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#maybe you can kill the demon that killed your motherbrotherwife
headlightsontonight · 2 months
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obsessed w interpretations of sam in a oedipal light bc yes, he is absolutely deans child but also,,, his lover and brother and he wants to surpass johns role in deans heart and hes jealous whenever anyone even remotely comes close to threatening that space in deans mind, the one that's john's but should be his, he should be the top priority, the one that dean listens to obediently, stares reverently at, fights for even if they're wrong, is a weapon soldier wife for... i love the idea of sam vying to supplant john 🫠
the angst and tension that can come from it. :come with me to stanford dean, choose me, stay with me over dad. and dean, torn between brotherchild and fatherhusband... :dad needs me, man, i can't. oh the resentment from sam, for dean choosing someone who has evidently destroyed their future and is continuing to destroy their present and the fury at losing the competition essentially, for losing in a contest he's never felt like he's won and this is just confirmation of it. fine! if dean and john are gonna be together, then sam will just go off and make his own life. he doesn’t need them. (hes delusional)
and then dean's back, and john's gone...
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