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#not to mention my history and malay teacher are shit and an absentee (respectively)
trashydez
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2 years
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its funny how i often say ill go back to the merlin fandom and continue running the fanblog but then instantly dip the next day lmfao
#personal
#cw vent
#vent
#trigger warning
#vent post
#i havent gained any new interests and its annoying
#all i know now is stress from knowing i have pt3 (basically a big exam for form 3’s as like a recap from form 1-3)
#like bro kementerian wtf? why
#we have barely been in school learning properly for two years and suddenly pt3???
#not to mention my history and malay teacher are shit and an absentee (respectively)
#like damn all i know now is obsessing over my body
#hating myself
#my anger issues
#and the pressure i put on MYSELF to get a good grade for pt3 even tho absolutely NO ONE expects or is pressuring me to do good at it
#cuz my smartass brother (lovely person. absolutely no hate to him) is so smart and good at things and i want to make my parents happy cuz
#and he got such a good grade for pt3 that i want to do that too
#thats the least i can do with the amount of problems and hurt i cause them literally everyday
#but i know i cant do good at it cuz i can barely even remember to do basic tasks or focus in class whether i try to or not
#but the shame of failing freaks me out so much that i want to aim for it anyway
#oh the urge to block everyone out of my life
#oh the urge
#tmi
#its not fair my batch was the last batch to do upsr too (exam after year 1-6. basically the big exam before secondary school)
#cuz afterwards was covid
#so just
#god im so frustrated and angry all the time
#and also i got contact lenses cuz i was stupid enough to switch seats with someone and ended up in an incredibly inconvenient seat for my
#blind ass who refuses to wear glasses cuz they look like shit on me
#so now thats a thing too
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