First and foremost, SORRY. Sorry for being not enough. Sorry for wishing us back. Sorry for trying so hard to fix what we had. Sorry for not being the best girl in town and sorry because I loved you. I know that this day will come since the time I’ve realized that you are no longer happy having me. This is the scariest time of my life, to finally let go the person I love the most.
I may be doing this not only because of my selflessness but also to be able to save myself from a big heartbreak that I can’t even imagine if I just let all this things pass by. That’s why I prepare my vulnerability into this kind of pain. Don’t worry I will be embracing it until its gone.
Alam ko and ramdam ko na nawala na ang pwesto at lugar ko sa dati nitong pinagkakalagyan ngunit nanatiling akong nakakapit dahil masarap magbakasakali na kapag nagpumilit ay maibabalik. Ngunit kahit anong pagpupumilit ay walang magandang maidudulot sapagkat huli na, dahil may pumalit na.
Ni hindi mo man ibigkas ang mga salitang iyon, ni hindi mo man maitapat ang totoong rason dahil isa ka ding nagbabakasakaling umayos ang meron tayo, ay ayos lang. Ginawa ko at ginawa mo ang lahat. Tama na ang sakit para sa ating dalawa. Tama na ang pagkukunwaring saya, pagkukunwaring ngiti at tawa. Mahal na mahal kita kahit sobrang sakit na ngunit ngayo’y paalam. Dito ay nagtatapos na ang aklat nating dalawa. 7 taong isinulat ng pareho nating palad at ngayoy nagwawakas sa isang tuldok na parehong sinang ayunan. Walang tandangpatanong at walang tandang padamdam. Walang bakit at walang paano.
I don’t want you to suffer any much longer, so and I. I want the best for you in all things. One of those is to find your precious one. Your reason to smile and laugh that definitely reach your eyes and heart. The one that will inspire you in all of the things your doing and working. The one that you want to share your life with, even if it’s not me anymore as long as you have the genuine happiness in mind and in heart.
It’s indeed turned upside down. Now, you’re completely stranger. You’re not exactly the same person I fell in love with and it really hurts coz I play a big part for the reason why. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, next day, next week, next month or next year, we will not bear the pain anymore. I promise you that you’ll be happy without me. I promise you that I will go on with my life not even trying to bother you again.
Thank you for the past 7 years. Thanks for being my bestfriend, my bodyguard, my brother and father at times, my tutor, my teacher, my boyfriend and my man. Thanks for the love and memories we shared together.
Sheila Marcia Terbaring Sakit, Anji dan Wina Rencana Ingin Bantu Rawat Leticia
Sheila Marcia dan temannya, Melodya Vanesha, yang mengalami kecelakaan pada Sabtu (6/7/17) dini hari terpaksa harus berpisah terlebih dahulu dari putrinya. Ketiga anak Sheila Marcia, Leticia Charlotte Agraciana Joseph, Nathaniel Jedd Melchior Mirano, dan Precious Brianna Yael Mirano sementara hanya mengetahui sang Ibunda tengah sakit. "Leticia katanya sudah tahu. Tapi kita belum hubungin dia. Ada daddy – nya, ...
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