#mn. its a bad spot im in. wanna get out but litterally unable to start my day bc if i do that means i have to do stuff!!!

[pizzapizzadickz]

And im still trying to get outta bed. It's been 3 hours now.

#diary #personal #i think ill manage soon????? hopefully??????????? #its not that im depressed or anything. its just. its too much work. and i gotta hear ppl outside of my room if i want food. #and like i want breakfast but i think talking to other ppl rn is too much. #mn. its a bad spot im in. wanna get out but litterally unable to start my day bc if i do that means i have to do stuff!!! #and i dont wanna. #which sucks bc i wanna go play splatoon but i dont wanna do anything else. #someone send help. pls just hire someone to grab me and put me on the ground infront of my tv. #...this. is an event. ahhhhh fuck. i hate this. I REALLY JUST DONT WANNA GET OUTTA BED. #BUT IF I DONT NO SPLATOON I WANT SPLATOON #AHHHHH I HATE THIS. THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS WHEN I LIKE. GET CLOSE TO A MELTDOWN/SHUTDOWN THE DAY BEFORE. #like. once i start stuff ill probably be fine??? idk. probably not honeslty. i dont wanna deal with any of this shit today. #my shit tollerance meter is fucking gone. #AHHHHH LET ME OUTTTTT LET ME OUTTTTTTT. #i mean. i could get out. but i also rly dont wanna. mmm. this is hell. im in purgatory.