#my life didn't miraculously became the best honestly there's some stuff that are still not good and i try not to think of the future tjfksh

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#personal #today i made smth really big #well big for me #while my dad was waiting at the pharmacy i went alone to buy some bread so it'd make us buy time #and i was so nervous i battled with myself about if i went or not before deciding to go and #while going i was still anxious but i was so proud of myself after #that's such a stupid thing right? like everyone does that and at my big age it still makes me anxious to do so #but that's how it is and that's why it's a big accomplishment for me and #basically that's just me telling you not to give up if you're battling with mental illness bc if you followed me on #my old blogs you prob know how much of a mess i was and that was only half of it showing online hahahfhshd #but today after taking meds for almost a year and working on myself i'm able to do so many stuff that i wouldn't even #have thought about before without literally crying for anxiety #and even tho i'm still not like the best a'd able to do everything like other people etc i'm so much better and i'm glad i #asked for help and didn't give up #okay idk why i said this story that must seem dumb but i'm thinking some people might be in the same situation as me and #i'm just like i want to give some hope to them? when we're in a bad place we don't think things will get better ever but they do #i didn't believe it back then so prob someone who read that will be like 'sure.....' but trust me #my life didn't miraculously became the best honestly there's some stuff that are still not good and i try not to think of the future tjfksh #but that's a slow process and today i think it's worth it #anyway......tjdjqhfh sorry i'm not good with words i feel this is kinda dumb but yeah i just wanted to say it 😭 #also this blog is truly dead eh idk i don't feel like being here idk if it'll come back fjjs #i don't gif anymore either sooooo #if you miss me (😌🌸) i'm on twt @/etoileminho or my trade insta acc @/minyoohtrade bc these days i'm obsessed with my collection tjfkshfj #anyway should go to sleep bc i have an appointment tomorrow (jobs stuff kinda hmmm it'd be nice if i could get smth at home or idk 😭) and #then i'm gonna get my new phone i'm excited bc this one is DEAD truly but going through the process of reinstalling everything and stuff #already makes me tired jgjsfh