diabeticgirl4

[diabeticgirl4]

I'm SO excited that we can finally announce the preorder bonus for TAZGN6: submit your preorder receipt at bit.ly/4aOA5U2 and First Second will send you an acrylic keychain! ✨

This was SO much fun to design and I can't wait for them to go out-- I want one!!

If you have any questions, please direct them to First Second on twitter or insta- I'm not involved with fulfilling or running the preorder gift campaign! Thanks for understanding!

#!!!!! #taz #taz gn #KEYCHAIN!!!!!!

[diabeticgirl4]

I did it. I took out the stupid trash. :(

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #time for a panic attack? time for a panic attack #that simultaneously went better and worse than expected #I hate hate hate how hard this is for me

[diabeticgirl4]

#🙃

[diabeticgirl4]

This is so stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #sorry gonna go back to shutting up after this #I just hate how hecking stressed I am over this it's so Stupid >:U

[diabeticgirl4]

My mom's friend is over and they're just hanging upstairs and it's totally no problem except I need to take out the trash/recycling and my social anxiety is going haywire hhhh

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #oh yeah I'm back from my trip lol #my mom has repeatedly reassured me 'it's nbd seriously' #except. I don't think she fully understands the extent of my anxiety. #if it was just my trash I could sneak out the back door no problem except I've gotta do hers too :/ #hhhh I was supposed to have time to do it beforehand except I worked late today and he came by an hour early hhhh #can I just follow my cat and hide in my bed pls :(

[diabeticgirl4]

My great uncle looks exactly like one of the memes except I can't figure out which one

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #idk I feel like I've seen his exact face on the internet in meme format millions of times #I wanna say the baby boy/evil meme but no not that one..... hm #what are all the old men memes I can't remember any others lol

[diabeticgirl4]

FOUND MY HAND LOTION \o/

Apparently my current excuse for not actively packing for my trip is *rolls dice* I can't find my hand lotion.

Not because I need to pack it (which I do), but bc my hands are so dry they hurt and it's distracting me.

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #about halfway done packing maybe....... #it's 10pm and I'm so tired ;_; #but yay I found my good lotion maybe now my hands can stop hurting

[diabeticgirl4]

Apparently my current excuse for not actively packing for my trip is *rolls dice* I can't find my hand lotion.

Not because I need to pack it (which I do), but bc my hands are so dry they hurt and it's distracting me.

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #someone yell at me to pack!!!! aaaa!! #but also my bg is low so there's zero focus going on rn #I also need to take out the trash and shower? wuh oh

[diabeticgirl4]

Look I know I'm supposed to be packing and getting ready for my trip but I can't not watch the first 15 min or so of critical role tonight

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs cr3 #I'm still way behind so I'm not intending to watch further than the first few min #I just wanna see the immediate reaction/planning and maybe how long sam's away from the table :u

[diabeticgirl4]

Also irt my last post, I'm traveling to see family for the extended weekend and it's all ppl I either haven't seen in 10-20yrs or haven't met at all so I'll probably be an anxious mess so higher chances of me stress lifeblogging maybe??? I'll try to keep the worst of it to my vent blog but uhh casual reminder that I use [#maddie lifeblogs] for personal posts and [#ignore me] for all text posts in general. Feel free to filter them if I get too annoying and sorry for not having any fun reblogs in my queue as a buffer :')

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #I like this side of my family much more than the other side so there should be way less drama lmao #but also I rarely see that part of the family so I already know I'm gonna be masking the whole time 😬 #like at least my mom's side already knows I'm weird and not great at ppling #my dad's side. the last time any of them saw me was my college graduation so. the high expectations are still there oof. #it'll be fiiiiiiine but also I'll probably be feeling the imposter syndrome Hard and will no doubt be dissociating the entire time lmao #human? who me? no what would give you that impression??

[diabeticgirl4]

I have less than 12 hours till I have to leave for my flight and I am approximately 2% packed if anyone has extra executive functioning they could share that would be appreciated pls n thank 🙏

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #me sitting around on my phone: I should probably start packing huh

[diabeticgirl4]

If you want to preorder TAZGN6 at 25% off, you can join Barnes & Noble's free rewards program and use code PREORDER25 at checkout until 4/19!

Suffering Game will be out in uhhhh under three months??? Somehow???? July 16th is both ages away and WAY too soon, please send help.

I can't talk about the preorder bonus from :01 that we're working on for this one yet but I'm SUPER excited about it!! SOON!! 👀

#!!!! #taz #taz gn #ahh I already preordered it from bn oh well :') #also preorder bonus!!!! I've been wondering!!! #so glad there's still a preorder bonus coming I've been waiting anxiously lol #hype!!!!!

[diabeticgirl4]

Finally pogo updated the trainer appearance customization and I no longer have to have a visible chest \o/

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #pokemon go #so glad you go by body type instead of gender now #99% of the time I have no problem using generic female avatars in games #but idk the option to still appear traditionally feminine without having a visible chest. what a blessing.

[diabeticgirl4]

Yesssss travis got another cursed sentient sword lmaooo

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs cr3 #I remember hearing about it but then forgot #I'm so excited about this development lmao #esp since he might be sharing w ashton??? worm???

[diabeticgirl4]

Me: I'm running behind schedule, I need to seriously get going to bed

Also me: actually it is imperative that I go thru my entire stim toy collection Right Now

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #me every day: I'm so tired I'm gonna go to bed early for once! #also me: I need to do everything but go to bed at a reasonable time :U #hhhh I'm looking for a specific stim and I can't find it !! #somebody pls swaddle me in blankets and shove me into bed I need my sleep but I don't wanna;;;

[diabeticgirl4]

cecil and abby turning into their parents… cecil inconsistent and vague and frustrating like their father, abby distant and avoidant and untouchable like their mother…. these kids never even had a chance

#wtnv #wtnv spoilers #wtnv 246 #oghoghoghoghoghoghhghh #this episode is sending me;;;;;;;

[diabeticgirl4]

bawling my eyes out what the fuck

#wtnv #wtnv spoilers #wtnv 246 #I will always forever be emotional about this episode