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we reached 3k!

Woke up to this this morning and I CAN’T BELIEVE IT? Like? So many of you and I just feel so grateful :,)

Thank you all so much for being here and for partaking in my lil fantasies, in my lil fics and in my lil brain space <3

I don’t know what I’ll do to celebrate yet, but if you have any ideas HIT ME UP!

#I love you all! #marie.mailbox #3k DAMN

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Hey everyone!

Marie here!

I am so so sorry for going MIA for a few months(?), I just really needed the space and some time to focus on myself, my mental health and life outside of tumblr :,)

I missed the fandom though! And I missed writing for you all!

Can't promise I'll be on here as often or writing as often, because I have a lot going on at the moment but I want to make a steady come back into the ikemen fandom <3

Thank you so much for being here and for sending your thoughts! And for staying on this blog while my sorry ass was away <3

#marie.mailbox #I MISSED YOU ALL #AND I LOVE YOU #I missed thirsting over mah bois

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Good day, queen. Thank you for making the dreams of toping gil true (which i thought of but could never). I wish you all the best

time to play a game with gil and the winner gets to tie up the loser

Love, V <3

DFDGB THANK YOU, V!

Please am just, I received this and I was like "No but of course. OF COURSE HE IS A SUB". This was making your and my own dream come true.

AND NOW I CAN THINK OF NOTHING ELSE BUT TYING HIM UP AND TEASING THE HELL OUT OF HIM. AND-

Okay no but you know what?? Here we go.

❦ 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 ❦

genre: nsfw, mdni

warnings: sub!Gilbert, riding, sense deprivation (blindfolding), praise kink, dirty talk, bondage, female bodied reader

If Gilbert just looks so good underneath you, he looks even better all tied up with his wrists above his head and a blindfold over his eyes.

And it is not your fault if you want to tease him, not when he makes it so hard to resist as he tugs on his binds and ruts his hips into thin air, pretty whines falling from his lips as you hover above him.

Just enough to give him a taste of your wet heat, just enough to leave him aching for more.

"Ungh! Plea-Please!" His voice sounds so sweet in your ears, and you smile above him, taking pleasure in watching him writhe on the sheets, skin flushed and hot with need.

And you know he loves it too. Because Gilbert asked for this, asked for you to top him tonight, to take care of him like he has taken care of you so many times before.

"If you want me, you have to use your words." You lean down and whisper in his ear, only fuelling the kernel of desire pooling inside of him. Because you know he's unable to form a full sentence right now. You know he cannot form a coherent thought, too hung up on his desperate need to bury his cock between your folds.

He has no way to know what your next move might be either, engulfed in total darkness with no way to remove the fabric over his eyes. And somehow that just makes it all the better, adrenaline rushes to his head at the prospect of what you might do.

A part of you wants to tease him further, to make him beg and cry for you. But another bigger part looks forward to the fun of riding him, of hearing his sweet whines and grunts, sounds that only you can hear.

All thoughts fly out the window the moment you lower yourself onto his length, so slow Gilbert aches to thrust up and take what he wants. But he doesn't, the pain and burning frustration taste too good for him to cut it short.

So he stays put, wrists twisting in his binds as you take your sweet time to take him in, the warmth of your walls driving him crazy and so hungry for more.

"You're doing so well for me, you know?" You praise, and Gilbert never knew he needed to hear these words from you until now, until his cock twitches inside of you and a whine escapes him.

And you laugh, his heart swelling in his chest as the golden sound reaches his ears, "You like this? You like when I let you know how much of a good boy you are for me?"

Of course he does.

