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Introduction:

Microphone testing, testing… one, two, one, two…

Hiya! Welcome to my blog! My name is Felicity (Flick is my nickname) and I’m a demigirl femme lesbian! :)

A bit about me: Unlike my blog themes with all the pink may suggest I am a goth, I go crazy for deathrock and post punk. I love music, songwriting and I play both acoustic and electric guitar and I’m currently working on a solo project. I’m a writer, currently working on a WIP. I love video games and I play a huge amount of genres, seriously, I enjoy stuff like Jedi: Fallen Order and Elden Ring to things like The Sims, Stardew Valley and Life is Strange.

This goes without saying but this blog is a safe space for all lesbians including trans lesbians and nonbinary lesbians. You are warmly welcomed here. :)

(As a side note, other sapphics that aren’t lesbian are very welcome to follow me but I will note I will be talking about my own experiences as well as collective experiences as a lesbian.)

@girlishguitarist is my side blog! I post about music n all of that kinda stuff over there so if you find that cool you can check that out if you want. I also have my personal blog @femmemortes where I post about whatever, currently SAW right now.

Sometimes I’ll post non-lgbtq+ related stuff here since this is my main blog, so I hope you forgive me for that lmao.

(DNI and Tags below the cut)

DNI:

The obvious: lesbiphobes, homophobes, biphobes, aphobes, TERFS/transphobes, racists, xenophobes, misogynists, etc. If you’re a bigoted person stay clear and far away from my page.

P*dophiles/“MAPs”

Proshippers, I talk about ships and head-canons quite a bit and if I see any of this shit it will be on sight.

Men

People who sexualise lesbians. We aren’t your kink, we aren’t your p*rn hub search filter. We are real people and we don’t exist for your sexual pleasure.

“lesbian men”/“Mspec lesbians”/Their supporters. Bi/Pan/Straight/Man Lesbian is an oxymoron. I think that’s all I need to say on that matter. Here is a link that very well explains why these labels are harmful to both lesbians and bisexuals.

Tags:

Many of my posts aren’t currently tagged since I started doing this pretty late so I apologise but here are the ones I regularly use.

- [#not lgbt related] is for posts that aren’t related to lgbtq+ topics or subjects.

- [#esme singh] and [maxine aisiah] are tags for my most commonly talked about lesbian ocs, posts about my lesbian ocs will also be tagged with [#lesbian oc]

- [#sappho-ism speaks] will be for general posts, this is, again, something newer I’m starting to do.

- [#lesbian] will be used on all posts talking about lesbians.

And I think that’s it, for now.

Anyway, thanks for checking out my blog :) If you have any asks then fire away! Happy scrolling, loves <3

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2018 Fic List

Since I did this for 2019, I wanted to do one for 2018 because I guess I just love mucking around with lists XD

2018 was also the year harassment on my main account drove me to create 2 more separate AO3 accounts so I could continue to post non-drarry fics in peace until the drarry fandom found some chill, so around August/September is when links will start going to other accounts and I was super active there rather than my main. 

(2019 List)

Note: All explicit rated fics on my main AO3 account are behind an account lock, that means only logged in AO3 users can read them. This is for a couple of reasons, but a big one is because those fics are the ones that I find reposted the most frequently. Don’t repost my fics.

Most popular fics of 2018:

(because I’m doing this now, I can’t get completely accurate for most popular within 2018, so it’s more like, which are my most popular fics of 2018 now)

Most Kudosed: ‘In the Ways That Matter’ (HP, Drarry, 1,260 Kudos, posted April) Most Hits: ‘Kinktober 2018′ (VLD, Multiship, 21,764 hits, posted October) Most Commented: ‘In the Ways That Matter’ (HP, Drarry, 83 comments, posted April) 

This is an even longer list than 2019 (182 works linked), milestones, stats, fandom, ship, and fic lists under the cut:

Milestones:

