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youinwords · 9 months

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24th July 2023

You don't send me reels anymore. It is strange how in real we talk about Instagram but never on it. But nonetheless the app still shows me the reels you've liked, so I take a moment to think what must've been your thoughts while watching it. what does it know about us? - "its maybe just some bot", or maybe they know everything about us, they've read every message that we sent to each other, they've seen how I've fell in love with you and they've seen how you realised that you overshared with me. Not just you and me but all the stories in this world, some happy some sad and some lost, like ours...

There is a folder or my saved posts named as 'Feeling low?', it has exclusive content which you'd like to see on your bad days. In the beginning it has all the demon slayer based posts, reminds me once again that it was the first anime we watched together. I think that's why I don't feel like watching the new season. The thought that I'll watch it knowing it very well that we won't have the conversations we had back then, shatters something in my heart which I can only feel. I'll watch the season and I won't be able to send you memes on that, and there won't be a you who'll record the specific part and send me saying that you found this scene absolutely cool. Nonetheless, a good time it was.

For me to confess to you someday while our conversations were in full swing, was a possibility, but how do I tell you that I wanted to earn your trust before just confessing and letting you think that I'm just some guy who likes you, I wanted you to know that I'm here to stay. I think I failed in both the missions. I don't know where I've reached or where I am going. Lately, I find it very sad going out with our friends.

Because you wouldn't talk to me, I feel, lonely.

तुम हो, पास मेरे, साथ मेरे हों तुम यूं,

जितना मेहेसू करू तुमको

उतना ही पा भी लु ।

#letters to you

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