And he loves it when you take your time to ride him too, to fuck him dumb until tears gather in his eyes and he just has to cum. Until he is so overstimulated, pain laces with pleasure.

taglist: @aquagirl1978 @randonauticrap @ikemen-writer @ikesimp100 @veervers @pockcock

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Just so you know:

Sending hate to people online doesn't make you cool and says way more about you than it says about the person you're hating on <3 Time for some self introspection dearie <3

#rambles #marie.mailbox #no but it's actually sad #Like you think you're hurting us but really it's just sad #like imagine being so unhappy with yourself and your life you need to send hate to other people in order to feel good

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IMPORTANT

I'm going to be honest, part of why I've been so absent is also because I've been working on an original story of mine that deals with some of my trauma. And whilst writing this story I've realised a LOT of things that might not only apply to me. So I wanted to share a few things with people like me who've dealt with the same thing (unfortunately).

wc: mentions of sexual abuse and its consequences

When someone experiences sexual abuse there are lasting consequences, and some of which aren't talked about enough so I just wanted to give a heads up to all victims that they are not alone. We're in this together!

That said, after SA it is totally okay and normal if you experience things such as:

Hypersexuality: We often think victims of SA suffer from hyposexuality, a form of fear of sexual interactions. But the opposite is also true and it's nothing more than a way for your brain to cope with your trauma. It's a way to claim back control over your body when it's been taken from you and this is NOT something we can control. You are totally legit as a victim, even if your brain's response to trauma is hypersexuality. More often than not victims alternate between phases of hypo and hypersexuality, so this is completely NORMAL, and once again not something you can control.

Rape fantasies: This is something we victims are constantly shamed for because that is not very pretty nor aesthetic. But once again this is a normal response called "traumatic excitement" and NOT something you can control. This is a way for your brain to minimise the trauma you went through, because if you can fantasise about it then surely it wasn't that bad, except it was. So please, please, don't feel like this is your fault or like you're a freak because of this, as once again this is totally out of our control.

Troubles identifying whether your consent is a product of your own desires: One thing I've noticed is that often, us victims, have difficulty identifying whether we are really consenting to something because we want to or because we don't know how to say no or have forgotten how to. Once again that is normal, our relationship with our intimacy has been blurred by what happened to us, and it takes time to heal from this.

Feeling like your sexuality isn't your own anymore: I've noticed this as well and don't think I'm the only one, but sometimes we might feel disgusted by our own sexuality or it might evoke deep sadness within us. Part of me, and I don't know if that's just me, honestly felt like having sexual desire meant that maybe part of me deserved what happened to me and that it was wrong in a way. But guess what, your sexuality is YOUR OWN and no one else's, and just because someone have stolen your consent doesn't mean that you owe them anything. If anything they owe you for what they did to you. What happened to you is and will NEVER be your fault, it is theirs only (whatever was the context) and it is not for you to be ashamed of your sexuality. If anything they should be ashamed for what they did to you.

Anyways, these are just a few things I noticed during my introspection and whilst learning more about the subject. Please once again know that none of these are your fault and that these are not things to be ashamed of as they are just responses to trauma. There is no other culprit than the person who took your "no", your "silence" or your "maybe" for a "yes".

#marie.mailbox #rambles #please proceed with caution this is a bit triggering and heavy #But can also help a lot of people I feel #At least I know that realising these really helped me and took a weight off my shoulders

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Hey! Sorry for disappearing all of a sudden. Not gonna lie I've been in a bit of a rut lately. Socialising feels like the hardest thing in the world and I feel extremely tired a lot of the time :,) My social anxiety is also at a peak haha.

Am trying to take care of myself and do better but yeah it's hard at the moment.

#love you guys! #And thank you for sticking around and being here for my writing #it's really heartwarming #I'll try my best to be on here more often and write as I usually do but yeah please be patient with me :') #marie.mailbox

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*screams in Rio love*

#that's my mood #marie.mailbox #laughs

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I don't know why I feel such a need to say this right now but,

I love you all and am so happy to be a part of this fandom and to be able to meet so many people on the daily, people whom are sweet and kind and all so different <3

The fandom has changed over the years and even more so with Ikemen Prince, but it only means more and more people to fangirl with and am so happy about this <3

#TAKE MY LOVE #marie.mailbox

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HI EVERYONE!

Am so sorry for not being here lately, things have been incredibly busy. I just moved to another country for an Erasmus year and it’s been WILD! I got to unpack and meet my roommate, say goodbye to my parents and discover the city.