Hit 100k+ words on VLD AO3 account Participated in Shatt Week 2018 (6/7 days done) Submitted a fic for H/D Consent Fest 2018 Submitted a fic for Chubby Neville Fest 2018 Completed Sheith Angst Week 2018  Completed Sapphic September for both HP and VLD on time (totaling 60 works) Completed James and Keith Week 2018 (in Sept, wow I was on fire that month)  Completed Kinktober 2018 for VLD on time (and mostly writing things I’d never written before XD)

Stats:

Total number of fics posted: 182 Total word count posted: 210,601 Total number of fandoms: 4 Total number of ships: 52

Month with the most fics: September (70) Month with the least fics: July, November, December (all 0)

Most written fandom: Voltron (116) Least written fandom: Yuri On Ice (1)

Most written ship: VLD: Matt/Shiro (31)

Longest fic: In Pursuit of Red Wine (HP, Draco/Neville, 28,732 words) Shortest fic: Knowing When to Shut Up (VLD, Matt/Shiro, 88 words)

Fandoms herein: Voltron (116), Harry Potter (62), Star Wars (3), YOI (1)

Ships herein:

VLD: Adashi, Allura/Veronica, Alluracxa, Hance, Heith, Hunk/Keith/Lance, James/Keith/Shiro, James/Lotor, James/Shiro, Jeith, Katt, Keith/Anon, Keith/BOM, Keith/Tentacles, Klance, Kolivan/Shiro, Lancelot, Matt/Hunk, Matt/Keith/Shiro, Matt/Lance/Shiro, Romelle/Veronica, Romellura, Shance, Shatt, Shetih, Shunk, Uliro, Veracxa HP: Blaise/Pansy, Bleville, Dean/Draco, Delachang, Draco/Fred/George, Drarry, Drarryville, Dreville, Flonks, Ginny/Tonks, Ginsy, Hermione/Pansy/Tracey, Linny, Lunsy, Nottbottom, Padma/Pansy, Pansmione, Parvansy, Parvender, Pottbottom, Rarry, Star Wars: Skysolo YOI: Otayuri

And with all that out of the way, the fics:

January (2 fics, 1,993 words):

Made Real by the Speaking of It (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,147 words)

Untitled Prompted Work (HP, Neville/Theodore, Teen, 846 words, Ch 22 in ‘Neville/Theo Prompted Drabbles and Ficlets’)

February (10 fics, 34,721 words):

Broken Heating (Close Quarters #1) (Star Wars, Han/Luke, Teen, 435 words)

Decisions (HP, Blaise/Pansy, G rated, 604 words)

Untitled Prompted Work (HP, Blaise/Neville, G rated, 364 words, Ch 4 in ‘Blaise/Neville Prompted Ficlets and Drabbles’)

Banished but Not Alone (HP, Neville/Theodore, Teen, 965 words)

In Pursuit of Red Wine (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 28,732 words, for Chubby Neville Fest)

Scars (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 366 words)

Stargazing (HP, Neville/Theodore, Teen, 328 words)

Should Have Brought a Bag (Bookmarks and Chocolates and Dates #2) (HP, Hermione/Pansy, G rated, 1,032 words)

One Way or the Other (HP, Draco/Harry/Neville, Teen, 1,194 words)

Caught Singing (HP, Neville/Theodore, Teen, 701 words)

March (6 fics, 8,824 words):

Close Quarters (Close Quarters #2) (Star Wars, Han/Luke, Teen, 2,840 words)

The Perfect Morning (With a Rough Start) (HP, Harry/Neville, Teen, 968 words)

Getting in Late (HP, Neville/Theodore, G rated, 566 words)

Little Surprises (HP, Neville/Theodore, G rated, 555 words)

What Luck! (HP, Draco/Harry/Neville, Teen, 2,466 words)

Cloud Watching (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 1,429 words)

April (9 fics, 25,088 words):

Being Brave (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 4,053 words)

Just to Watch It Wriggle (HP, Dean/Draco, Teen, 609 words)

In the Ways That Matter (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 9,024 words, for H/D Consent Fest 2018)

Always with You, Even When the Dam Breaks (HP, Draco/Neville, Teen, 2,445 words)

To Catch a Ferret (HP, Draco/Fred/George, Teen, 1,271 words)

Dragons and Weasels (HP, Draco/Fred/George, Teen, 2,282 words)

