I'm hopefully tentatively back to liveblogging lmao #I just had to get thru exu kymal first. oof. that was rough. #they're just about to start their heist vs the other team and I'm v excited #but ye how did I miss that the first time?? worse things have happened??? xcuse me????? #oh I hope we get some details about that bc 👀👀 #but anyways I can't remember if it's canon or if it's from a fic but I thought his whole fall happened like? just a couple years earlier?? #idk that feels Super recent to me and I want to know everything about ashton asap #also also I got minorly spoiled that we get to see the nobodies at some point and omg I am so Hyped u guys #but idk man. I need to know every exact detail about ashton during and after the fall. their recovery process. what was he like before/after #I'm remembering a friend who had major brain damage following a bad car accident- #and like. 2 years after she made a bunch of progress but she was v much still. nowhere near how she was before. #I know I know irl vs fantasy but I am just so Fascinated and I Want To Know

[diabeticgirl4]

Hhhh I'm listening to the final lucien fight and I'm just losing my mind over everything. I'm so close to the end!!! Just 2 episodes (and some bonus content) left!!! Aaaaa!!!!

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs cr2 #side note I'm contemplating postponing the last ep bc it's 7 hrs long????? #I kinda want to watch it as a stream but then I'll have to wait for this weekend #otherwise I might be able to listen to it in full on friday? at least partially then I can catch the rest as the vod #idk. thoughts? #oh wait it's gonna make me cry isn't it. I should save it for when I'm not at work lmao. #hhhh I'm not ready for the end!!! #and then it looks like I get to check out exu and more bonus content then c3?????? yells