It’s been very draining :,) and tiring. But also so exciting! Things are a bit better now so I should be able to catch a break to write and answer to you all!

Thanks for all the sweet and kind messages I received! This really made me happy!

#private #marie.mailbox #thank you all!

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🍬It doesn't matter if it's sweet or spicy! Share a WIP for WIP Wednesday 🌶️

Hi WIP anon! Here you go <3

Most of the time Licht sees his memories like a lake.  Not the kind on which swans flow elegantly, but the kind on which ghosts dance when midnight comes, through a thick fog that clutches at nearby branches and tugs at his stomach. The waters deep and muddy. Sunlight hits the surface but barely reaches the depths. And often Licht is left wondering about what hides underneath, encompassed by an impending sense of dread. It could be a snake or something golden.  He wonders if Nokto feels the same. Or if his brother’s smile has brought him to a bright clearing, far from the haunted Memory lake. Maybe Nokto was always meant to find the light, while he was meant to remain behind, in the darkness, knee deep into the water. Maybe he was never meant to get out of his own head. Stuck in a perpetual cycle of wanting to dive in and wishing he’d get out and flee.  Part of him wants to discover what hides under the shallows.  Or maybe he doesn't. Truth is he aches and cowers at the thought of jumping in to unravel the secrets of his own memories.

tagging a few Licht lovers: @nightghoul381 @scorchieart (this is your request! Don't know if you remember it :,)) @xbalayage

#wip anon<3 #marie.mailbox #ikemen prince #ikemen prince fanfic #ikemen prince fanfiction #ikemen prince licht #ikemen prince fluff #ikepri #ikepri fanfic #ikepri fanfiction #ikepri licht #ikepri fluff #licht klein

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Hi Marie!!!

AW PLEASE THIS IS SO CUTE!!! HELLO INKY! How are you doing?

Here, take this magical cat in exchange <3

#inky<3 #marie.mailbox

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Okay Kate and Kawaii say goodnight <3

#love you all #and take care! #marie.mailbox #private

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how do you write so fast??? A fic a day is cray!

HI ANON! Lowkey had to ask @randonauticrap what "cray" means :,)

I mean, I have a lot of free time these days so that's why. And I guess it's also because I always plot in my head throughout the day?

I think writing something becomes so much easier when you have a basic outline of what you want. I also always write down small ideas I get throughout the day so that these don't get lost!

Sprinting also does wonders (especially if you're doing it with a friend). Set a timer, put everything aside, maybe put on some song that reminds you of your current WIP and just write until the timer stops. Then you see what you've got, and write some more.

Another thing that also reaaaaally helps is to write without worrying about quality. Because worrying about this puts pressure on you and builds expectations. Writing becomes much easier when you just spit everything you've got onto paper/google doc/whatever and then edit.

As someone said, editing bad writing is always easier than editing nothing <3

#marie.mailbox #anon<3 #rambles

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International Mental Health Day!

Just taking this opportunity to remind all those who need it that your mental health matters and that your feelings, your pain and your struggles matter as much as anyone else's.

You deserve to be heard, you deserve to speak about your struggles and your deserve to be loved.

Your mental illness does NOT make you any less lovable, does not make you any less strong, does not make you any less of an amazing person.

And more importantly YOU ARE MORE THAN YOUR MENTAL ILLNESS. Your mental illness is just another part of you, it is not who you are.

I know it's hard some days and that sometimes it feels like the end of the tunnel is so far away, but your life matters and brighter days are ahead, even when it is hard to see or imagine them.

#marie.mailbox #I mean honestly I wish I could find better words for this because it feels like kind of a mess #but also it hits very close to home and am very emotional right now so that's the best I can do #rambles

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Hey guys!

Just a quick message to let you all know that I am going on a 15days vacation in two days and that I probably won't be on tumblr as much! I have a few fics lined up for you and am still pondering over whether to post every day like I do now or every other day.

In the meantime, don't let this stop you from interacting with this blog and I will catch up as soon as I can! Asks and DMs are always welcome too.

Either way know I love you and am so grateful for all of you and this fandom as a whole <3

#marie.mailbox

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