Close Calls and Future Decisions (Otayuri Assassin’s Creed AU #3) (YOI, Otabek/Yuri P, Teen, 3,368 words)

A Delightful Turn of Events (HP, Cho/Fleur, Teen, 777 words)

Until It’s Old and Comfortable (HP, Harry/Ron, Teen, 1,259 words)

May (1 fic, 1,819 words):

A Familiar Ruse (HP, Ginny/Tonks, Teen, 1,819 words)

June (1 fic, 1,328 words):

A Snowy Getaway (Close Quarters #3) (Star Wars, Han/Luke, Teen, 1,328 words)

July: 0

August (48 fics, 54,308 words):

(Note: cross posting spree to a new account after deleting many voltron fics off main due to harassment from drarry readers salty I wasn’t posting their ship that year, all fics were still posted originally within 2018, after the Shatt spam everything else was posted originally in August on the new account)

After Training (VLD, Hunk/Lance, Teen, 1,068 words)

Good Enough (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 2,524 words)

Again (We’ll Figure It out as We Go #1) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,350 words)

Signal (We’ll Figure It out as We Go #2) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,021 words)

Problem Solving (We’ll Figure It out as We Go #3) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,397 words)

Slacking off Work (We’ll Figure It out as We Go #4) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Explicit, 4,022 words)

Not a Genius About Everything (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 274 words)

Snooping (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 539 words)

Not Very Leader-Like (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 174 words)

That Kind of Picnic (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 206 words)

Knowing When to Shut Up (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 88 words)

Poolside (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 260 words)

Accidentally out Loud (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 135 words)

Staying After (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 195 words)

Breaking the News (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 311 words)

Backseat Driving (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 203 words)

A Quick Dip (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 183 words)

Unauthorised Merchandise (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 112 words)

Finding the Words (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 2,415 words, for Shatt Week 2018)

Different Perspectives (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 960 words, for Shatt Week 2018)

Share the Load (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,800 words, for Shatt Week 2018)

Wakey Wakey (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 699 words, for Shatt Week 2018)

Going Back (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 876 words, for Shatt Week 2018)

Lost in Dreams (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 835 words, for Shatt Week 2018)

Staying Ahead (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 196 words)

Boop the Snoot (Matt/Shiro Crochet Verse #1) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 555 words)

Passing the Time (Matt/Shiro Crochet Verse #2) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 1,063 words)

Unlikely to Learn but Happy to Try (Matt/Shiro Crochet Verse #3) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 239 words)

Like a Damn Cat (Matt/Shiro Crochet Verse #4) (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 255 words)

A Teeny Tiny Lie (VLD, Matt/Shiro, G rated, 213 words)

Telling Tall Tales (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 274 words)

Fine Art (VLD, Matt/Shiro, Teen, 98 words)

You Never Beg, Huh? (VLD, Keith/Lance, Explicit, 1,743 words)

Something Else Entirely (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Teen, 1,113 words)

Reaching Out, Not Letting Go (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 8,635 words)

Finding Time for Rest (Finding Time for Rest #1) (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 3,146 words)

Chasing Distraction (VLD, James/Keith, Keith/Shiro (one-sided), Mature, 2,864 words)

Making Time (Finding Time for Rest #2) (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Mature, 4,215 words)

A Tear in the Night Sky (VLD, James/Lotor, Teen, 531 words)

Pulled in by the Bond in Our Hearts (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Mature, 842 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)

To See Your Face Again (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 420 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)

Better Next Time (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Mature, 483 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)

The Soul Knows Before the Mind Does (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 536 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)

When Hard Choices Become Easy Choices (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Mature, 930 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)

Focus on the Fire (VLD, one-sided Keith/Shiro, Past Adam/Shiro, Teen, 719 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)

Can’t Wait to See Their Faces (HP, Draco/Harry, G rated, 298 words)

Nice Shower? (HP, Draco/Harry, Explicit, 1,871 words)

Is That How You Want It Then? (HP, Neville/Theodore, Explicit, 1,422 words)

September (70 fics, 49,790 words):

(Sapphic September for HP series with prompt list, Sapphic September for VLD series with prompt list)

Just Like Every Other Night (VLD, Keith/Shiro, Teen, 712 words, for Sheith Angst Week 2018)

Breakfast Smoothies (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 301 words)

Worth a Shot (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 628 words)

Waiting for so Long (HP, Ginny/Luna, Teen, 1,210 words)

Alone for Long Enough (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Mature, 254 words)

Nothing More Beautiful (HP, Cho/Fleur, Teen, 1,097 words)

Don’t Mention the Robots (VLD, Allura/Romelle, Mature, 525 words)

Standards (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 701 words)

Wondering (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Teen, 456 words)

Childhood Games (HP, Luna/Pansy, G rated, 805 words)

Yours, Always (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 720 words)

Night Flight (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 389 words)

The Bad Guy (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 406 words)

Latest Acquisition (HP, Pansy/Parvati, G rated, 348 words)

Misplaced Focus (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 435 words)

Pancakes (HP, Cho/Fleur, Teen, 298 words)

Purple Flush (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Explicit, 3,621 words)

Bringing Work Home (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,056 words)

A Sign of Affection (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 251 words)

A Tough Day (HP, Hermione/Pansy/Tracey, Teen, 817 words)

Lines, and Crossing Them (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 2,808 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)

Sharing Customs (VLD, Allura/Romelle, G rated, 296 words)

Be Careful What You Wish For (HP, Ginny/Pansy, Teen, 770 words, for hpcupminifest September)

Wanting Out (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,220 words)

Missing Her (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 322 words)

What a Night (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 2,378 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)

Cutting In (HP, Cho/Fleur, G rated, 385 words)

Call It Pilot Solidarity (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 2,525 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)

Teach Me Everything (VLD, Allura/Romelle, Mature, 268 words)

Need More Tea (HP, Hermione/Pansy, G rated, 916 words)

Familiar Souls, Familiar Faces (VLD, Allura/Romelle, G rated, 308 words)

Checking In (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 2,583 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)

Hot Chocolate (HP, Hermione/Pansy, G rated, 792 words)

Trying Chocolate (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 410 words)

Late (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 492 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)

It’s Only Goodbye for Now (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 1,241 words)

Agree to Disagree (VLD, Acxa,/Veronica, Teen, 249 words)

If Only Wishing Made It So (VLD, James/Keith, Keith/Shiro (one-sided), Mature, 394 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)

Another Kind of Magic (HP, Hermione/Pansy, G rated, 357 words)

Battery Acid (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 315 words)

Setting Out to Win (VLD, James/Keith, Teen, 644 words, for James and Keith Week 2018)

Nothing Is Certain (HP, Padma/Pansy, Teen, 715 words)

Remaining Calm (VLD, Allura/Romelle, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 655 words)

Persuasion (HP, Cho/Fleur, Mature, 259 words)

Fascination (VLD, Allura/Veronica, Teen, 813 words)

Ready? (HP, Ginny/Pansy, Teen, 1,037 words)

Stolen Thunder (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 735 words)

More Than Just Maintaining Cover (HP, Ginny/Tonks, Mature, 1,440 words)

Beginning with Marriage (VLD, Allura/Veronica, Teen, 843 words)

How Convenient (HP, Ginny/Luna, Teen, 548 words)

For as Long as You Need (VLD, Allura/Romelle, G rated, 338 words)

Settling In (HP, Fleur/Tonks, G rated, 532 words)

Home Is with the One You Love (VLD, Acxa/Allura, G rated, 304 words)

Traps and Revelations (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 594 words)

More Than Mercy (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Teen, 1,112 words)

Mistakes Made In Anger (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 191 words)

A Rock Big Enough for Two (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 621 words)

Unlike the Bananas? (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 232 words)

No Monsters Here (HP, Lavender/Parvati, Teen, 262 words)

Diplomacy (VLD, Allura/Romelle, G rated, 210 words)

Don’t Ever Forget (HP, Ginny/Luna, Teen, 357 words)

Worship (VLD, Acxa/Allura, Teen, 427 words)

If They Only Knew (HP, Hermione/Pansy, Teen, 660 words)

Not So Blind (VLD, Romelle/Veronica, Teen, 556 words)

Don’t Lose the Dream (HP, Ginny/Luna, G rated, 449 words)

A Wrinkle in Her Plans (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, G rated, 418 words)

Loving the Clumsy (HP, Fleur/Tonks, Teen, 276 words)

Should Have Used Blue (VLD, Allura/Veronica, G rated, 272 words)

A Race Just to Ask (HP, Ginny/Pansy, G rated, 277 words)

Veronica and the Beast (HP, Acxa/Veronica, Teen, 254 words)

October (35 fics, 32,730 words):

Kiss Cam (VLD, Allura/Veronica, Teen, 391 words)

Green Means Go (VLD, Acxa/Veronica, Explicit, 1,824 words)

Start the Chase (HP, Draco/Harry, Explicit, 4,015 words)

A Visitor With a Key (HP, Draco/Harry, Teen, 303 words)

+ 31 more works in ‘Kinktober 2018′ (VLD, Keith/Blade of Marmora, Keith/Shiro, James/Keith, Hunk/Keith/Lance, Hunk/Lance, Lance/Lotor, Mat/Shiro, Hunk/Keith, Matt/Keith, James/Shiro, James/Keith/Shiro, Matt/Hunk, Matt/Keith/Shiro, Adam/Shiro, Shiro/Ulaz, Hunk/Shiro, Kolivan/Shiro, Lance/Shiro, Matt/Lance/Shiro, Keith/Lance, Keith/Anonymous Stranger, Keith/Kolivan, Keith/Tentacles, All Explicit, total word count 26,197)

November: 0

December: 0

Notes:

-What the hell was I on in September and how do I get my hands on it again XD I went fucking insane that month doing Sapphic September twice over + a ship week. YIKES. But also like, NEVER AGAIN, I remember I was so burned out halfway through Kinktober after that and struggled to finish kinktober’s list, then I went offline for a few months and didn’t write for just as long, but also some real life shit was going down so it’s all blurred together XD

-Aaaah, look at all them rarepairs, I do so love my rares!

-Still kinda bummed that S8 killed my VLD buzz cos writing for that fandom was so much fun and I miss it, I was gonna try get back into it this year, but then found out that even previously non-toxic corners of the fandom are toxic now and nope, killed my buzz all over again.

-STILL NO BBC MERLIN?!?!?! omg was 2017 really the last time I wrote for that fandom??????? Also no Star Trek, I really thought 2018 was the year I wrote that but I guess my memory is still shit XD must have been 2017 wow, but at least there’s still new fandoms for when I get around to making a 2017/2016 list XD which will luckily be smaller cos I wrote fewer but longer fics in 2016/2017

-Overall, like 2019, 2018 was a bad year for me in terms of word count. I guess it was the beginning of my health really affecting my ability to write and my shift to accommodate for that by writing shorter things instead of trying and failing to write long fics like I used to (altho actually I think that started in 2017 really, guess I need to make the list to see XD). I’m still pretty proud though, cos I always wanted to write more sapphic content and doing sapphic september was something I didn’t think I’d manage but I did it 2x over =) and then off the heels of that success, I did Femslash Feb for HP in 2019 and some of Sapphic Sept 2019 too

-Kinktober was also super fun, even though I was a big ball of anxiety the whole time and burning out pretty badly after September. But I really got outside of my comfort zone to write several things I not only hadn’t written before, but also don’t even personally like XD I wrote a couple of my squicks and that was an interesting experience. I also gained a few new kinks, also an interesting experience XD

#* #my fanfic #2018 master list #what an insane year #this took hours #but better this than stare blindly out my window cos I can't seem to focus on doing anything else #at least a 2017 and 2016 list will take less time #far fewer fics just each a lot longer #if i do lists for those years #not sure yet #kind of want to just so i have a list for each year #but also it's a bit depressing going backwards and seeing my yearly word count go to insane highs i will never reach again #one if not both of 2016/2017 were 500k+ iirc #kinda sad i'll never write that much in a year again